I Love You What It Is

Chapter 19's

With quick steps, the Queen entered the grounds of Titian's house and immediately knocked on the door.

After a few seconds, there was the sound of footsteps approaching the door. A maid working there opened the door for the Queen and let her in.

"Thank you bi" said the Queen "His Tian is there?" continued.

"There are non, maybe being above" replied mbok Nah.

The queen nodded and immediately took her steps towards Titian's room.

With hesitation, the Queen turned the handle on the door of Titian's room, Titian appeared asleep on his bed with his eyes moist and unkempt messy hair.

Slowly the Queen approached Titian, her tears could not stand when she saw the condition of her friend like that, her cheeks began to be wet with tears that broke.

The queen sat beside Titian without a sound. Gently the Queen removed the tiny hairs blocking Titian's face which caused Titian to wake up from her sleep, sensing that something was touching her cheek.

The Queen already knew about Titian's pregnancy from Sindy, she felt very devastated at that time because she felt useless. Can't help his own friend until he has to experience something bad like this.

Hiks..

Without any cue Titian directly hugged the Queen who sat beside him, her cries broke again instantly as the two hugged without a sound, there was only sobs between them.

The two hugged each other for quite a while crying. Until the Queen broke her embrace and wiped the tears that flowed on Titian's cheeks then her cheeks.

The queen smiled forcefully "we passed!" he said, trying to be enthusiastic so that Titian can also smile.

"really?" ask Titian with a heavy voice.

The queen nodded and gave Titian's graduation letter to her.

"What is the use of this letter. In a few months I will be a mother, as well as a father for the baby in my womb... This letter means nothing to me at all" Titian said, and her tears flowed again.

"What's this?" sergeant the Queen while wiping away the tears on Titian's cheek.

Although she herself was very fragile, the Queen did not want to show her fragility in front of Titian. He knew Titian was very down at the moment, so there must be someone who encouraged him not to be too protracted in grief.

"Listen, tears won't change everything either, and then why do you keep crying, it'll just make your eyes hurt. Even if you become a mother later, it does not mean you cannot realize what is your dream. There are still many people who love you. There's me, there's mom, there's dad, my dad loves you a lot. We'll all take care of your baby as you pursue your dreams" the Queen smiled.

"But I can't imagine how my son grew up without a father"

"Believe me, one day someone will be willing to father your child and love your child like his own"..

"He'em" Titian replied slowly.

"Have you eaten?" titian.

"Yet".. The queen smiled revealing her white and neat rows of teeth.

"Don't worry, I always eat a lot. He knew I needed energy to serve him so he never starved me. It's just, today I left earlier than usual so there's no time for breakfast"...

Then...

"Ponakan aunti wants to eat too. Eat with aunti yahh, aunti bribin" said the Queen while stroking Titian's stomach which began to bulge. And it was a success that made Titian chuckle.

"That's dong. This is the Titian I know" he said.

"Apaan si lo. Amused me" replied Titian with a red meet face "Jaudah there, ask for the same food mbok Nah.

"Sip! aunti go first, baby"... Again the Queen teased Titian before going to take the food to the kitchen.

 

Downstairs, the Queen meets Sindy who just picked up a bottle of drink from the refrigerator.

"Son Queen. When is it coming, baby?"

"Udah a little long time ago tan, it was straight to the problem" replied the Queen accompanied by a smile.

"Have you eaten yet?"

"This is just about to take food, all eat together Titian mumpung danya want"

"Yaudah, you take the food, the aunt is also worried about Tian. Lately he rarely eats so thin body like that, aunty afraid he is sick. It will also have the same impact on pregnancy" said Sindy with a grim face.

"Yes tan. Queen take a meal first huh, afraid Tiannya hunt change his mind. Pregnant people like to be labile.

"Tante lives well"..

The queen nodded and walked into the kitchen to pick up some rice and some side dishes for her and Titian.

"Today you have to eat a lot" the Queen said to herself as she took the rice to the plate..

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tbc.