I'm sorry, My wife...

Chapter 4 Love Shasha

The bright morning of the sun radiated its golden radiance. Shasha's cell phone alarm sounds loud. Wake the owner from his deep sleep.

Slowly Shasha opened her eyes. Opening his eyes rang out regular breaths behind his back. And her husband's burly hands were coiled around her waist.

Shasha raised the burly hand but her husband tightened his embrace even more.

" Mary" he murmured softly but could still be heard in Shasha's ears. Adi is still wandering in his dreams.

The pain pierced the recesses of her heart as her beloved husband called another woman in his dream.

When the burly hand turned its body, Shasha did not reject it even though her heart was sore.

And her husband took every inch of Shasha's body. Although his heart was disavowed but his body was not in line with his heart.

In the end her husband took Shasha soaring high in the clouds. Reaching the peak of nirvana together.

And it came to pass that was supposed to happen in the morning that the two reached mutual deliverance.

When Adi kissed Shasha on the forehead, the shadow of Mary suddenly disappeared. The one below him was the face of his wife Shasha.

Adi's position on top of his wife made him shocked and nervous. Immediately Adi rose from his wife's body enveloping his wife's innocent body.

" I'm sorry" is the word that comes out of Adi's lips while wearing her sleeping pajamas.

Then get out of bed and into the bathroom. In the bathroom, Adi ruffled her hair. Sorry for what he did to Shasha. Arghj ... I wanted her to scream regretting what she did but it happened and it was only natural because she was her husband.

Adi turned on the shower to cool his mind. After neutralizing his heart he came out of the bathroom.

Although there was pain in Shasha's heart but she was happy to be able to give her most precious treasure to her husband.

Shasha smiled as Adi's shadow came out of the bathroom. Imagine your love this morning. When her husband treated her gently. In her husband's mind was another woman.

Slowly Shasha got out of bed to go to the bathroom. But he screamed in pain. Shasha felt the core of her body ache and then laid back her body.

Adi who was about to change clothes turned to look towards Shasha. Adi looked at Shasha who was enduring the pain. Adi walks up to Shasha and helps her get her tiny body to the bathroom.

Adi observed the bed and took a bed sheet that contained red spots due to his actions this morning. Put it in a dirty laundry basket. Then replace it with a new one.

A tiny figure emerged from behind the bathroom door. Walking out of the bathroom. Adi helps Shasha walk towards the edge of the bed. And sat Shasha there.

Get a change of clothes for his wife. Then out of the room to the kitchen.

Shasha smiled happily getting the attention of her husband.

Adi loves Shasha as his sister pays attention to Shasha even though their status has now changed, namely husband and wife.

Shasha finished changing clothes when Adi entered the room.

Adi entered with a tray containing a plate of rice along with the side dish and a glass of drinking water. Put it on the bedside table.

Adi sat beside the bed staring at Shasha. There was guilt in his heart.

" I'm sorry.." said Adi lirih. " It still hurts." he said again.

" A little bit" Shasha said as she looked at her husband. Adi smiled gently rubbing Shasha's hair shoots.

" Ah you like it" Shasha tidied her hair. Adi laughs at Shasha's funny behavior.

" Yes already ate first" Adi picked up a plate of rice and side dishes on the table. Adi is about to feed Shasha but Shasha refuses.

" Yes if you are still sick in the room. Mom Yem is coming soon" said Adi.

Ms. Yem is the maid of Miss Rina who comes every two days to help clean up at Rina's house. But not staying after work is done and then going home.

Adi has been neat with his work clothes and out of the room with his mother.

" Breakfast first son" said Miss Rina.

Adi glanced at his mother and approached the woman who had given birth to him. Grabbing his hand and kissing the back of his mother's hand.

" Later in the office cafeteria alone ma'am" Adi smiled then turned around from before Rina's mother and rushed out of the house.

Get in the car and have Mr. Slamet run his car. Adi looked pensively turning back the memory this morning that had been stirring up his current feelings. Adi sighed eliminating the tightness in his chest.

There was no car in front of his office. Mr. Slamet came out first and opened the door for Adi.

Adi walked quickly into the elevator to the second floor of the building. After getting out of the elevator Adi to the cafeteria ordered his favorite black coffee because there was no food because it was still morning.

" Here it seems" cried Daniel sitting in front of Adi. Looking at his best friend full of sight. " Tumben to the cafeteria was up late" cried Daniel immediately got a tonjokan from Adi.

Then Adi recounted the incident this morning with his best friend. At first Daniel listened seriously but then laughed at Adi's story.

" Laughs" said Adi.

" You're a freak because you're his legal husband" Daniel said.

" When I saw Shasha, it was only the image of Mary that was there" Adi said.

" That's your job to explain to Shasha" Daniel said.

" I feel guilty for Shasha" Adi said.

" Have enjoyed it would have been fun" Daniel said.

" You have felt it" said Adi.

" Not yet."

The two laughed together. Adi spent the rest of the coffee in his cup after paying the two to walk towards the elevator.

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Elsewhere

After finishing her breakfast Shasha put the dishes on the table. Then lean his body on the head of the bed. Shasha turned on the tv in her room. Looking for an interesting tv show is not there. All tv shows contain news of the day is still morning.

When Shasha saw the news show on tv came the sound of knocking from outside.

Tok.

Enter Rina's mother-in-law Shasha saw the state of her daughter-in-law. Bu Rina who was worried about her daughter-in-law finally felt relieved. Ms. Rina smiled seeing Shasha is fine. And told Shasha to rest in the room. Shasha is grateful to have in-laws who care about her.

After feeling that Shasha was fine, Ms. Rina came out of the room. And tell her daughter-in-law to call Ms. Yem if she needs anything. Shasha also nodded.

Smile etched on the thin lips of Shasha, she felt happy to have become a full woman for her husband.

Even if there was a slight wedge that came to her mind she would try to reach out to her husband's heart.