I Love You What It Is

I Love You What It Is
Chapter 4's



Her night.


Titian was preparing in her pink room, she wore a light gray dress with no arms, her hair tied low to reveal her perfectly smooth shoulders and neck. Titian took his steps down the stairs one by one, his legs were combined with black heels and did not forget he was carrying his small gucci bag which was also black.


Titian pov's


"Mom! "


I sat my ass on the living room couch and sipped a glass of water on the desk. Before long mother came out of her room while tying her hair which was just a boat.


"Where are you going, baby? " ask the astonished mother to see that it is neat.


"I'm going with Andri. He made me go to his birthday party. Can you ma'am? "


Mother nodded "Yaudah, be careful in her path. If there's anything directly call mom" mom nengelus peak of my head then I regret it and passed.


About five minutes I sat in the front door waiting for Andri finally he came too.


"Where's mom?" he asked when he was on the porch of my house.


"There's in the dalem, I've permission ko same mom want to go with you, so no papa"


"You sure as hell are papa? "


"Yes, yaudah yuk is leaving, ntar back again"


 


At her friend Andri's house, I was surprised to see someone I knew, the Queen.


"Honey, is the Queen here too? You know him?"


"Yes, she's Gio's girlfriend's birthday"


"Oh. He never told me the same story if I knew you" I looked up at Andri who was taller than me with childish eyes.


"Don't put the face on that cake I can't stand it"


What he means can't stand it. Is that the same disgust as me? My inner..


"Mak-" wasn't finished I launched a question at Andri, her hand movements dragging me into the crowd of cool talking men and women.


"Come beby, I know them" he said. And I just followed in his footsteps.


 


"Woww who else is Ndri, the feeling of last week is not this one" chirped a tall thin man who only wears a t-shirt and jeans.


"Abroad lo Gel. I know this is my girl, how beautiful isn't she?" sergeant Andri showed me to his friends.


"Hello, Titian" I said introducing myself and smiling at everyone there.


Just by looking at his appearance, my mind has shuddered in horror coupled with his words earlier. What does that mean to him? I'm something that can move ownership.


"Lo's taste is not playing bro" this time said a man who is quite charismatic even if only wearing a shirt with his arms rolled up.


Wait for. I glanced at my shirt and then at his shirt. Colour same. Omg we're like a couple.


"Know me Galih" he said as he reached out to me, I shook his hand but he did not let go of my hand.


"Titians"


"A pleasant coincidence, it turns out that the color of our clothes is the same. Looks like tonight we'll be a couple" he said with a preying gaze on me.


"Sorry" I said. Because I felt uncomfortable pulling my hand out of his grasp. The man smiled, vaguely Andri who was beside me laughed, but he witnessed what his friend had done, instead of helping and laughing.


"May also" said the man named Galih slowly, but I can still hear.


"What was your name?" asked a beautiful woman in sexy clothes who was pouring wine into her glass.


"Me?" tanyaku plain.


"Lo iya. There's someone new here besides you" he said.


"Oh, Titian" I replied, without letting go of Andri's arms.


"Gue just wants to be careful, you better be careful". The woman's words scared me a little, plus seeing Andri's friends talking as if they were teasing me.


"I take you drink first yes beby, you can't possibly drink the wine" Andri pointed to several bottles of drinks that have been empty on the table with his chin.


"I'm coming" I asked as I embraced with a pleading gaze. Actually I was afraid and did not want to go far from Andri, I hope Andri understood my gaze.


"No, you are here. I didn't talk to you for a long time, you just talk to them first well" Andri used to talk softly to me, but this time it's different, it's softer than usual.


I shook my head strongly, my eyes were getting hot and a little watery, my embrace the more I glued to Andri Please's hand to take me wherever you went, I was afraid here. Whisper slowly.


"Beby" Andri unraveled my embrace, holding both of my shoulders and looking fixedly at me "I must be back again. Promises. There will be nothing, believe me, do not worry about their talk earlier, it joked doang well. That's why you talk to them to know what they are like. Hemm, I'll stay first"..


Before leaving Andri sat me at the end of the sofa lined up in a circle with many young people there. Some are smoking cigarettes, some are making out with the opposite sex, some are spending drinks directly from the bottle. Watching all of that in front of me made my eyes hurt.


I've been waiting for Andri there for a long time, my mind can't get away from the negative things I imagine, I'm restless, sometimes I stand up and sit down again to see if Andri has returned. But for over an hour I waited for Andri not to come back yet either.


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tbc.