I Deserve to Be Happy

Chapter 16 What this feeling is

After I finished cooking, I began to prepare food for Mr. Dava on the table.It is fortunate that I could prepare it before the magrib prayer.

I arranged all the food on the table, I neatly arranged all of it as bi Ira often did.

Good thing I've always watched bi Ira do it.

Finished preparing all of her I listened to the adzan magrib reads, I rushed to take ablution and pray in my room.

Every time I pray I always pray for my Father, Mother, myself and my sister.I always pray for our health and may I be able to make my family happy.For me my family is everything to me.

Even I was willing to give my life for the happiness of my family.

Finished praying I went back to the kitchen to see if Mr. Dava had finished eating because I was going to clean up the food.

But I see not a single bit of food hasn't been touched by her."Where the hell is he??he did not say He was very hungry, "I told him in my heart.

Honestly during my time in Mr. Dava's house.I never dared to go upstairs.During this only Bi Ira dared to wake Mr. Dava or even to clean his room.

My job is to clean the front room, Mr. Dava's workspace and the backyard.

"Where is he??"I ask in my heart."Maybe he just dropped off again, it's important that everything is ready on the table."in my heart again.

It did not feel Isya prayer arrived and I also did Isya prayer, finished praying I also looked again into the dining room.

Again, no food was touched.

What happened to Mr. Dava.Why did He not come down from earlier.,"Is He angry with me because I cooked him long??"I said in my heart.

Like her I didn't cook too long ago, can be said quite quickly even because I'm afraid of being angry by Mr. Dava.But why he hasn't eaten her yet,"Tell me again.

"Do I have to look her up??but if he gets angry, isn't that a problem for me??"my mind says again.

I remember the incident in the backyard when he was angry saying I dared to pose in the backyard of his house with his flowers without permission first.

And I don't want that to happen again.

But if I do not go up, what if anything happens to him.

"Maybe I have to wait a little longer," I said in my heart.

I want to ask Andri to see Mr. Dava up, just said Andri,He also did not dare to go up because the only one who dared to go up was Bi ira.Just Bi Ira who was given access by Mr. Dava to go up.

Andri tried to call Mr. Dava's cell phone, but there was no answer.

"Maybe you have a lot of work, every Master is chasing a deadline, he does not like to be disturbed because it will damage his Mood."Andri told me.

I was a little relieved to hear it too.

Finally the time has shown at nine o'clock at night.And Mr. Dava has not come down as well.I'm sure there is nothing with Mr. Dava.Why really there is no sound from above.

"Do I have to go upstairs??"my mind again.

"but if He's really busy and I'm interrupting him.Is that not a problem for me??"I also doubt.

The end after saying Bismillah, I also ventured up.I was so surprised to see the situation above.The room there is so big full of luxury furniture as well, too,there are four rooms.I also look left and right to find which room Mr. Dava.Honestly this house is very large.Mngkin if there are thieves who hide in one of the rooms in this house is not gonna get busted.

"Serems too yes," my inner.

I began to guess which room was occupied by Mr. Dava.After guessing, I finally ventured to knock on a room near the upper balcony.

"Excuse me, sir," I knocked on the door, and there was no reply from the room.

tock.tok..

"excuse me, sir," I knocked on the door again..

Still no answer.

And I ventured to open the door.Honestly I did not really dare to be presumptuous like this, but somehow my heart says that Mr. Dava is not okay.

When the door opened I was surprised to see Mr. Dava fall asleep.Is He asleep??I also ventured to approach her.

"Excuse me, sir, is it okay??"I said ask him.

But there was no response from Mr. Dava.

I called him back and there was no response from him either.

At the end of it I dare myself to approach Mr. Dava, I hold his body to build it carefully.

By the time my hand held her arm I was shocked.

"Astaqfirullah, his body is very hot, it turns out he is sick." - I muttered in my heart.

"Mr Dava..Sir is sick??" I told her.

Suddenly he made a sound.

"Mommy..Mommy..Dava kangen mami, "His teaching is delirious.

