I Deserve to Be Happy

Chapter 80

Three days passed, after Mia's father came to see me, My mind was always restless.Some nights I could never sleep well.

I always think about how the fate of Mia.I feel very guilty on her.My work on her turned out to make a big problem for me and Mia.And now she is pregnant with my child.My heart and I do not admit it my Deeds.

I too have caused his future to be ruined like this.I deserve him like a jerk running from responsibility.

Shit,,

What am I supposed to do??I can't do anything.I'm such a coward right now.

I've already said that it wasn't I who did it, Would Mia drop her womb??Suppose I confess My deeds to My parents.They will also definitely not believe and will not want Me to be responsible for it.

It could ruin Papi and Mami's name.

What else if Diana knew this, She would definitely not let Mia's life calm down.

Do I have to see Mia??And try to talk all about it and find a solution??But not whether Mia's father was so angry with Ku.And He must have told Mia that I did not admit it.

And right now Mia must hate me so much.He must think I'm a bastard who fools her.

I'm sorry Mia,,,

"Darling, what are you thinking???"Diana's voice surprised me.

"It's okay baby, I'm just giddy with the office work."Say to Diana.

"Let's see who's coming, baby??"Diana said again.

Looks Jessy and James entered the middle room.Jessy and James is now indeed close.And I do not mind it, because I know if James is a good man."

"Hello Brother, Jessy kangen."Jessy said as she hugged and kissed my cheek.

The behavior that Jessy always does every long time does not meet with Ku.He is still my spoiled little sister Jessy.

Diana and James smiled at Jessy.

"Then look at James, like a child."Say it while laughing.

"Yes, James won't be jealous."Say Jessy again.

"Hi James, is Jessy bothering you??"I asked to say hello to James.

"Of course not Dav, she's a sweet girl."James smiled at Jessy.

Jessy laughed at me.

"Let's eat first yuk.Kebetbulan aunty is difficult to prepare food.You must not eat, right??"Diana asked Jessy and James.

"Yes, sister, Jessy is a really good laper."Jessy said with a laugh.

The four of us went to the dinner table and ate dinner that had been prepared by the aunt.

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Ayu did not protest much.He just followed what was said by Father.And until now He does not know the reason for the move We are what.He knows Daddy wants to return to his hometown.

If I hadn't caused any trouble, my family wouldn't have moved like this.

My phone rings, too,,

Mr. Raynald called me.

"Hello Mia, how are you??"Ask her to me.

"Okay sir, what's the matter, sir??"Ask me again.

"Tomorrow I'd like to take you away.Can you??"ask her again to me.

How'this??What I'm supposed to tell Mr. Raynald about this move.Like it doesn't matter.I don't want anyone to know where we're going.

"Sorry Sir, I can't.Tomorrow I have business."I lied to Mr. Raynald.

"What's Mia??what if I take you away."Mr. Raynald offered to.

"Thank you Sir.No need.I can go alone."Say me again.

Mr. Raynald has always been good with me.He always wanted to help me.And I'm always reluctant to accept his help.

"Well Mia, next time you have to promise to meet with me."Say it again.

"Yes, sir."My speech.

Don't You Know Sir, if I'm going to leave this city.Leave all the memories in this city.

"Okay Mia, greet with Mom and Dad."Said Mr. Raynald again.

After I answered, the phone ended.

I'm sorry, Mr. Raynald, if I don't tell you that I'm leaving this town.I don't want to have any more contact with people who have any relationship with that man.

After hearing Dad's story yesterday, I really hate him.He's the same as his other men.Yang just think of women like his toys.And his stupid I was tempted on him.

It feels like I lost my spirit, right now in my stomach there is a fetus my baby with Mr. Dava.Sadly to hear Mr. Dava does not acknowledge it.

There was a desire for me to abort this baby.But it was forbidden by Dad, said Dad it was a very sinful thing.This is not the fault of this child, it is not the fault of this child,he did not ask to be present in this world.

I also cried while rubbing my stomach.

"I'm sorry, son,,

"Mother promise son, no matter what happens Mother will continue to take care of You.When later you do not have a Father.Mother promises will always be happy You, Mother will be a father and mother for you."

And I promise I will never know you again in my life Dava!!!

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