I Deserve to Be Happy

Chapter 58

I drove up my car at high speed to get to Diana's house.Diana kept asking Me questions that were not-no to Ku.He still had problems about Me helping Mia.

He is not willing I do it.For him I have treated him in front of the people.And He cannot accept it.

"Dava, I'm talking to you!!!You're not listening to me??"Her question screamed at me.

"Later to your house We will talk, I am lazy to argue in the street."I said still casually.

"I'm just wondering why you helped that maid??"Ask Diana again.

"Answer Dava!!!!"He shouted again.

Finally I was carried away by the emotion of hearing the words coming out of Diana's mouth, She did not feel guilty at all for Mia.

"I'm helping her because you're not going to help her!!!Where is your conscience, let alone Diana, why would you hurt Mia like that????"Ask me angrily.

"What's wrong with Mia to you, until you have that to her."Say it again.

Diana smiled cynically as well.

"You don't know why I hurt her???You want to know what the reason is Dava???"Ask Diana again.

"What's your reason for hurting Mia??"Ask Him.

"Because He made you change on Me!!Because of Him You're not the Dava I know."Say it again.

"I changed what??You're overreacting at."Say it again.

"I Know You've always been watching Him, right???You changed on Me too Because of Him, right??I'm not the little Dava you can lie to!!"Say it while crying.

*Does He really know if I like Mia??instantly I feel guilty to Diana.Because I have been playing heart with Mia.That's it alone I have betrayed her.Although I did not say it honestly.It turns out Diana can feel and see her.

I can't lie to myself either, I really like Mia.Entah since when I started to fall in love with the girl.Mia was able to make Me pay attention to her,to make me not willing if He is close to another man*.

I was silent when I saw Diana crying, like she really felt hurt.I stopped my car.And immediately hugged her.

"It's not like you shadow baby.You're wrong."Say it while kissing her forehead.

"I'm afraid Dava, fear you're falling for that girl!!"Mia said while crying.

"Of course not dear, You remember what I said to You.All I did was just wanted to help her.It's not because I hurt her."I said I believed Diana.

"You don't know how confused I was looking for you guys earlier, I've been thinking nothing of you two."Diana said again.

"Sorry baby, so I took Mia to the clinic, I happened to meet the nearest clinic from there."Say me again.

"You promise, baby, won't betray me??"Diana said again.

"That will not happen dear, I will not betray You, Whatever I will do for You."I said smile at her.

"What??Married darling??But aren't I ready, honey???"Say it again.

Diana and I are engaged, by the way,but indeed We have agreed not to marry first.Because We are still pursuing our respective careers until We are ready.And We both do not mind if we have to wait another year or two years.The important thing is We have bound.

"Dear, we're just speeding up our marriage.I don't want to procrastinate anymore."Say it to me.

"Are you serious, dear??You don't want to pursue a career first??Not that there are still many of your ideals that have not materialized."Say it again.

"I'd rather lose my ideals than lose you dear."Diana said to me.

"Would you like it, baby??"Say it to me.

"Let's talk again, baby."Say it while persuading him.

"Do you mind, honey???Why would it be if we accelerated our marriage??"Ask her again suspiciously.

"I don't mind honey, just You know we're both busy.What's more This Year a lot of projects I'll do, I'm afraid if later I don't have much time for You dear."My words persuaded him.

"No problem baby, I promise I won't trouble you dear.I'll try to be a good wife to you."Diana said again.

*Truely said Diana was right, there is no wrong We hastened Our marriage.We both are equally ready.And surely both of our families must have agreed to her.

But I hesitated to marry her.Now my heart weighs more to Mia.I really fell in love with my maid.

But I can't possibly say it to Diana.It's the same as making her sick.

If I marry Diana but my heart goes out to Mia, it's not that it's also not good for Our wedding.It's the same I live in a pretend marriage.But I can't refuse Diana's request* either*.

"Darling, Why Silence??You want to, baby??"Ask Diana again.

"Well baby, we'll get married.Let's talk to Mami ya."Say it while smiling at him.

"Clearly darling??You're not lying, are you??"Diana asked me again.

"Yes dear, We prepare everything from now on.Tomorrow we will talk again ya."Say it while hugging her.

"Thank you, baby, I love you!!!"Diana said as she hugged me.

"I love You too, dear, forgive me if I make you sad."I said to Diana.

*I don't know if my decision is correct, which is clear I feel guilty about Diana.Maybe it's true I should forget about Mia.And start focusing on Diana.

Diana is innocent, I am guilty of having tried to play with fire.Shouldn't let my feelings grow.Shouldn't her from the beginning I prevent her.I must eliminate her.

Sorry I'm Mia, I had to start from the beginning I didn't start her, It's not supposed to make You fall in love with me too*.