
A smile carves the corners of Jen's lips, slowly stretching timidly. Jen is completely washed away by Darren's gentle actions. The usual annoying lips, suddenly sensual and kissable once. The air blown over Jen's skin felt warm touching, but so cold and soothing as it struck the slightly gaping wound deep. The softness of Darren really makes Jen become a powder so strong that it erodes all of Jen's arrogance.
"You're weird when you smile at me that way!" darren's chirps still lowered his head, deciding Jen's slightly horrifying daydreams after he came to his senses. My God, my mind is completely out of its mind.
"A-a-I'm not thinking about you, as long as you know, A-ak-I ... se-se..," Jen opened her eyes in confusion, her index finger pointing at the object and corner of this room carelessly. "Imagine how Di-Diego lived here!"
Ah ... in the heart, Jen now wants to drown herself in the deep sea, swallowed by the ocean trench, sucked by the earth, or eaten by whales. It feels so shameful. He wanted to hit his head with a stone so big that he forgot his thoughts just now.
"Are you thinking of me?" darren asked seriously, he changed the position of one of his legs in a position to stand, then looked at Jen with both eyebrows raised. For Jen, it was a very annoying mockery.
"I just feel weird when I see you smile."
"You mean all this time I never smiled, did I?" sue Jen for feeling unacceptable with that terrible remark. Strange when smiling? Darren doesn't know yet, if Jen likes to smile, except for Darren. Ah ...!
Darren just sniffed his shoulders as he grabbed a roll of gauze to bandage Jen's wound. Stop until here, if you have heard Jen's voice that ketus like that, it's better to refrain from arguing. Otherwise, his ears would be buzzing for quite a long time.
"Don't use water first, let it heal quickly!" Darren packed the bandage with a piece of adhesive.
Jen pulled her hand roughly, then observed her arm. The rest of Darren's warm touch is still imprinting. My God, he's been nice to me, but I'm instead ...
"No-no! He used to say I was a bad boy until Papa left me, he used to slander me, and said that Papa hated me because I was a crybaby! How can I forgive him, after those horrible years!" The inner goddess Jen darkened again. He tried to switch his mind, somewhere, which was clear his head was filled with a figure that was so.
Jaga ... please remove the sweet word from the big dictionary of Indonesian. It means terrible!
"On your words in front of reporters—"
"Don't think about it, I don't mean anything! Just want to get rid of them, after all, the words of a rich commoner I would definitely drown in other big news."
It should have been so, but a bit of resentment surfaced in Jen's heart. Talking about marriage that looks earnest in front of reporters, is not something that can be considered trivial. Although Jen is not a big artist, but it could be that they charge it someday.
"You-you think they can forget something big like that?" Jen blinked confused, confused by her own will. If Darren really married you, would you like Jen?
"Eum—" Jen seemed to flinch on her own, realizing that her words seemed to expect Darren to realize his words.
"They're just journalists, how can they defeat the fate of a mate? Diego alone who you already like can easily say nonsense and just walk away from you, let alone just me ... Darren's nobody in your eyes!"
Right now Darren's words are like big hands slapping Jen's cheeks violently, wiping out the hopeful thump on Jen's chest. Opening Jen's eyes that in this world everything can change in one blink of an eye. Jen's eye bead was still glued to the box Darren was holding.
"You're right .. later I'll just say that you're disappointed because his wife-to-be was someone else. Then cancel the wedding plans." Jen's bead crawled up to meet Darren who was getting wider pulling the corners of his lips. "Everything will be fine ..," Jen's lips let out a laugh, a laugh that explained how much worse it was in people's eyes. But since when did Jen care so much about people's judgments of her? He usually ignores what people say about him.
"Don't make it all look serious, Jen .. Believe me, they won't have time to release the news, they're definitely more interested in talking about your relationship with Diego."
Darren only thinks rationally, only he likes Jen, while Jen clearly seems to like Diego. So it is better to keep the heart alone, protect not to be his man, make amends not to have to be by grasping his hand, and love must not always have. The formula of the world that a man like Darren should understand.
"I hope you're right! So far, can I thank you for what you've done? Em ... I can repay your kindness next time. Don't hesitate to charge it!"
Jen glanced at Darren with a very sweet smile. Wrapping up her suddenly disappointed feelings. He knew Diego would never come back. Although Jen feels, all this time Diego did seem sincere to take care of him. However, he believes as long as Tanna is still among them, Diego will not return. At least in a year or two. Diego has created a small seed of a problem without knowing how to solve it.
"Rest first .. don't think things through. Let time alone be the determinant of our lives in the future. What I'm doing right now is a ransom for my childhood mistakes."
Darren got up from his seat, he smiled back at Jen who was still unmoved. Then he immediately tidied up the rest of the broken glass and vases scattered on the floor. Before taking Jen home.
Jen glanced at the pillow, then she put her head down there. Staring at the ceiling that seemed to depict the dark strokes of the next day. When Jen tells her that the person who should have married her is gone, when Jen makes her parents suffer even more from her actions, when she is shunned and hated.
Jen is resigned, afraid to face all that. All just because of his actions that take too lightly an action, consider everyone good to him, and underestimate advice. Yes, it all started from the stubborn and selfish nature that he realized, today. Yes ... herbal medicine is not tasty, medicine is bitter, injections are painful, but all that makes us better.
Darren was used to doing work such as sweeping, washing dishes, even having his clothes washed by him himself. Grandma who just sits in a wheelchair, her mother who is busy looking for additional income, her father is just an ordinary employee with a mediocre salary, Dinka who still likes to wander, making Darren take the initiative to help. At least lighten the burden of his parents, because he himself can not do more.
Busy struggling with his mind that is always on the verge of normal, Darren always logically assesses everything, avoiding excessive disappointment. It applies to her feelings for Jen, but I don't know.. Since spontaneously saying that you're going to marry Jen, it's like something that will be very easy to materialize. But ... once again, he just keeps his heart in good shape, in order to keep Jen.
Such work is not something that must take a long time, until not fifteen minutes, he has returned to the side of the bed. Find Jen who has curled up obliquely in her sleep.
When alone, the third is a demon, and the demon pulls Darren's hand to gently touch Jen's cheek, stroking her. Until a smile of satisfaction appeared in Darren's heart. The fierce girl's charm wreaked a world of Darren. Once again, Darren's inner push brought his head closer to Jen's face. A glance ... only a glance. The shadow of Jen's hand that hit her head was very clear, making Darren grimace in fear, then laugh without a sound. Darren rolled over at Jen's side, clutching a hand so rough about her. If only once was he allowed to have the chance to get the girl's heart, even though he had to go through a process of pain, Darren would loudly accept it.
Ah ... if only the opportunity had come ....