I Hold Asa And Love In Prayer

I Hold Asa And Love In Prayer
Drama is Not Over



Nuril pursues his wife's steps after the departure of his sister. He knew his wife was not okay. Nuril's steps came to a standstill as he watched the wife standing on her back. The woman was washing dishes in the sink. But his wife's shoulders were shaking, you guessed the woman was holding back her cries so as not to make a sound.


Nuril was stunned for a moment, his heart feeling guilty towards his wife. His wife probably heard the brother's words. And made the woman's heart hurt. Nuril stepped slowly, until his footsteps were not heard. Disguised by the gurgling sound of water flowing in front of Risda.


Nuril hugged his wife from behind. Landed a kiss on his woman's head.


'' Forgive my brother, '' said Nuril as he bent his body slightly. He felt his wife's body stiffen a little.


'' Sorry Brother who can't guide brother. Sorry if Sayba's words hurt you dear Nuril softly said in Risda's ear. Risda seemed increasingly moved in tears. His sobs sounded heartbreaking. The woman stopped her activities, her hands clinging to the two sides of the sink. Nuril's heart felt pinched to see the cry of his wife. Without feeling the tears the man spilled.


Nuril turned his wife's body and hugged her tightly. He seemed to raise his head, hoping that the tears would not fall more and more.


'' Should have married brother Zahra alone so he can quickly have children, said Risda in between sobs muffled chest field of the husband. True to her guess, Risda heard the conversation she had with Sayba.


'' Shhhh, but his love brother is just as adek, '' said Nuril while gently rubbing the back of the wife.


'' But I can't give you my son's brother said Risda as he pleased. The more sad Nuril's feelings.


'' Don't talk like that, which gives us the child. Do not precede destiny, we as humans simply pray and try. For the result, just trust in God. Let Allah by all wills, and we as humans simply live what is written in our destiny sheet, Nuril said softly.


Risda did not reply, but the woman's hand grew tighter and tighter around the husband's waist. His face was still hiding behind the chest of his field of men. Nuril smiled faintly, finding the wife who was deepening the embrace. He realized, the issue of heredity is a sensitive thing for most women.


'' I already want to have a grandson bang, '' said Risda who made Nuril sigh. The drama of the morning is not over. He let go of his embrace to his wife. Holding two shoulders of Risda and bending his body to make him stare right in front of the face of the wife who lowered her head .


'' Dear brother, do not burden your heart with the words or wishes of others. We can't be masters of the wishes of others. Let us not be burdened with the demands of anyone. Because the demands of others are not our obligation to give them. Do not cover our hearts with all our negative thoughts, because it will make us forget to be grateful for so many favors that God gives,'' nuril said that made the wife look up and made the two meet each other face to face.


Nuril wiped away the tears that were still running down his wife's cheeks.


'' I'm sure that my mother couldn't have demanded of us something that we couldn't create. Maybe you want a grandchild, but it's impossible to ask you to give it to you. Because the mother must also know that the child is a day care. It is not the power of man to create it. Don't be too burdened by Sayba's words. Forgive my brother yes, Nuril said with a word that always sounds soft. Risda nodded then inhaled a deep breath.


'' I'm sorry bang, Risda who was too carried away feeling, said Risda, Nuril seemed to smile and nod.


'' Nothing, only humans have worries and fears. The important thing is not to make us forget there is a God where we complain about all our worries and fears, Nuril replied, making his wife smile and then hold her husband tightly.


'' Thank you bang, always remind Risda.''


'' Equally dear, as husband and wife we must remind each other. When you are wrong, you should also remind, said Nuril, Risda nodded while releasing her embrace.


The two stared at each other for a moment with a smile. Then Nuril tidied up the veil of the messy wife . While Risda stared in awe at the charismatic and handsome face of God's destiny as his soul mate. The man who could always calm his heart, when his gloom greeted. A man who always reminds himself of the power of God over everything that happens to every human being.