I Hold Asa And Love In Prayer

Sly Harsa

Risda sat pensively, in front of him the laptop turned on. But the woman's mind was somehow wandering where. It was uncomfortable to greet him. When he felt that Harsa still did not treat himself as an ordinary friend. In fact, at lunch hour. The man ordered food for her, but not the others.

Special, the man still treated himself with special, making him feel even more guilty to her husband. Lisna was seen approaching Risda who was still engrossed with her own thoughts, until she was unaware of the arrival of the woman.

'' Ris ''' call Lisna while waving in front of Risda's dreamy-looking face.

'' Eh , yes why is Lis ?,'' asked Risda stuttered. Lisna seemed to shake her head then sat in front of Risda obstructed by the work desk.

'' What's the matter?,'' asked Lisna, Risda looked frowning.

'' What ?,'' as if not understanding the friend's question, Lisna returned the question without answering. Lisna smiled obliquely.

'' No need to pretend not to understand Ris, you know what I mean, said Lisna who now sits leaning with her arms crossed in her chest. Risda seemed to sigh.

'' Harsa,'' said Risda short, Lisna raised next to her eyebrows.

'' What happened to Harsa?, '' asked Lisna.

'' Do not pretend not to know, '' said Risda who wants to return the same statement as the one thrown from the mouth of the friend. But Lisna hurriedly cut off the woman's words.

'' Yes I know, why are you bothered by her whereabouts?,'' Lisna clarified her question. Risda nodded while exhaling a heavy breath.

'' Why should it be disturbed, just like me and Tama, continued Lisna, Risda looked pensive with a pen in her hand that she swirled around.

'' I want that too, but I can't Lis. He told me frankly that if I like me, I can't close my eyes with everything. He said he was just telling me about his feelings without expecting anything. In fact, he still gives more attention, under the pretext of friendship. But he didn't treat me the same way he did to you and Tama, '' said Risda who was really worried. He doesn't want to be involved in any relationship with another man.

'' Yes, you enjoy it, how else. He is the biggest capital for this tutoring place, said Lisna cuek, Risda shook her head to see his best friend who felt annoying to him.

'' Enjoy how, I married Lis, you forgot?, asked Risda growling.

Risda had known Lisna for quite a long time, she knew the character of that woman who was harsh and easily instigated. But she did not expect her best friend to be able to humble her husband in front of her Risda shook her head with a wry face. He was already stirred by emotions, but tried to resist the emotional overflow in his chest.

'' Please Lis, appreciate my marriage, my relationship with bang Nuril is not a playful relationship. We were a couple who were supposed to look after each other. No matter you like it or not the same bang Nuril, but you should not also underestimate him in front of me, Risda said in a low tone but sounded sharp. Lisna looked bellowed, Risda grabbed the bag in the corner of her workbench. Turn off the laptop in front of him and put it in the backpack he was carrying.

'' I go first, I will send my work to you via email, continued Risda who immediately left from there. Without waiting for Lisna to answer. Lisna looked angrily snorting then pushed roughly the chair beside her with her legs. Risda who was still listening did not care about it, she continued to step out of the room.

Moments after Risda came out, Harsa appeared to approach Lisna who was still sitting in Risda's room.

'' Risda why ','' shoot Harsa without further ado. He could see the murky face of his female idol.

'' Because of you, ''' said the words that came out of Lisna's spicy mouth.

'' Because of how I did?,'' asked Harsa did not understand, the man dragged the chair that had been pushed by Lisna and used to sit facing Lisna whose face looked turbid.

'' Because I am doing well in front of her and falling down her husband. Risda became angry with me, '' when Lisna was upset, Harsa laughed.

'' Risk you dong, it's our agreement from the beginning right, I'm out of money for this tutoring place. And your task is to make me deket with Risda, said Harsa haughtily. Lisna took a long breath. His decision was now really weighing on him.

'' But instead you have revealed your feelings to him, and said Risda you are sincere with him,'' said Lisna ,Harsa smiled smirk. The arrogance was clearly visible on the man's face.

'' It's called a trick, so he can see how sincere I am with him. I would never look at him with another man. Because she should only be happy with me, said Harsa who makes Lisna feel so careless.

Without a word, Lisna stood up and left Harsa there. He will be driven mad by Harsa's obsession with his best friend. And madly he had made that covenant with Harsa. He who at that time needed funds felt it was not a problem. Moreover, he thought Risda accepted the marriage because she was forced to. And it turns out he was wrong. The woman could only rub the rough of her face.

Elsewhere, Risda with a backpack draped over her shoulder, walked in an indeterminate direction. He wanted to calm down a little. He had to rethink working at that tutoring place. But he also has out funds that for him are not small. He felt disappointed with the friend who did not tell him about Harsa who had invested there.

Risda's step took him to the public library which was not too far from the tutoring place they rented. He needs to be alone, muffle his anger that still controls the heart.