
Natalie and Nicholas are already on board the luxurious and majestic yacht with romantic nuances.
"Nic, is this serious?"
Natalie's voice rang out, in disbelief with what was in front of her eyes at this moment.
The ocean stretches throughout the vision of his eyes, the sky also decorates with a beautiful hue of color sprinkled with stars sparkling in the sky. This was clearly much more beautiful than what Natalie had imagined all along.
"Do you like it?"
Natalie nodded her head. Obviously, he liked it very much, very very very much in fact. It's almost as perfect as what he had in mind. Can sail while enjoying the beautiful view of the star-studded sky with loved ones, this is the most perfect dream. A dream he never thought would come true.
Natalie's tears did not drop, remembering how wonderful it was for God to grant her dreams. Through a man named Nicholas, the man he married last year. The man she called the husband of Hell. But who would have thought, if it turns out that God's plan to present a husband from hell actually brought him into happiness that was never expected before.
It was from Nicholas that he could feel what true love meant. What does real happiness mean. Although Natalie knew, what she was getting at the moment would only be memories that might just leave a tight spot later on.
Natalie is sure, one day these memories will actually be a longing that will not be treated.
But Natalie doesn't care, the important thing is that she can realize her dream with the man she loves the most.
"i like. Thanks Nic. Thank you for making me your life's goal."
The night is getting late, the cold air is getting worse. But the two enjoyed the beautiful night.
The music accompanies a night full of love two people who unite on a cruise ship that continues to sail, splitting the ocean that stretches, Natalie and Nicholas dance to the strains of romantic music.
🎶 Titi DJ : Kalbu Language
You are one beloved
I see in the light of your eyes
Saved your inner wealth
M-mm
In your smile
I heard your kalbum
Clear corrugated vibrating
Now you are always
Enthroned in my mind
And I will accompany
Joint
At every step
Believe
Only I understand the most
Restlessness of your soul, love
And the meaning of your disappointment
Love, rest assured
I am the only one who understands the most
Great meaning of honesty
Lovely your heart, love
Believe
***
Love
We think it belongs to those who look perfect.
But it turns out we were wrong.
Because perfection is not the definition of love itself.
It is just an exaggerated obsession in terms of our madness.
Love
Present and greet two pairs of people who accept each other, both in joy of suffering, and all its advantages and disadvantages.
Complement each other and strengthen each other if one is unable to survive.
From the story of this novel, we learn many things.
About the meaning of a Natalie's stubbornness.
When the destiny of love takes her to a husband whom she refers to as the husband of hell.
Natalie
The woman who patiently loves sincerely the man who always tries to break her heart.
A man who so easily plays hands until finally blatantly wishing his love in front of his eyes.
The man who always acts arbitrarily, thinks as if Natalie never existed.
But who would have thought? because of the sincerity and fortitude of a Natalie, the miracle appeared. Nicholas, the man he once considered the husband of hell, finally admitted blatantly that he could not live without Natalie.
They also promised to complement each other.
But Natalie's hardships didn't end there.
Apparently, Nicholas had been suffering from a rare disease.
A disease that doctors cannot cure in general, because the disease came from a person who had a grudge against Nicholas in his past.
Natalie was not discouraged, she continued to fight, accompanying her husband to survive even longer with him.
All the ways she had taken so that her husband could live a healthy life as usual, accompanying her to old age.
Natalie believes that the power of their love can bring them full happiness. Although Natalie was doubtful, in this world there was no place for happiness for them.
"Nat," call Nicholas.
"Why, Nic?.. Are you tired?" Natalie held onto Nicholas' slightly cold forehead. Probably due to extreme weather. "We'll finish the dance!"
Nicholas hurriedly shook his head. "No, Honey. Until morning I will keep you dancing with me if you want" replied Nicholas.
"Nic, already!. .. look! your lips even look very pale. Comeing! we better get some rest! we can continue later."
"I'm gpp, Nat. You don't worry. I don't want to ruin this dream."
The atmosphere turned cloudy. Nicholas had actually been exhausted and endured his pain, but he kept trying as hard as possible to accompany Natalie to realize her dream.
A sense of tightness began to be present in Natalie's chest, seeing the face of her husband who began to pale ashen Natalie felt guilty for having revealed this dream.
"This is enough, Nic. You have fulfilled all my dreams. You've made me feel like the luckiest woman in the world for having you."
"I'm supposed to talk like that, Nat. I'm the lucky one to have a woman as beautiful as you."
Nicholas' hand was raised as a tear dripped from Natalie's eyelid. "You're the most beautiful thing I have, Nat. You are the reason for what I am in this world."
Not able to hold haru, Nicholas also shed his tears. "It's nothing compared to all your struggles and sacrifices for me, honey. Thank you ... thank you for being faithful to accompany me with all my shortcomings. Thank you for choosing to stay by my side, struggling to hold back the hard times with me, when millions of opportunities to be happy out there are waiting for you, thank you for giving me all your love. My wife, I don't know what I should repay you with all your kindness. But one thing you should know, I'm grateful to have been born Nicholas Jhonson, the husband of Natalie Jhonson."
