I'M NOT A BASTARD

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Alvin Fov's.

''Ma''?.my wife's soft voice made me quicken my footsteps to get out of the room.

I peeked at my wife from behind the door.

''Where is his sleep dear''?.nyanyak''?.

''Yes Ma, many''.The answer from her tiny lips made me smile happily.

After making sure my wife was okay I put this foot down the stairs.

''Lho Vin, are you awake''?.I turned my head when I heard Papa's voice.

''Eh Pa''.sapaku as he stepped closer to Papa.

''Let's have a cup of coffee first''.I'll call my head while I follow Papa.

''Better you work again in Papa Vin''' office?.the first word out of Papa's lips make me turn.

''Sorry Pa, Alvin wants to try himself first''.my answer makes Papa sigh disappointed.

''It's up to you Vin, but someday if you need Papa don't hesitate to come to Papa.remember Nak''?. Papa is always there for you''.I nodded my head.

''You remain the son of Papa Vin''.Papa's words make my heart touched.I immediately stood up and embraced the man who had loved me sincerely.

''Don't ever give up Nak''.Aluna needs you. said Papa while patting my shoulder.

''Yes Pa thank you''.I replied lirih.

''Yes Pa, Alvin's home first''.

''How come home anyway, is it still dawn''?.

''It's okay Pa'', Alvin's afraid Aluna's up''.

''Yes Pa Alvin said first''.

''Yes be careful''.I got my Papa's hand and kissed him with reverence.

After that I immediately stepped towards the car given by Papa.initially I have returned this car but Papa refused hard, Papa refused,the middle-aged man threatened that if I returned this car, Papa would never consider me his family again.

I'm obviously scared, deep down I love Papa so much.

Along the way my mind wandered far, today I will find a job, I must be passionate for my future, my wife and my children.

Children''?.when my memory glared a few days ago, when I was holding the tiny body of my daughter who was lifeless.

It hurts so much, until now the pain is still very much felt.

I shove this head so that the tears that have been reminisced in my eyes do not drip.

''Krek''.

''Lho why the door is not locked''?.my words are clean. when I know the door of the house is not locked, where is Mama''?.Im sure this foot enters the house.

''Astaufirullah''.my murmurs who peeked in Mama's room and saw the woman who had given birth to me was asleep

''Couldn't have locked the puntu''.kug this head while covering Mama's body with a blanket.after that I step out again.

I headed to the kitchen and boiled the small composted water I bought a few days ago.

In this house there are only simple equipment because that's all I can afford, given my meager money.

Almost an hour I was struggling in the kitchen now one glass of sweet tea, sandwiched eggs and white rice were on the table.

After I finished making breakfast I stepped into the bathroom and shower, wearing a white shirt and black pants.

After that I immediately stepped out of the room.

''Alvin''?.kulirik Mama who is now stepping closer to me.

''What's Ma''?.tanyaku who was a little surprised where the baby Elice who is usually always in my Mama's arms.

''Mama asked for Vin''s money''.Mama spoke while holding her hand in front of me.

I took a deep breath, and answered.

''Alvin doesn't have money Ma''.

''Is Vin you how the hell''?.Mama wants to eat at the Vin restaurant, Mama has no appetite kayak so''.

I took my breath while grabbing fifty thousand bills and I thrust it at Mama.

''What''?.only this''?.

''Alvin brangkat first Ma''.do not want to argue I immediately grabbed his fingers and stepped out of the house tampa breakfast first.

Actually my stomach is quite hungry, but I am really lazy to have to pound the same Mama.

''Alvin''?.fucking nie boy''.

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