I'M NOT A BASTARD

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Sean Fov's

I could only sit in the chair waiting while rubbing my face many times trying to displace everything I had just heard.

Even many times I slapped my own cheeks to make sure I was dreaming or not''?.but many times it was also I felt the pain of my own slap.perhaps people even nurses or doctors who saw my actions must be calling me crazy, let me no longer care,what is clear is that my heart is now completely broken, even destroyed.It hurts so much if I imagine the woman I have loved and kept in silence must be pregnant without any special like this, he said,who is the father of the baby that Aluna conceived''?. Why did Aluna get pregnant out of wedlock''?.was she raped''?.o Allah, the series of questions filled my head to make me able to shed tears.

''O Allah what trials are these''?.my spirit asks Allah.It feels like this is the hardest thing in my life besides losing Papa and Mama.

''Dek''.his lover we've moved the treatment room''.

I immediately moved away my fingers that covered my face then looked up to look at a nurse who was now standing in front of me with a gaze that I don't know''?.maybe now they suspect that I am the father of the baby that was conceived by Aluna, but in fact I do not know about it even touching Aluna just hugging, but in fact I did not know about it,that was when he was in a bad and fragile state.

''Eh yes sus thank you'''.that's all I can say after it was seen the nurse immediately went away I. all while whispering with his other coworkers.

Maybe now they're rubbing us, huh''. I don't care that obviously I don't do it all.

Not wanting to think that no-no I finally decided to step this foot into Aluna's room, it seems that the woman is still reluctant to open her eyes, she said,I could only take a deep breath and then slowly step into the treatment room.

This hand I stretched out to rub his head slowly with affection.This is my first love, this is the woman who all my life I wanted to be a mistress in my home,being a queen in my heart, but it turned out that all was gone in an instant.really this world is really cruel to me.

He took my mother, my father and all my family away I was left with an Uncle who always loved me because it just so happened that Uncle had no children at all, even though my marriage was almost 30 years old,as a result, I am the only child of his sister, he considers like his own son, so he treats himself like a king in his life.

''eerrggg''.

''Lun''?.I instantly kept my finger away from Aluna's hair when I saw Aluna had started to come to her senses.

''Lun''.again, I can only call himself tampa know what to do''?.

Really ever since I found out she was pregnant I'm really awkward right now.

''I where''?.I see Aluna rubbing her eyes while looking left and right, I think she touched where is it now''?.

''Lho Lun's hospital'' I answered while helping him lean back.

''Hospital''.it looks like thinking but soon after it began to shed tears, what did this woman experience''?.but really seeing it like this my heart also crumpled formless.

''Gue wanted to go home Sen''.patanya while trying to pull out the infusion needle that stuck in his wrist but I quickly pulled his hand so that he did not do the stupid thing. I'm afraid that if I pull out the infusion tube, his hand will bleed.

''Sabar Lun''!!. You are still weak, rest first tonight''I asked Aluna because from that moment the woman kept asking to go home.I couldn't possibly let her go home with such a weak condition.In addition I was sure the doctor wouldn't let me take her home.

Because obviously earlier the doctor said that the content is very weak considering the age of 19 years old.plus the content is still prone to miscarriage.that's what the doctor told me earlier, earlier,I also do not know what the intention of all.which is clear if it is sick yes have to rest.what else is in a state of pregnancy.I even cringe myself when imagining Aluna's small body with a bruised stomach.

Oh, my God, why is my mind wandering everywhere''?.

''Lun''.When I was busy feeding Aluna with porridge for her dinner it was seen Alvin Brother Aluna came with a worried face.not tampa reason I said it all, but,but it is very clear that the face of this man is very angry and worried.

What exactly is this ''?.why is Aluna so afraid of her older brother"?.Why is it possible that Alvin treated Aluna just like his mother"?.if it was''?.I swear I'll take Aluna as far as I can and I'll make sure you guys regret everything that I promised.

"Why grandfather"?.if Aluna looked at Alvin with a face of fear, but different from Alvin.the man was seen staring at Aluna full of worry and love.

Either love ''?.it is all impossible''. given the status of their brother and sister even though it is only a foster sister.

You fool Sean''.I crushed my own stupidity in my heart.

''Lun''.karna Brother you already came me back first huh''?.I immediately stood up from the chair beside Aluna's bed,then put the bowl of porridge that was empty because I forced Aluna to finish her food because she always refused to eat.

''Yes Sen thanks ya''?. I looked at Aluna gently then turned to look at Alvin.

''Silver I say a farewell''.my words were only embraced by Alvin.

''Thank you''.that's all the stone man said.the rigid base''!!!.

''Even though I was upset with his attitude but I have to stay polite because he is older than me.

After saying that casual word I immediately stepped away with a heart that I could not casually take with me. After knowing that Aluna is now pregnant my brain is haunted by thousands of questions and a series of puzzles.

''Who is Aluna''s lover''?.

''Who is the father of the baby that Aluna conceived''?.

''Arrrrgggg''. I'd go crazy if I kept going like this.

Not wanting to think that no-no I finally decided to leave the hospital and go home.

I was afraid that Mama was looking for me, that one woman would be very brisk if I came home late, even though I was not her real child but she really loved me with all her heart.

''Gosh''?.I immediately patted my own eel when I remembered that my motorbike I had left just by the side of the road, where Aluna was I found pingan.finally with a giant step I called a taxi to take me to take my motorbike.

While in the hospital.

''Dek forgive dear brother''?.

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