I Love You What It Is

Chapter 22's

Next morning. At 06.45 Titian woke up from his sleep, his head was dizzy, seemed to be very heavy there. His eyes also can not open normally because of the large eye bags due to constant crying.

Titian massaged his head slowly using his hands so that his dizziness was reduced. But nil, it may take 2 or three days usually to recover from dizziness because it does not move much and continues to cry. It should also be helped by doing other activities.

Titian took her steps to open the curtains of the room that covered the large glass window, she closed her eyes and let the rays of the morning sun hit her increasingly thin face.

She then walked and sat in her dressing chair which had been unused for several months. He stared at the reflection in the mirror, his hair was tangled, his skin was not taken care of, his bones began to stand out, and the panda eyes that he never had, now appeared from when.

Titian squinted her thin lips and took the scissors from inside the drawer, consciously starting to cut her long hair little by little.

Is a Titian weak like this? His inner. She kept smiling and cutting her hair.

Who is in this mirror? I'm Titian Putri Anjani, not the weak man that I see in this mirror. I can walk well even though I have been injured. I would keep walking, even running until the person who injured me was exhausted and fell down on his own... I won't let myself fall first, because I will lose. Titian continued to babble with herself in the mirror until her hair became shoulder to shoulder and she smiled in satisfaction.

At that time, Titian felt that once again discovering who he was, he would start a new life in a new city. Where no one knows the mass.

Finished cutting hair, Titian immediately took a shower and cleaned himself of all the dirt that stuck, long enough Titian soaked in the bath until after 2 hours in the bathroom finally he came out already with a fresh face, fresh face, new hair and skin that comes back clean, but still thin.

Titian dress up like when she was in school, her thin lips wrapped in pink liptint and lipgloss that makes it moist and soft. Now Titian has been wearing long black jeans wrapped in a slightly loose white shirt and flatshoes with matching colors. His hair he let decompose and did not forget he wore a bag of purple color his favorite.

 

"Look, who's coming?" asked Sindy who was busy arranging food on the table on Irpan who was sitting there and ready for breakfast.

With gontai steps like Titian Putri Anjani first, Titian swings his steps down the stairs one by one. Two pairs of eyes that were staring at astonishment at once happy could only sculpt.

"Finally well, after a long time" said Sindy Lirih, did not feel tears flowing from his eye peluk.

"Yes mom. Looks like our little princess is back" Irpan replied no less moved.

"Good morning" Titian said to her parents, who could not take their eyes off her daughter.

"What do you see? Is something weird?" titian asked in astonishment, because from earlier his father and mother just looked at him with meaningful gazes without making a sound.

"Yes?" say both at the same time, and then realize from his daydream.

"Aren't you afraid of me anymore, son?" ask Irpan to investigate.

"Why am I afraid of my own father. How many months has it been since you met me? was Dad never home?" tell Titian a lot of questions while pulling up a chair to sit next to her father.

"It's not so dear, I just don't want to see you scared when I see you. So I never saw you in person" Irpan honestly "But I'm glad you're not afraid of me anymore. Are you no longer afraid of men?" continued.

"I'm just not afraid of you" Titian replied.

"Darling, don't be. Not all men are as depraved as your ex-boyfriend. You have to try to make yourself like you used to be again, like Titian used to be" Sindy said gently and pulled up the chair to come sit down.

"Dear, your mother was right" Irpan added.

"I might try, but I still feel very scared. If I could dive into someone's heart, I wouldn't have picked a friend wrong"

Irpan rubbed the top of his son's head and said "We won't force you baby. Slow down, I know this is very difficult for you" he said "eat" he continued and get a plate of rice for Titian.

"Thank you dad" Titian replied with a smile.

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tbc.