I Hold Asa And Love In Prayer

Realises

Nuril started to sit uneasily in her place. He felt uncomfortable being near Yuna . There was something he didn't know about the woman. I don't know what the past has been until there is a grudge seen in the eyes of the woman.

'' Sorry Yun, I don't know what has happened in your life. But don't be shackled by the past. There is a future you must fight for. For the better, said Nuril, Yuna seemed to smile blandly.

'' Was I not good enough for you?, Yuna asked with a fixed look at Nuril, the man smiled gently.

'' It's not so Yun you're good, you're beautiful. But your name is not written in my fate sheet, Nuril said, Yuna laughed bitterly.

'' Well, maybe it was fate that never stood by me. I don't know what I did wrong in the past, so I deserve to be hurt. Betrayed and now rejected, said Yuna ended with a laugh that sounded sliced.

Nuril felt increasingly uncomfortable when she realized her coworkers had been caught several times by her netra glancing at her.

'' Surrender to God and let God will our way of life. Because God knows what we need more than what we want. Take wisdom from past events. Do not hold a grudge within yourself. Sorry if I was impressed patronizing, said Nuril, Yuna now looked at Nuril with a sincere smile.

'' I think all men are the same just because I was betrayed by a man. It turns out I was wrong, there are still loyal men in this world. Even though I have offered myself even just to be second. Lucky your wife Ril, thank you, for this short meeting. If later in the next time we are rediscovered. May I have become a better Yuna, pray that I can be a better person Ril, '' the woman's words sound sincere and earnest .

Nuril nodded, it felt like a weight was lifted from inside the chest. Looking at his old friend who could smile sincerely without the painful burden that seemed to have once hurt the woman's heart.

'' Please accept this lunch, not as a form of me returning your money . But as a form of my gratitude. Because of you, I can be sure there are still good men in this world, Yuna said, the woman got up from her seat, then looked towards Nuril's friends who had now rested but separated themselves from them.

'' Eat with your friends, I'm sorry said Yuna as she walked away from Nuril who was still sitting on the spot.

'' Yun!," called Nuril as the woman had just taken a few steps away from her. Yuna seemed to turn around, staring at Nuril with a smile.

'' Yes ?,'' the woman raised two eyebrows, Nuril lifted the paper bag that was below by Yuna.

'' Thanks, Nuril said, Yuna nodded then said hello

'' Assalamualaikum ,''

A moment later the man rubbed his own face with the palm of his hand.

'' Athaghfirullah, '' said Nuril who realized he was staring too long at the woman.

Nuril went from where she was sitting, approached her co-workers with a paper bag carried by Yuna.

'' There is a windfall, make it in eating together, ''' Nuril said as he placed it in front of his friends.

''Wiih, what the fuck?,'' asked one of his friends as he grabbed and opened it.

'' Who is Ril?, '' asked Fadil who felt awkward with the arrival of a female guest who was clearly not the wife of the friend.

'' Yuna, the school minister used to be, '' jawan Nuril, who seemed to pay attention to two other friends who were opening food given by Yuna. The man smiled for a moment when he saw the quite expensive food that Yuna had brought.

'' Only temen?,'' Fadil looked probing with a suspicious look. Nuril smiled calmly as she nodded.

'' It's just temen, that your food is finished, I've been brought stock with my wife. I pray first, said Nuril who was greeted enthusiastically by his friends. The man passed away about to carry out his four rakaat obligations.

In the car, on the way to his house. Yuna seemed to smile bitterly occasionally. He was ashamed of what he was doing. He always thought all men were the same. Turns out he was wrong, there are still good men in this world.

'' Maybe it's because I don't deserve to be with a good man. My job is to fix myself enough now. And leave everything to Allah, Yuna spoke to herself.

Sometimes there is a plan from Allah that is not realized. Like the meeting of Yuna and Nuril, without being aware of the meeting accidentally. Opening Yuna's eyes, she was once betrayed by her ex-husband. Determined to turn into a more interesting version of himself. To attract the opposite sex. He was determined to make a lot of men bend their knees to him. For him to throw next.

There were already some men who fell in his arms, some were even willing to leave the family for his sake. But there was no satisfaction he got, it was a sense of loneliness and emptiness that increasingly controlled his soul.

And the encounter with Nuril, the man she can't seduce with her body. He could not touch her with his feelings. Reveal him, that he must improve himself in order for Allah to bring together good people for himself. He just needs to continue to do good, so that God chooses who is worthy of him. If he wants a good man, he should have established himself to be a better person.