"Funny yes, it turns out He is the son of Mami, it can seem authoritative but still a spoiled child turns out."I said with a smile.

Then I rushed to the kitchen to get a compress and ice cubes.I quickly returned to the top.

I also compressed Mr. Dava.

Until He didn't realize I was in this room with him.

I'm confused who to call because I really don't have Bi Ira's cell phone number or Miss Diana.I want to wake Andri must have fallen asleep.

At the end of the day I broke up to look after Mr. Dava tonight.

"Surely He would not mind if I looked after him, "into me.Not Is He also asleep again.

I also continue to compress Mr. Dava, when the compress cloth has been warm I was quick to wash it again so that Mr. Dava's head back cold.

It looked as if his face was pale.I was confused what to do.

"Oh Allah, give Mr. Dava healing, pity Him, at times like this He is far from his parents "I teach you to be merciful to see him.

About an hour I waited for her by her bedside.I always made sure she wasn't delirious anymore.

Because the night is getting late and the end of my eyes can not be invited to be friends, the end I also fell asleep using a chair next to Mr. Dava.

*dava*

"Why this??my body hurts so much.My head is so heavy with his taste." I muttered in my heart.

"And what is this, I'm holding a little towel on my forehead, who's compressing me??"I said while trying to sit down.

Isn't Bi Ira a permit??nothing here, "I ask in my heart.

And I was surprised when I saw Mia sleeping on the edge using the chair beside me.So He was compressing me."I said in my heart.

"How dare He also come to this room," I murmured in my heart.

I looked at his face, He looked very tired, I couldn't bear to build it.

And somehow I'd rather see Him fall asleep like this.I love to see his face.Truly shady.

"What's your Dava why are you praising him instead??Remember Dava you've got Diana."Speak my mind.

But why don't I want Mia out of here, I could've built her,then asked Him to leave this room.But why my heart is reluctant to do it.I still want to see his face.Shortly.Make my heart peaceful.

I remember the first time I met him.He really protected his Dad.He was willing in prison so that his Dad could be free from my punishment.

So I paused my intention to punish her because I knew she was a really good girl.

Soon he woke up, and I panicked and pretended to be asleep.

"What time is this??"He said while looking at the clock and showed at two in the morning.

"How about Mr. Dava yes,"He said again..

He came closer to me and held my forehead.

"Alhamdulillah, the heat has fallen somewhat, thank goodness."Might you be well tomorrow, yes," he said as he returned to compress me and spoke to himself.

It's funny I hear him talking to himself.

"I'd better pray first, but if I don't go back to this room again and Master Angkuh is hot again how??later there will be nothing else with her,"Taught Mia still talking to herself.

"It turns out that He still calls me the haughty Master, if I hadn't been sick I might have glared at him."Patience Dava, patience, "My words are in my heart while still closing my eyes.

"Like it I pray here."Said Mia again.

He also stepped out of the room, when Mia came out I opened my eyes again.

"Based on the woman, how brave He called me as the proud Lord.When I am this kind too, He still gave Me that name "my murmur in the heart.

Not how long I heard Mia's footsteps heading to my room again.I also immediately pretended to sleep again.I see He's been using his mukena

It looks so beautiful that he wears a mukena.

Before long He also performed the tahajud prayer, during His prayer I continued to pay attention to Mia.There is a sense of calmness in my heart when I saw Mia praying.

"Mia, you're the perfect girl."You're beautiful, you're good at prayer, love your family, are good at cooking almost everything is in you, but your luck is less fortunate," I'm telling you in my heart.

He should be able to go to college and can work in a decent place.Will but because of the circumstances of his parents, He must be willing to work anything to meet the needs of his parents.

"Truly the girl in charge," I said in my heart.

Soon after Mia finished praying, She came back to me again.And held my forehead again.

"Well healthy, haughty sir," He said to me with a smile.

Shortly thereafter, he fell asleep in the chair beside my bed.

I let Him sleep next to me again.

"Let Him be here first," my inner.

I still want to look at you Mia, "murm my heart with a smile.

She's so sweet.

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