
I nodded, the next second he pulled me by force. I didn't try to resist, as we walked out through the main door, he threw me down on the porch floor.
"Sleep here until morning, don't come in before you let me!" Mother closed the door and locked it, leaving me who started to get cold as the wind felt through my clothes and pierced my skin.
"Is this really going to make you feel a little better?" muttered.
I decided to sit in the chair, adjust the breath to neutralize all emotions. Slowly, these eyes started to feel heavy and my mouth was yawning because it was late at night.
However, just feeling closed, the sound of a lightning strike surprised me. Until the rain accompanied by strong winds fell down with a heavy. I pressed both hands, hugging the body that was getting cold. Whether because of drowsiness or because the head feels heavy, these eyes begin to close slowly.
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"Basic fool! Stupid kid!"
Mother's slow cry became the first sound I heard after these eyes opened. A small towel stuck to my forehead lets me know I'm being compressed. I saw the sunlight passing through the curtain slit, telling me it was noon.
"Mom.." called me to the bearded lady who was sitting behind me, she turned.
"Basin' stupid boy!"
"Aw!" I grimaced a little when Mom hit my arm slowly, but somehow it hurt. It may be because my body is weak.
"Why not go in through the back door? You know that door isn't the key!" he looks at me angry.
I smiled seeing the worry that was clearly in his eyes, again feeling lucky to get a mother as good as him. A mother who shows her affection in a different way.
"Because I haven't given permission!"
"Basin' stupid boy!" Mother hit back slowly, I grimaced. "Evenings of heavy rain are like strong winds, you think I'll excuse you if you get sick?"
I shook my head slowly, then with a weak body trying to sit leaning on the head of the bed, remove the compress on the forehead and put it on the nightstand. Mom is seen waking up from her seat, but she undoes it. But I know you're going to help me. I smiled happily.
"Thank you for worrying about me, Mother"
Mom is pissed off. "Who do you say you're worried about?" He turned his face away, I quickly hugged him from the side. Because I know, mom tried to hide her worried face from me.
"The affection of a mother does not need to be proven or denied with words, because of the attitude of the Mother that shows it. And the proof is that compress towel." I hugged, enjoying the warmth of a mother I so longed for.
Mom took off my arms slowly, then walked away. However, my question managed to stop him who was already on the doorstep.
"Do you believe me if I don't try to flirt with Mira's boyfriend?"
She looked at him for a moment, not a single word came out of her lips. Could it be that what the Magistrate did reminded the mother of the father's betrayal? And that makes you feel sad?.
"I know you believe me, because even though it wasn't Mom who gave birth to me, it was Mom who took care of me from birth" I said as she remained silent, then finally came out of the room and immediately closed the door without answering my question.
The next second the door opened. Mother, looked at me fixedly and stood in front of me who was still sitting leaning in bed.
"You want to know how your father betrayed you?" His gaze showed mixed emotions, between anger, disappointment, sadness, and also heartache.
I shook my head, smiling faintly at him who was looking at me with teary eyes. I got out of bed with a slight stagger, stood in front of the mother and then grabbed her hands, then kissed the wrinkled hands full of reverence.
"You want to know who your real mother is?"
Honestly, now I'm quite curious about the figure of the woman who snatched the father from a woman who was so good as mother, but I know if mother told me about it, about her, then just the same mother must remember the painful story she experienced 19 years ago.
I shook my head again, without guessing mother hit me on the head slowly.
"Why not know?" resounding.
I rubbed the fingers that had raised me painfully.
"This hand, is the hand that has fed me, taught me to walk, carried me, and also stroked my head before going to sleep. Teach me to pray, and raise my hands to pray. The affection you gave me was too great to make me not want to know about things I don't need to know."
All that treatment I could not feel after entering elementary school, because my mother began to be indifferent to me and did not care about me.
However, somehow I can't forget his affection, despite the fact that all that affection happened when I was a child. Maybe, because there are no other good memories I can remember.
"Mom doesn't love you!" That only makes me smile.
Mother kept pretending to be strong and strong, even after knowing I knew the truth, when I thought she would spill all her pain on me and throw me out of the house. But apparently, his heart was much more noble than I thought.
"This hand, too, has drawn me into the house whenever anyone calls me an illegitimate child!" kataku later.
Mother looked at me deeply, she was still trying to hold back her tears. I returned the gaze with a smile, although I knew this smile would not be attracted to him, because there was no happiness in him that could make mother smile.
"Have you had breakfast?" ask me to divert the conversation after seeing the wall clock has pointed to the number 8.
He was silent, I kissed his cheeks slowly until he was surprised.
"I love you."
Immediately I ran out of the room before mom reacted, stepping into the kitchen to make breakfast. Although the body still feels weak, I still have to make breakfast, because I'm sure you haven't eaten.
Just now this hand grabbed the handle of the refrigerator door, when a hand pulled me violently.
"Gapain you're still here!" mira shouted furiously, then immediately grabbed my hair so hard. I tried not to make a sound when the pull got stronger, because if you saw him I was sure he would stop Mira.
While I do not intend to do it, because wherever a woman is betrayed will not always be as patient as mother. Let Mira spill her emotions over last night, just this time.
"You should have left after being caught flirting with the Judge! You also already know not Mother's biological child, continue to why is it still in this house?" Mira pulled my hair harder.
"I'm not flirting with the Judge!" I said, while trying to release Mira's hand from my head that was getting painful.
"Basic doesn't know himself! You should have left this house!."
"I won't leave this house unless Mom says it!."
Seriate.