I'M NOT A BASTARD

par 45's

''Where are you from?.This body is fixated when it sees my husband's lover and my adoptive mother.

God, this leg feels very difficult for me to move.My body that had begun to be energetic is now weak again.

I was only able to get fixated while lowering my gaze, I was afraid that if I raised my head Mama would look at me and threaten this self through her sharp eyes as sharp as razor sharp.

''Alvin dear Mama kangen''.

I looked at the fingers that my husband initially held, now began to let go. when Mama stepped closer to us.

"Where are you from, baby"?.Why is my gini"?.Mama immediately pulled her son's body into her warm embrace but her eyes glared at me behind her while talking using lip movements.if I mean it"?.

"Awas you an illegitimate child"?.

What does this mean"?.Why might Mama already know the truth"?.yah''. feet that have been trembling now more trembling, now more trembling, even if now this self is in front of the mirror maybe my bad face is already very pale because of fear.

"Let's go in Ma".

"Why aren't your questions answered"?.Where did you come from"?.

I immediately gasped at Mama's shrill voice to make me take a few steps back.

It's so scared of this self with the woman who hated me so long ago.His sharp eyes full of hatred against me make all my bones feel like they're not working.I'm so scared right now.

O Allah''. How can I protect my son someday''?. if I am weak like this"?.my inner heart continues to rage with a cautious heart.

"Let's go Ma".

I looked at the face of my husband who is now looking at me, even now he is also using lip movements.Geez why everyone talks to me always using the code.luckily my brain is a little watered just a little not much,I quickly snuggled as my husband asked me to come in.

Even though my husband just pursed his lips but I'm sure that's what he said.

But this heart immediately felt sore when the woman who had just been silent now even hugged my sister who is now still standing upright in front of the door of the house.

Serpent woman, damn basics, no brains, actor".I cursed in my heart with great annoyance.even I read all kinds of animals in the forest of his sad horn.

Jealousy"?.ea" but he's my husband it's only natural that I don't like him being touched by other women but me".

His originally weak legs and initially trembling body now became strong to support my frail body.I was able to move until I was able to cross where my husband and the evil woman were standing.

But when this self wanted to pass Alvin quickly the man pulled my arm and spoke through the back lip movement.

The path was slow''.that's what I caught from the movement of his lips.

For some reason I think today is like a circus performer, I have to play cat-splitting, crazy-this is really crazy. My chaotic life is now more chaotic, after marrying my own foster brother.

After I managed to enter the room somehow my stomach feels wrapped around the pain, I squinted my eyes while squeezing my stomach that hurts.

''Arrrggg''.sick''.it hurts so bad, why my stomach hurts so much.when it was still okay, maybe because I was scared and depressed to make my stomach hurt like this.

There was a loud laughter coming from out there that made me take pains to strengthen my hearing while enduring the pain of this stomach.

''What are they talking about again''?.My lips bertnya to myself while enduring the pain in my stomach.

There was a creaking door that made me look up. Sweat had wet this forehead and body, the pain that made me groan with a vision that began to blur and blur.

''Honey bagun''. Adek why''?.sound softly the sound of my summation is indeed this self while rubbing my forehead which is wet because of sweat.

''Drinking the medicine dear, let's open his mouth''.I who is now unable to open my eyes is now slowly opening these lips.It is very clear I feel when my husband put something into these lips, is that what''?.I don't know if it's poison''?.meaning it's poison I will die soon if I die then my son will also die, I hope it's all not to happen.

The stomach that was originally like being squeezed now feels like it has begun to improve.

Oh God I've been thinking badly about my husband, it turns out he's not a bad person. does that mean my husband now accepts me''?.

Is it possible that he will not be rude to me anymore''?. and also his fetus''?.

''Darling Forgive Brother''. The eyes that I initially imprisoned opened to see the face of my handsome husband.seen clearly from the look of his face that looks really worried.

''Im sorry Luna Kak''?.that's all I can say makes my husband immediately kiss this forehead many times by continuing to say that this self is never guilty.

Somehow I feel this is all like a dream, when only a few moments he berated himself this, but for a few days he has been very gentle to treat me and also the fetus in my womb.

''Never apologize, if you don't make a mistake, '' I just respond to all his words with a weak smile.

''Where's Mama Kak''?.lirihku asked still in a weak tone, while occasionally grimacing when this stomach is still a little pain.but fortunately it was not as painful as before.

''Mama is outside''.

I was shocked and spontaneously wanted to sit and stand.

But not yet had time to sit down quickly my man pulled my shoulder and asked me to lie down again.

''But Sister''?.I am so scared right now but why do I want to say the thing I fear the most, my husband asked me to shut up and lay back on the bed.

''Calm down''. don't think too much about it ngak want his stomach hurt back''?.I can only hold with a fixed gaze leads to the face of the famous model.

''Abang will tell you the truth, we can't keep going like this''.

''Sak don't beg Luna''?.my spirit with a face full of hope.I was really afraid when I heard his words, even the stomach that had started to improve was now back in pain.

''Aaarrrggg''.sick Kak''?.Rintihku while squeezing his fingers which now cocks my fingers.

''Which dearest is sick''?.I saw my husband's frantic face in such a way.Is it possible that my husband really loves this self, this bad woman who is not at all his criterion.

"Aaarrrg".again this stomach tastes like a strong kneaded."Sick Kak".i keep whimpering make my husband more panic and ketar ketir.iya even come to shed tears when this self enjoys a very extraordinary pain.I why"?.the hospital yesterday was not this sick but why is it so sick now"?.

"Rilex dear''!!. rilex".my husband suggests this self to be calmer.

"Take a breath".please take it out after he's a little calmer.

I was only able to follow what he asked, thankfully the pain that had been afflicting my stomach was now beginning to decrease.

"So I'm late, Mama will be suspicious".my husband when my stomach is no longer sick.turns out my husband is smart also overcome this all. out of nowhere do you get this knowledge''?. I am clearly more amazed at him.

"But".

"Come out, sister, if you want me and our fetus to be okay".

"Is Adek fine"?.I cuddle weakly.while forcing these lips to smile.

Sometimes I am amused by our relationship, even his call to me who was supposed to be a brother and sister is now even a husband and wife.the world is indeed full of puzzles.all my life I never thought if my soul mate is my own foster brother.

"Well Brother will come out for a while.but if there is anything quickly kasi kasi know Brother''' Ok"?.

I just nodded weakly.

"Ok''. replied Donk Dek"?.

"Yes Ok Brother".I replied with a spoiled tone.minpi what I came so that I got a husband this handsome''?.and what dream did I last night to get softness from my husband.

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"Darling thank you for being present in Mother's life".my spirit spoke while rubbing this stomach after my husband came out of the room to meet Mama and also her lover.

"Where the hell are you Vin from"?.

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