Husband Setting

The Feeling I Feel

Later that evening, Jen was tidying up the clothes that had just dried this afternoon, ironing them and arranging them in the closet. Darren is still outside talking to Jabir and Mama Desy.

When he closed the closet door, he was surprised by the presence of Darren who stood in front of the door and looked at him a little strangely.

Jen's eyes widened, "just shocking! Can you make a sound if you come in?"

Darren wanted to say, but he suddenly refused to say a word. Her feelings are still upset after seeing Jen who turns out to meet Diego and bring food. That attention should be paid to him, not to the person who actually got him in trouble.

Darren exhaled slowly, then he headed for the bed and takedown his body there. Ignoring Jen who is still dumbstruck and confused.

"Jabir's home?" Jen was still watching her husband, then moments later, she stepped onto a small table near the mattress to clean her face of the dirt before going to bed.

"Have ...," Darren answered briefly, then he flipped his body back to Jen.

Jen answered him with a short and subtle 'oh', she also sniffed the shoulder of the sign not to care. As soon as he finished skin care of his face so that he could immediately sleep.

It didn't take long, Jen had crawled up to the mattress and laid her body 'mop' the wall. Keep a distance from Darren who has closed his eyes.

Traces of the rest of the facial cleanser that feels fresh and distinctive aroma make the corner of Jen's eyes reluctant to close. With Darren facing him, he misbehaves himself even though the man appears peaceful in his sleep. For a while, he lay in the same position. Then, he picked up the blanket and covered it on his body, and turned his back to Darren.

"Love is like a mosquito that sucks your blood, it won't itch until it's full, and then when you're conscious, it's gone and left a tremendous itch, and pisses you off and pisses you off for not being able to do anything else. Mosquitoes go away and you can just scratch and treat the rest of the itching."

Jen's breath was forced by Darren's words. Between surprise and surprise. Jen's head turned even though what seemed in her eyes was the darkened ceiling of the room. He thought.

"I-i ...." Jen could not say even if she wanted to answer. Trouble conveyed his heart. And yet again, deep in her heart, will be the feeling for her husband.

"Everybody has limits even when love is dead. Don't be big-headed even though loved wholeheartedly, if his feelings are not also welcome, that love can go."

Jen flips her position, until she faces Darren who is still closing her eyes. Darren's words pinched hard on the side of his heart.

"Open your eyes if you haven't slept!"

Jen was instantly sniffed when Darren opened his eyes, "i know how you feel about me, but I also need reassurance about myself. Do you want to be just an escape? Or am I going to say love but really not? I just need some time, Ren .. but it doesn't matter if you just need a phrase without the need for real love. I can say, because my mouth is very eloquent when asked to lie."

Darren looked into those clear and honest eyes. The glint of annoyance on the verge of those eyes was clearly visible along with honesty.

Jen sighed when she saw Darren still looking cold and took a sharp look at him. "You really want me to say those words? Okay ...."

Jen lifted her body up to sit in front of Darren. "I love you, Ren."

Obviously it's just a ridiculous sarcastic sentence. "Don't ask for proof because it's just a saying!"

Darren sighed as Jen looked at him cynically and fiercely. Why is he the worse one, anyway? It's my story that I'm jealous, upset, and angry!

"I know you need time, but during that time you also have to keep my feelings, show me that you're also trying to reciprocate my feelings, Jen. Forget about your ex! If you want to move on, don't see him again."

Jen slowly digests Darren's speech, translating each of the meanings incorporated there. "You saw me at the police station? So since I went over there and met Diego, I still haven't moved on from him?"

Jen threw away her face and crossed her arms around her chest, then glanced sharply at Darren. "If you knew I was there, why didn't you come in? So there's no need for rich kids to use angry events not rich glasses like this!"

Now it was Darren's turn to look stupid. Yeah, well, why did you know that after Jen met Diego, she left? Instead of being hot-hearted and upset themselves, it is better to go in and see what they are talking about.

