I'M NOT A BASTARD

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Aluna FOVs

At dawn I was preparing for school, although the pain in my core still felt but I did not ignore it.

I don't know what time last night I fell asleep''?. which is clear, Alvin continued to babble apologizing to me, but I did not answer at all, I just kept quiet in the chaos of my broken heart.

My heart really hurt, I thought the word love that he said was true but it turned out to be a lie.

If I could turn back the time I better not know him at all but what can I do this heart and soul always want to surrender when close to him, is it possible that soon I like it''?.. I admit he is very handsome and also gentle to me, but how can I love a man who has another woman''?.

''Lho Non already wants to leave''?. asked Bik Atun when he saw me stepping slowly down the stairs.

''Yes Bik Aluna was afraid late''.pelan I replied. because I do not want Alvin to be useful.I am afraid that he will force me again to follow him, I do not want to just be a tool for his lust, just,I know I wasn't the first for her, but how am I supposed to get away from her now.

Because no matter how far I dodge we will definitely meet again, we do live under one roof.

''Yes Bik Aluna has left first''.my lips while looking up.fear-fear if my brother is awake.more precisely my husband, that's the reality now.

''Wait outside. bibik get provisions''.I just averse obedient.karna coincidence my stomach is also hungry and my body is very weak.

''It''.Bik Atun thrust out my lunchbox with a breath of frenzy.I thought this middle-aged obedient woman ran over from earlier.

''Yes Bik Aluna has left, '' said me while kissing the back of the tag and then stepped away.

This morning I decided to wear an ojek. because I could not afford to walk to school.The core of my body still hurts if I take the road. it's weird that I'm walking around a little strutting around.maybe people are suspicious of me.

''Bang ojek bang''.sukurlah dawn-body like this already have ojek.

''Yes Dek is ready''.the ojek handyman gave his thumbs up to me, which I used with a friendly smile.

''For his schoolboyfriend Dek''?.asked Brother Ojek to me, why don't I like to hear his question, color it's my personal business. I also have a reason for it.

''Intentionally Bang let ngak late''.didn't hear the question I answered too, not good there is also someone who asked me cuek.

I saw him just nodding his head like a chicken eating rice.

The weather in the morning blind like this is very cold, until piercing my bones I do not wear a jacket at all, I embrace both my tags and there hope the cold in my body can be reduced.

When it's cold like this my brain is trevelling everywhere.I still remember how Brother Alvin glorified my body last night. his clean white skin and muscular make me merserpsona.I admit that he is very good at conquering the opposite sex, no wonder because in fact Kak Alvin was raised in foreign countries.

Ahh.Why does it feel like I'm not willing to think that my husband has touched many other women, it's Aluna you're just an outlet of the dream universe will be queen''.

Gegasku took the money in my uniform bag after I asked how much it cost.

After that I stepped foot into the classroom.''still silent''.my murmur stepped timidly.

''Why do my hair goosebumps''?.my murmurs speak for themselves while passing through classes that are still empty and closed.

Slowly my head looked up with tiptoed feet peering at the clock attached to the wall.

''Fifth through fifty. it turns out I left early, the fire is still quiet''?.

I chose to have breakfast in the room.The class has not been opened yet.

''Wah yang yang ni''.gumamku when seeing my favorite food is in the lunch box prepared by Buk Atun, he did know what I need.heart is very happy' I immediately devoured it happily, I immediately devoured it with joy,for a moment I forgot my bitter life problem while enjoying the delicious spaghetti made by Bik Atun tagan.

''Alhamdulillah''.bumamku again after all my breakfast ludes.

I saw that there were already one by one students who came.but they did not want to greet me at all.I do not care, the color is like that usually.not dibuly I have shaved.

I take a step towards the class that has been open somehow when the school guards open it?..Key especially eat until I do not realize my class is open.

''Wwoy''.Just my head looked up to go to class, claps accompanied by ear-splitting screams I've heard, who else is the culprit if not Dara, the sweet woman smiled broadly at me who jumped in shock.

''Astaufirullah ''.why do you like to make me surprised Dira''?.

''Ha.ha.sorry I come in''.he immediately pulled my tag to enter the class.

''Lun you sick''?..Dira asked while looking at my face full of probing.

''Aah''. no I'm fine''.I replied with a sigh while taking the book out of the bag.

''Good morning kids''.funny thing, I finally avoided Dira's question that makes it difficult to answer later.

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