I Deserve to Be Happy

I Deserve to Be Happy
chapter 95



Tonight I and my son Bian have returned to this house.It has been almost three months I am at my parents' house.Mr Raynald always back and forth every weekend to see Me and Bian.


I feel like I'm the luckiest woman right now because I have such a good husband and love me and my son Bian.


He always gave his best for both of us.I also did not expect a Mr. Raynald to be a very responsible husband to me.


Everything that people used to say about him is inversely proportional to Him who is now.It has been too much change in him now.


Master Raynald's late attention and affection made me begin to fall for him.I also always feel a sense of loss if he does not contact me.


There is a sense of longing every time I stay He to work, I always call to just remember whether He ate or asked what He was doing.


And I've begun to forget Mr. Dava.


There is no sense left to him.I am really sincere with what happened with me yesterday.Not has God replaced it with a better one.


I just finished putting Bian to bed.He looks funny while sound asleep like this.


"Is my son asleep, baby??"ask Sir Raynald to me.


Sir Raynald was suddenly behind me.


"Already, just slept dear.She's so funny huh dear."Say it to her while smiling.


"He's like you, baby," he said as he hugged me from behind.


Deg, uh,,


My heart is pounding, I feel my body is so warm when embraced by Mr. Raynald.I let Him embrace me.I don't want to let go of it.


He also hugged me tighter.


"I love you, baby," she whispered in my ear.


I held her hand, I was always happy when I heard her say that to me.


"Do you love me too, dear??"ask him to me.


I also nodded.


He turned my body directly to face her.


"Tell me baby, do you love me??"Ask him to me.


I smiled at him too.


"Darling, try saying," she said impatiently to me.


"I love you baby," I said to her.


"Is that true, baby??"Ask her again.


"Yes, baby, I love you," said I with a smile on her.


He looked me in the eye and approached me.


It felt closer, and closer.And Mr. Raynald kissed me.


I also fell down and started enjoying her kisses.


Suddenly Bian woke up and cried.


Raynald and I looked at each other, smiled and quickly approached Bian.


"Papa's son is awake,"Talked to Bian while holding Bian.


He took Bian to our bed.


"Like him he's not willing to see papa and his mama making out, baby," said Mr. Raynlad smiled at me.


I laughed hearing it too.


"Like her she's jealous of you baby."Say me again.


"Clearly darling??papa's son is jealous of papa??"ask Sir Raynald to Bian.


"Papa won't take mama from you dear," said Mr. Raynald again while kissing Bian.


"Tonight Bian slept here, baby," said Mr. Raynald to me.


I nodded and smiled too.


I'm happy to see Mr. Raynlad so dear to Bian.He always thought of Bian as his own biological son.


He never discussed with me about Mr. Dava.For him Bian is his biological son.


"Thank you dear, for being a good father to Bian."Say me to her.


He also smiled at me.


"Anything I'll do for you two, baby," she said to me.


Mr. Raynald also fucked Bian again while singing small.Sometimes also Mr. Raynald who replaced Bian's diaper when I was busy.He wanted to share the task with me.


Mr. Raynald did offer me to use the services of a baby sister, but I refused.


I want to see my own child grow up.


Mr. Raynald and Bian were already sound asleep, It turns out he also fell asleep while sleeping Bian earlier.Maybe he was exhausted from busy work.


I looked at them both, too,,


I love you guys, baby, I,,,


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I arrived early at home, today I deliberately went home quickly.Because I want to cook Dava's favorite dishes.


Since the miscarriage, Dava was a little indifferent to me.Maybe he felt disappointed because I could not keep my womb.


Every day He always comes home late at night, with reasons busy working.When I know He is in the office just to avoid me.


I also feel He keeps a distance with me.Has He not loved me anymore??


I know He really wanted to have a child.Not just him but the whole family we both were very much waiting for the presence of our two children.


But God said another,,


Maybe it hasn't been my fortune and Dava has kids.


I also feel sad about losing my child.Because I also want a child.I want to have a funny child who can make a lot of this house.


*I finished cooking, I cooked all Dava's favorite dishes.I hope He will be happy later.


I called Dava*, too, and*,,


Throw,,tuuut,,,


"Yes, what's the matter??"ask him to me.


"Darling, what time are you coming home??"ask her.


"I don't know yet, I still have a lot of work in the office."Say it to me.


"I've cooked for you baby, if you can get home sooner for dinner at home."I said to Dava.


"You eat first, I don't know what time I'm home yet.There's still a lot of work I haven't done."Say it again to me.


There was a feeling of sadness when she heard Dava talk to me. She's not the Dava she used to be.


"Do you want me to take food to the office."I said again to offer him.


"No, I'm busy, don't bother me anymore."Dava said, turning off the phone.


Why did you change, baby???


I don't want you to cut like this on me. I want the old Dava, who always cared about me.


I don't want to lose you Dava, I do,,


"I promise I'll give you a son someday"


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