I Love You What It Is

Chapter 9's

Titian pov's

I slowly got off the balcony using the cloths. I changed my clothes to the men's clothes in the closet, I was wearing a black t-shirt and red boxer pants.

With a sneak I opened the gate of Villa The Sunrise or the village Galih. I saw the Queen chatting with some guards at the door to take their eyes off and our strategy worked.

I got out of the villa safely, even though my feet were a little chafed, for not wearing shoes.

The villa was located on the beach and a little away from the highway, I had to walk down the quiet streets of the traffic, and, along the way to seek help were only the tall and large trees I saw.

After almost 2 hours of walking, I finally saw a highway that people were free to walk there. I'm not strong enough to walk anymore, my legs are hurt and I'm almost out of steam.

I slammed my ass in a wooden chair by the roadside, occasionally massaging my achy legs and fanning my hands in the heat. It was so sad, no cell phones, no money, no slippers, no drinking water, let alone food. Several times I stopped a passing car to just hitch a ride but no one wanted to give me a ride.

Am I just dead? My short thoughts came out at that moment, I felt like I would never get a partner even if I lived another hundred years. Which man would marry me under such circumstances. I'm a former person at 18, I don't even know who took away my chastity.

"aaah.. Andri fuck! ********!" I screamed very loudly in the middle of the passing countryside. At that time I was shameless, there was no shame in me.

Then I walked again to the right, I saw a bridge high enough in front, my negative brain was churning as if to hasten my death. I raised my legs one by one to the bridge barrier then I stretched out my hands and closed my eyes.

Dad, mom, I'm sorry that all this time I could only make trouble for you, I love you guys so much. I had nothing to encourage me anymore to live, for the only life I had so desperately defended, had been snatched away by a savage. I hope you will always be happy in your life. I'm leaving, goodbye.

Those were the last words I said in my heart before I threw myself down and plunged free into the slowly but deeply flowing water under the bridge.

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Today Mario cafe customers are quite crowded because of the holiday. Rega and Mario have finished delivering orders to their customers, and are now resting behind the counter.

"Ga, why are you daydreaming today?"

Baritone Mario awakens Rega from her daydream.

Rega looked at Mario flatly and passed pouring himself a glass of coffee.

Then Mario followed Rega sitting by his side "we've been victorious how long the hell bro?" ask Mario.

Rega stared at Mario's astonishment at the unimportant question he thought "there's no more important question?" reply Rega.

"Means that all this time our friendship is not important according to you?" mario asked again this time with an annoyed look mixed with sadness.

"It's not what I mean"

"Continue?"

"What's so important about nanyain? "

"Gue thinks we've only been together for a day or two"

Rega scrunched his forehead hearing Mario's statement which he thought was ambiguous "lo mean? not that you know we are old friends from Junior High"

"Our long time ago, you shouldn't have introverted gini to me. Do you think I'm useless and can't help you if you have any more problems?"

"This is not the place where we discuss personal matters bro. You must know what I mean" as if not to discuss the problem, Rega patted Mario's shoulder and swung his step out of Mario's cafe. While Mario only looked at Rega's departure with sadness.

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tbc.