I'M NOT A BASTARD

I'M NOT A BASTARD
Par 7Sadness Aluna



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5、SUBSERVICE OF READING


The time I have been waiting for has come.


When the break bell rang I immediately ran to my favorite place.do you want to know the place ''?.behind the school.where I now mourn myself who was never wanted wherever I was.


''Hiks.hiks..hiks''..


Tears that from earlier tried to hold me finally fell too tampa permisi.dadaku it feels tight hold all this.


Many times I have asked myself why my life is this sad, where are my real father and mother''?..I can't possibly be born in this world to them.Maybe what do people say if I'm an illegitimate child''?.


This thought always haunts me makes me worse, the question I need the answer to the most but never get.


''Hiks..hiks..why is my life like this god''.?..


That is a question that always comes from my tongue.even make me bored with those words.There is a little happiness for me someday''?...I don't know if everything feels dark there is no light at all my life is empty.


''Papa''.that's the only man who loves me right now.the man who picked me up on the street and treated me very well.


Even Aiden was willing to fight with his wife for Aluna, but here I feel guilty because I'm Papa Aiden's family so often fight.


Maybe I'm the unlucky carrier''? I don't know if this pain is too torturing for me' is excruciating.


I sat in the chair behind the school, hugging my own knees crying over my bad nappies.


Satisfied crying I immediately rubbed my face and my eyes.so that no one suspected if I cry.even though I was bullied but I do not want others know I cry.I do not want to be considered weak.yes that's how I've been oppressed still feel strong.


I swung my legs back to the cafeteria.


''Kriuk''.


''My empty stomach is now ringing.


''Laper''.lirihku while continuing the step towards the cafeteria.intentionally indeed I wait for other students to have breakfast first, it's all I do to avoid those who always bully me.


"Where are you from"?.Dara immediately ran up to Aluna when she saw the woman step closer to the canteen.


"Gue from that anu".Aluna bangtung must answer if she could not say if she had just cried over the misfortune of her life.


"Udah do not need to be explained now let's have breakfast first, my stomach is very hungry".Dara spoke while pulling Aluna's tagan to sit in the cafeteria seat.


"What message"?.


"Gue rice fat only one, because this morning did not have breakfast".


"Ok".after saying that all Dara immediately stepped away to order food.


"Eh you where did aj Lun come from"?.


"Eh Sean".Aluna immediately looked at Sean who had now landed his butt in the seat right in front of Aluna.


"Gue ngak from everywhere".


"Really, but why have I been looking for you so far"?.


"Order coming"....


"Sean let's eat"?.Aluna tried to shift the conversation so Sean didn't ask more questions.


"No need. You just eat I'm full".


"Oh, will I go home with you"?.


"Eh.got I need to go home using angkot aja".Answer replied Aluna quickly she did not want to be bullied again.because too close to Sean.


"Ck'' You why do you like to refuse my invitation"?.


"Have we eaten soon Bel you know"?.Endly the two women eat in silence because soon the Bel will sound.


After finishing breakfast, the three students headed straight for class.


At two o'clock in the afternoon after the school bell rang.all students scattered out.but not with Aluna the woman chose to wait for the other students out first.it all yes do to avoid the ignorance of her friends.


"Let's go home".poll Dara when everything is out.


"Yes".afterwards the two women wearing gray white also stepped out of the classroom.


"Hey Aluna, Dara let's go home with me".


"Lho''!! Sean".aluna's eyes immediately glared.sata saw Sean standing next to his car, with a body that was alone there.


"Where is Lun"?.asked Dara while whispering.


"Tau nie I also tangent how to run away"?.


"Tau ah''.mending we ride aja yuk kan mayan free. onkos today we can save for tomorrow".whisper Dara again.


"But I don't want to be killed by Erika Dara".


"Yes, too, huh.."?.Dara asked.


"Ck''you guys, whisper.gue know I'm good-looking don't have to be discussed anymore".celtuk Sean while stepping closer to the two.


"Idih kepedean lu".Aluna reply nyeletuk.


"Idih ngak ngaku".


"As far as you know, but I want to go home with an oplet Sean. I don't want to die young".his complaint is serious.


Actually, these three students include cheerful teenagers who are also somplak.but because Aluna always feels afraid, that is the reason she always withdraws from Sean.


But Sean is not his name if he can not get close to Aluna, even though the woman continues to refuse.


"Dek let's go home".


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