"Aware now?" jen's cynics are still in the same position except for her body that has been docked to the wall.

Darren was ashamed of himself, having no defense other than to look back at his wife with focus. "Because I love you too much, Jen .. I think you're still caring about her" she said.

"Now, the reason why I went to see Diego." Jen throws her phone slowly in front of Darren. He himself chose to turn his back on Darren who took the phone. "While just a chat from Bian the proof, tomorrow if it's good, I'll give it to your account. Let you know that I'm just trying not to burden you too much."

Darren. He really did not think that now he was the one who exaggerated. But the uncertainty of feelings also affects one's mind, right? It's only natural that Darren is angry to see all that.

"I know you love me, it's also what made me choose you. Until I was willing to beg, but I chose to be honest with you so you wouldn't feel like an escape. I just want to make myself worthy of you."

If you want to be with you forever.

Jen relieved herself. Chaos and her insecurities are certainly a challenge, which is why she doesn't want to get her feelings wrong for Darren. He just wanted to be worthy of that man. Of course after his deep hatred, then being a sudden love, would feel very strange in his heart. Same as when you drink tea with a mixture of salt in it.

Darren immediately pulled the phone away, he grabbed Jen in his arms, kissing the head of the woman who was trying to get to him. He should guide, not just ignore and make it difficult.

Getting treatment suddenly, Jen felt warm and trenchant. He felt like Darren was saying sorry from that touch. This possessive decapitation .. touched Jen, but it didn't work to make her tears spill. Jen immediately turned her face up, preventing the circles from descending.

"Patience to me. It took me a very long time to turn hate into love, but I don't deny the fact that my heart is turning to you" Jen said. That's Jen's true feelings.

Darren's lips are fluffy, yes, he's a confession-hungry man. This is how her heart has been bathed in beautiful flowers. Love always needs a confession.

"Sorry, dear ...," Darren said as he grabbed Jen's palm and kissed her. "Sorry ..," he said a little sigh and managed to vibrate the line of feeling in the middle of Jen's body, creeping up until almost spilled. Jen hated her lips, and she immediately punished them with a hard bite. Oh, Shitt!

Darren was anxious himself when he felt the hand squeezing and straining. He also felt the heat from Jen's back neck and the sensor on the man's body as sensitive to heat so that the alarm immediately turned on.

Darren seemed to get the natural encouragement of his maleness, or whatever it was, so he directed his lips to smack the nape so warm chime in his lips. The small bite left no marks, but as Darren hardened it, his earlobe clearly picked up a deep moaning sound.

'Let go, Jen .. release' the instinct in Darren. And ... when 'ahh' slid smoothly, then Jen's head looked up, Darren like he got an injection of spirit. Jen lets Darren in freely. Then one by one clothes he sibak and enjoy, not a few left. The absence inherent in Darren's memory, the points where he could paralyze his woman in an instant.

Darren's eyes were glued to Jen's face and expression during her work. The woman was like having an attack of madness with her deep and pleasant screams. Darren's soul seemed full when Jen got the scream even louder, and Darren supplied it with a deep touch.

"Hani ...," call Darren when Jen is too intoxicating for him. He brought the sound closer to Jen's ear. "... I forgot the safety. It's not gonna hold, Hani," Darren's nasal at the end of his voice.

Fuck the safety, Jen's inner. He swallows Darren's body deeper, immersing the man like suction mud.

"Hani, you're making me sin."

Jen moaned, "i asked."

Fuck everything. The final urge and grip fused their breath together in one gust. This way every day would definitely shift his heart closer to Darren. Maybe this is why it is called Making Love.

The two pairs of eyes were like they had just returned from a mad, intoxicating journey, then they laughed. "Wait for me to say 'i love you'." Jen's smile that immediately lifted her head, kissed Darren's lips that were still wet.

"Not to say it, I'm just yours." Darren returned the kiss, wanting to swallow the woman, drown and dissolve in her. Love is always like that. Works according to the logic of a person walking.

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