I Hold Asa And Love In Prayer

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No words have been spoken from Nuril's lips after the wife's confession. He still controls the emotions within himself. He already knew that, but hearing the confession directly from Risda, it was more piercing in his heart.

Risda bit her lower lip, her chest pounding. Seeing her husband speechless with a hardened face made the guilt mix with fear.

'' Risda apologized Bang,'' Risda tried to restart the conversation. Seeing her husband's silence further added to the guilt in her heart.

Nuril closed her eyes, trying to shake off all her ego. Is not the man in the wrong place?, he also makes many mistakes. Can he judge one fault of his wife who went without permission?, does that mean he does not love his wife because he cannot forgive ?. The man breathed deeply. Then rekindle his embrace to his wife.

'' May you know, why did you go with a man without saying to brother?, asked Nuril while brushing his wife's long hair.

'' At first I didn't know who picked me up this morning was not Lisna but Harsa, because it wasn't good that I went along . He didn't even know he was going to the coffee shop first. And..,'' Risda did not continue her speech, there was a doubt on the woman's face to continue her speech.

'' Why ?,'' asked Nuril while gently rubbing the wife's hair. Risda breathed in a deep breath. Staring at her husband's face, that face had changed, not as hard as before. It already looks soft. Risda leaned her head against her husband's chest. He could feel the thump in Nuril's chest faster than usual.

'' He said he liked Risda, '' said Risda without daring to look at her husband's face.

'' He said what ?,'' Nuril's syara slightly hardened, his hands reflexively pushing the wife's body. Fortunately not to make Risda fall, the woman immediately stood up.

It was clear that Nuril's sour face with a sharp look was aimed at Risda who was bowed.

'' Sorry bang, Risda also did not know, she would say that kayak, ''' obviously Risda already with a trembling tone and teary eyes because it held back crying.

'' He knew you were married?, '' asked Nuril with a cold look. Risda nodded quickly.

'' Here bang, he knows,''

'' Basic uncivilized man, you also want to go with him. You know it was wrong?, Nuril said, Risda could no longer hold back her tears. The clear grain flowed without permission from his eye peluruk.

He realized he was wrong, but getting anger from the husband really made his chest tight.

'' Sorry bang, '' said Risda with sobs. Nuril did not answer, but the man stood up and moved from his seat, leaving his wife still crying.

Just now the man, asked the wife not to lose her mind because of jealousy. In fact, when the feeling approached him, he could not think clearly. Risda stepped out of the dining room, she walked over and entered the room. There was no husband there. He dropped himself on the bed, sleeping face down with an unstoppable cry.

Wanting to feel, he came to the man and beat him up for having dared to disturb his.

'' Aaarrrgghh,'' Nuril shouted out emotions that settled in his chest. He scratched the rough of his hair, then exhaled heavily. It turns out that pain is jealousy.

The sun began to slip down slowly, leaving behind a tinge of orange at dusk. Nuril closed her eyes, calming her troubled heart . A few moments in solitude can make his turbulent heart begin to feel calm.

The man moved from where he sat. Go back inside the house. He approached the wife who was still as much as he pleased while sleeping on his side. Nuril's heart felt tight to see her woman crying because of her. He went up to the bed. Hugging the wife's body from behind.

'' Amafin brother deck, '' said Nuril while kissing the wife's hair. He knew his wife could not betray him, but it turned out that jealousy was more dark in his mind.

'' Risda does not like the same Harsa, Risda also knows what Risda is doing wrong. Risda apologized, said the woman still with her tears. Nuril turned his wife's body. Make the position of the two facing each other.

Nuril brought the wife's face to look at her face, making the gaze of the two meet. Nuril wiped away the tears that were still flowing from the wife's eyes. Then he kissed his wife softly.

'' Maafin brother yes, already angry, '' said Nuril while looking at Risda's face, the woman nodded. Nuril smiled then carried her woman in an embrace.

'' I believe in you, you are just jealous. It is not as easy as talking to control jealousy. Brother can say to adek, so as not to be jealous to eliminate common sense. It turned out that brother himself could not control himself, the man tightened his embrace. Risda drowned herself in the chest of the husband's field.

'' From now on the brother who will take the shuttle adek, the branch is not willing there are other men who take the opportunity to approach adek, said Nuril, Risda raised her face with a stifled smile.

'' Bener brother wants to shuttle?,'' asked Risda enthusiastically. Nuril nodded quickly.

'' Thank you, '' said Risda as she cupped her husband's face with a wide smile. Nuril smiled and again kissed his wife's forehead.

'' Sorry, my brother who has been negligent, should be a brother who is always on standby to drive adek anywhere. So do not give room to other men to approach his beautiful wife brother, said Nuril, Risda nodded with a smile expanded.

The couple were still clutching each other on the bed when I saw the Maghrib sound. Until Nuril finally went to clean up. Leaving his wife sitting staring at the husband who disappeared behind the door.

There was relief emanating from Risda's face. It is not easy to be able to understand each other especially those who are married without first knowing each other. It is a process of better understanding each other, opening up to each other and trying to suppress the ego. Resisting feelings that can sometimes hurt each other. They're in process. To take me off and you make us among them.