I Deserve to Be Happy

Chapter 79

I was still sitting pensively and crying in the room.I still could not believe the results of the doctor's examination, who said that I was pregnant.Even never crossed my mind when doing that with Mr. Dava.

Why am I so stupid, you know,,

What am I going to do now??Father and Mother must be very disappointed in me at this time.They must be embarrassed if my Neighbor and my extended family know about me the real her.

Do I have to tell Mr. Dava to let Him know if I'm pregnant with his child.And take responsibility.But if Miss Diana knew that would definitely kill me.And surely also Mr. Dava's parents would not receiving her.

Still vividly remembered by me the incident in the pool at that time.Where miss Diana hurt me without caring about the crowd.

"Mia, have you eaten son??"Mom said to me as she walked into the room.

I hugged my mother too.

"I'm sorry Mia buk, if Mia has made Mom disappointed.I'm sorry Mia buk."Say it again while crying.

"Dear boy, You must not continue like this.This is the way of God."Said my mother while hugging me.

"Why can you do that with Mr Dava??You forced her??"Ask Mom to me.

"No buk, we do it on the basis of liking the same buk."I said ashamed of Mom.

"You do realize who Mr Dava is??"Ask mom again.

"I'm sorry Mia buk, shouldn't Mia do that buk."I said while hugging Mom and crying.

My mother calmed me too.

Suddenly Dad came home and met me in the room.

"Dad, from time??I was looking for Dad up front but Dad wasn't there."Say mother again.

"Father from Mr. Dava's house."Say Father again.

My Mom and I were shocked to hear Dad say.How did you get there.What did you say to Mr. Dava.Did you meet Him??

"Dad met with Mr Dava??what's Dad saying??"Ask mom impatiently.

Why do I feel so unsettled seeing father's attitude like that.

"Like her we have to move from here buk.Kita back to the village we just buk."Say Father again.

"What do you mean, Dad??I don't understand."Say Mother again.

"Dava doesn't admit his buk.He says that the boy is not his son."Say it again while crying.

I can't believe what I just heard.Why can Mr Dava say that??It was that easy He forgot all about Him.What He forgot about what He did with Me at that time.Why He did not honestly say it.

I went straight to Dad and bowed to Dad.

"I'm sorry Mia Dad, I'm sorry if Mia let Dad down."Say it while crying.

My heart was broken to see Dad crying.I'm really sorry to have disappointed Dad.

"Mia, stand up son."Father said to me while helping me stand up.

Mom just sobbed at me.He probably didn't know what else to say.Dad's words were clear, that Mr. Dava didn't want to be held responsible.

"Dad has forgiven You son, no matter how much you still love You."Say it again while rubbing my hair.

"We need to move out of here as soon as possible."Say father again.

"But well, what should we tell the families in the village if they ask who the father of this child is."Ask mom again.

"We can lie later, which is important we have to get out of here."Say Father again.

Suddenly Ayu came home from school.He was shocked to see Me, Daddy and Mom crying.

"What's the matter with Mom??"Ask Us.

"We're going to get out of here, son.Move to Daddy's hometown."Say Father again.

"But why did you have to move??Can't we pay this contract??"Ask Ayu again.

"No son, it's for your brother."Say Father again.

"What happened to Brother Buk??"ask Ayu again.

"It's okay son, let's eat first."Mother said to her.

Ayu also obeyed Mother and passed from us.See the look of Ayu's confused face because it did not get a definite answer.But He did not dare to refute Mother.

"Mom, don't let Ayu know about this."Say to Mom.

"Yes yeah."Say Mother again while out following Ayu.

"Dad will take care of our move from here including Ayu's school."Say Father again to me.

I just fell silent, I really feel guilty for my family.I've disappointed my family.

Poor Ayu He got involved in my problems by leaving school and moving to a new school.He needed to adapt again to new friends again.

"Well, what if Mia was the only one there.Mia can take care of Mia.kasian Ayu well."Say it to Dad again.

"It's even more pity if you're alone there son.Dad doesn't want anything to happen to you."Say Father again.

"Dad not mad at Mia???"Ask Dad again.

"What makes Dad angry, This is all his way.Dad must be sincere.That's important you're okay son."Saying with a smile to me.

My great man, My protector, who became my first love.How shattered I saw He was disappointed but He was able to forgive Me.

He can still smile and say softly to Me.When I know how broken his heart.Seeing his first child, he said,his future just crumbled, but he tried hard so that his daughter could also accept this reality.

He tried to make me believe that all this could be passed.Dad tried to convince me that He will always be there for Me.How lucky I have a great Father like this.How dear I am to him.

"I'm sorry Mia well,,

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