I Deserve to Be Happy

I Deserve to Be Happy
Chapter 93



This morning We and the family were made to panic by Mia.He already felt pain in his stomach.Like her Mia had experienced contractions.From morning He had complained of pain in his stomach.But Mother told him not to take it home be ill.


Mother advised to call the midwife to come to the house just.I was confused why not brought to the hospital, not would it be safer if anything happened with Mia and her child.


But Mia's mother assured me that everything would be fine.


Maybe Mia's mother has experience facing the birth process like this, I just obey her.I try to calm Mia down.


"It hurts, baby??"ask her.


"Yes, baby, it hurts so much I can't take it anymore.."Say it to me.


"Prophey baby, everything's gonna be fine."I said to calm her down.


He just nodded and grabbed my hand.


Before long Mia's mother came with a midwife.Bidan also checked the Content Mia.Ia said if it was her time.


After all the equipment is ready all.The midwife also helps Mia for her birth process.


Ayu and I waited anxiously outside the room.


I want Mia and my son to be okay.


Not long before the sound of a baby's cry.


Ayu and I give thanks, and,,


Our son was born, at the end of the day,,,


Mia gave birth to a baby boy.He was very handsome.


I went inside to see Mia.See Mia smiling sweetly at me, even though her face still looks very tired.


"Darling, our child is born."Say it to me.


He looks so happy,,,


"Dear, he's as handsome as I am."I said to Mia and smiled.


This boy is very handsome.He looks so much like Dava.But I don't care about that, He's still my son.


Mia was silent to my words, and shortly afterwards she shed tears.


"Darling, why are you crying???"ask Mia.


He just kept quiet and kept crying.


"Darling, why crying??what makes you sad??"ask me again.


"I'm moved, baby, because you want to accept this child as your child without you caring who the father is."Mia said while sniffling.


I also held his hand.


"Darling, it sounds to me.This child is innocent, He also does not ask to be born in this world.Our task is only to love him and grow his whole heart."I said to Mia.


I know Mia might feel awkward when she heard me say Dava's son is my son.I don't have a problem with that.For me the boy is innocent.


Apart from Dava's real father, I don't care.I will love and grow up later.Dava has no right to take it from me.


I will prove to Dava that this child is happier to have a Father like Me than He is.


"Thank you, baby," he said to me.


I hugged her too.


"Promise not to talk about this anymore, baby, I don't want to hear you talk about it anymore" I said.


It turned out that Father and Mother were here.He heard all the conversations We had.See Mia's mother was crying, maybe he was also moved to see Mia crying.


Mia's father approached me.


"Son Raynald, Dad is indebted to you for what you did to your father's son."Mia's father told me.


It turns out that Mia's father is still discussing this again, these words are often Mia's father said to me.Every time we chat He always thanked me.Because it has been kind to marry Mia.


"Dad must not say so again well, I've said if I accept Mia what's the matter.So I promise not to discuss it again."I said to Mia's father.


"Dad is very happy because you are willing to accept the situation of the father's child is there."Say it to me.


"It must be Mr. Dava who is responsible for this, son, not you."Mia's father said again.


"I love the father's son whatever his circumstances.Whatever Mia's circumstances, I accept her well."Say me again.


My father hugged me too.


I never thought if my soul mate was Mia.And I never knew if I could be a father.The father of her son Mia.


A child that is not recognized by his own father.For me there is no reason I do not love him.He will still be my son.


I just want to live happily with Mia and her son.I love that woman so much.


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I drive a car at high speed.I just want to get to the hospital quickly.


I panicked to hear a call from Jessy saying Diana was taken to the hospital because of the bleeding.


I rushed to the hospital, hoping nothing happened to Diana and her womb.


The road was so jammed this afternoon.The car was so dense that it was difficult to move.The feeling I was desperate to get to the hospital quickly.


Almost an hour more I traveled and passed through traffic jams.The end I arrived also at the hospital.I rushed to the room where Diana was treated.


Before we got here, Jessy called me and told me that Diana was in the room.


Diana is seen in peace by Mami and Jessy.


"Darling, are you okay??ask her.


Diana just kept quiet and cried, and,,


"What happened to Diana Mi??"Ask Mama.


"Diana miscarried baby, your children can't be saved."Mommy said to me.


Her whole body felt weak instantly.I lost my son.It turns out the thing I was afraid of all this time really happened.


"Dava, who is patient yes.This is all a test for you two.Maybe later God will replace him with a better one."Mommy said it brought us both.


"I'm sorry, baby, because I'm not looking after our son."Diana said to me while crying.


I was silent too.


I still do not believe in all this.All of it like a dream for me.Just yesterday I felt the happiness of the news of Diana's pregnancy and today I have to lose.


Immediately I felt guilty to Mia.What is this punishment for me for having wasted Him and my child.


And now I have to feel the loss of my son,,,,,, I,,,,


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