I Love You What It Is

Chapter 32's

"Sorry sorry I didn't mean to go there"

I'm so stupid why not think about it. Rutuk Rega to himself.

Someone who is considered smart like Rega can do stupidity. What about the others. Humans are indeed a warehouse for error, especially at certain times, his instincts and thoughts are sometimes out of sync, A's speech instinct but the mouth says another.

That's how Rega feels now.

"That's what you want to talk about". Titian began to look riled up by this situation.

Titian's Pov

Shits. It sucks!

Why is he always everywhere?

I'm starting to get uncomfortable with this. I don't know the people here anymore, what if someone heard it. He could have simply said that question.

I snorted annoyedly seeing him not also saying anything.

"If no one wants to talk. I'm going back first". I stood up and grabbed my bag that I had left on the other chair.

But his hand moved quickly holding my hand which automatically the move I was just about to make came to a halt.

I looked at that hand, I glanced at him for a moment and...

"Andri?!" shirihku.

Instantly I brushed off his hand, violently. Am I hallucinating? why Andri? why is he back again?

For a moment I was stunned to see it. I miss him, Andri. My tears almost spilled there. But that thought soon passed from my brain, remembering how depraved this man before me was. As quickly as possible I ran away from him without turning back. Fearful. That's all I have in mind.

There are many things I fear. I'm afraid he'll do something worse than before. I'm afraid he's taking my son. I'm afraid he told everyone else everything. My heart is really scared right now. My crying kept spilling during the run. For some reason my body could not be compromised, my knees were weak and unbearable...

Bruck..

"Aww"..

"Lo no papa?" ask a man who comes up to me and helps me stand up.

"Gue ngga papa"..

I immediately distanced myself when I realized he was holding onto my shoulders and arms. I can still believe in men, for me the wounds that Andri incised quite explain how the nature of men.

"Oh yes know me Gian" said the tall, small man with jet-black pupils as he extended his hand in front of me.

"Sorry I have to go".

Without shaking his hand let alone returning his hand, I ran again despite limping away from Gian.

The queen! I must see the Queen soon! I thought at the time.

Titian's Pov end.

Gian. The man stared at his hand for a while then slanted a faint smile at his lips. Staring at Titian's departure with a gaze could not be interpreted.

"Interesting" he wrote.

While elsewhere a man in a blue shirt sculpts silently watching his loved ones pass away.

Rega's Pov

Nope, no. He said that while looking at me. Do I look like him, ahh that's impossible.

Aarrggh..

I grabbed my hair rough, my heart fucked. Who was that guy? Yep. I saw Titian fall over, because I immediately ran after him after he left earlier. When I saw him fall in the parking lot of the campus, with big strides I sped up my run, but my legs came to a halt when a man first helped Titian.

I hate it when I feel useless to someone I love!

Rega's Pov end.

Titian was no longer strong to run, he walked with breath gasping to approach the Queen who was sitting on a bench outside the gate.

Grep..

The queen was jolted by Titian's sudden embrace. Not yet had time to ask anything Titian had cried hysterically in the Queen's arms. The queen returned the embrace gently without wanting to ask first.

He thought let Titian finish his crying first.

After quite a long time the two hugged, giving up, the Queen took off her embrace as well as Titian. The queen's eye beads stared at Titian intensely, trying to investigate what made her best friend cry to the point.

"Lo why?" asked the Queen to tidy up Titian's messy hair.

"Andri" said Titian.

"Andri's? Mean lo?" chase the Queen inquisitive.

"Andri is here. He's here, Rat"

The queen still could not believe what she heard, her eyes were round with her mouth gaping like a cave, her throat like something was stuck up, she could not say anything

"Se-se-serious lo?! Mi what? It must be a hallucination!" the Queen tries to convince Titian of what she sees.

"Gue was sure it was Andri. I squirm myself, but I don't know where he came from suddenly he was in front of me and held my hand" Titian explained.

"Aren't they the same?" the Queen stopped with a questioning look.

"Reg"

"Ah yes Rega. Where is Andri?"

Titian recalled the incident before she saw Andri holding her hand, she did not remember Rega going anywhere. After a small debate about Babas Titian remembered he was very upset and was about to leave, but a hand stopped him. That's when he saw Andri holding his hand.

Did I see wrong? Her thought.

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tbc.