Natalie sobbed, wanting to feel like she was stopping time right now. Grab it and take it with Nicholas wherever he wants.
"I hate time, Nic. I hate. Why would he take you from me?"
"Don't, honey! Never hate time. Because even though time must ultimately force us to let go of each other, I am sure, someday, it will be time that will reunite us in eternity."
Natalie could no longer hold back her tears. He was really scared of losing Nicholas. He did not know if he would be as strong as Nicholas expected.
"Don't go, Nic. Don't leave me alone. I want you to see your son born into this world. I want our son to see how his father's face looks. I want you to give her a first hug. I wanna..."
Natalie couldn't speak anymore. Nicholas hugged her. "I want to live and age with you, Nic. I want to live longer with you. Can't you stay any longer with me?"
"I promise, Nat. I will try, I will endure to the point where our child is born into this world. I-i promise. I'll hold on as I can."
Nicholas let go of his embrace. He took his wife's face. "Like you hold on to me, I'll hold on for you, too."
"Promise!"
"Yes, I promise." Nicholas looked at Natalie's face. "Darling, may I ask you something!"
"Yes, say!" Natalie wiped her tears.
"If I go first, please take care of my mother. My mother has no one else in the world. I hope you'll be a part of his life."
"Of course, Nic. Sure do. I will love the woman who gave birth to you in this world. I'll love her, more than I love myself."
"Thank you, honey."
They embraced and danced again. Shortly after, the two rested again to continue the journey tomorrow.
***
The next day, when Natalie awoke from her sleep, she found Nicholas' hand tightly gripping her hand. The view he saw every morning.
A smile reviewed on Natalie's cheeks, happy never counted being able to live her day with her beloved.
"Darling, wake!" natalie. "Let's take a shower! I'll make you some warm water."
Five seconds passed, it seemed like Nicholas was exhausted all night accompanying Natalie dancing on the boat, until when Natalie woke him up he had no response.
"Nicho, wake!" Natalie called him again.
But something seems strange, because Nicholas' hand feels so cold.
"Nic, Nicho."
The mood began to tense.
There was no response.
"Nicho!!!" natalie's squealing is getting panicked. And Natalie's panic grew as she saw blood dripping from her nose.
"Nichooo, wake up, Nic! .. wake up baby." Natalie kept trying to wake her husband up. But still no response. "Tolooong!" Finally he screamed with all his might because he no longer knew how to wake him. "Help me! .. Help my husband!"
Several crew members came, helping Natalie resuscitate Nicholas. The hired medical team immediately performed first aid.
But it seems like it's very dangerous. Nicholas should be treated by an expert doctor immediately.
"Come in to her personal doctor!" tell one of the people who became the chairman on that voyage. "We're going to land on the nearest side right now." After that he immediately ran to assign the captain to turn his direction, looking for the nearest land in order to save the life of the man who had almost lost all consciousness.
All hastened.
Nicholas' disease seems to have reached its peak. The stability of his body dropped dramatically, probably due to the night with the piercing night air, so that his body that was no longer able to withstand finally collapsed weakly and helplessly.
"Nichoooo ... wake up, Nic!. ..wake up!!!" peekkik Natalie all the way to the hospital. "You said you'd try to hold on for me, Nic. Where's your promise?"
His tears kept breaking, as if no pause could stop him.
All eyes stared wistfully and bitterly at the two, imagining how difficult the journey of two people's lives was.
Five hours of surgery, still no signs of recovery. Family friends arrive. Starting from the lord of Jhonson, Selly and Reynald, even the mother, Merry also came, when conditions like this he was the most injured after Natalie, who was the most injured, because he saw the child lying weak helpless after he made it through the difficult period.
"Mother please, wake up, Son! .. do you not feel sorry for your mother?... Are you also going to leave your mother like your sister?"
Merry could not help but hold tightness in his chest, seeing the child he loved was fighting his death. He tried repeatedly to tell himself that this was all fine, but in fact the heart and feelings were not something to be deceived.
"Lord, let me take my son's place there. Let me feel that pain."
It's too painful.
While Natalie can only stay silent in the arms of Selly who tries to calm down. To cry, he almost forgot how.
Too many tears have been shed to prove her pain.
"Lord, if you don't allow Nicholas to be happy with me in the world, then let me be happy with him in heaven."
***
Love is not about finding the perfect partner, but about accepting our perfect partner. (Nadia Asma)
Appreciate someone who is currently beside you.
She convinced him to choose you as your life partner.
Never waste him, because it could be when he chooses you to be your life partner there is a heart that he must hurt, there is a feeling that he must be disappointed, he said, all he did was because he believed that you were the best person who could keep his love until the end of his life.
Respect, dear, lest we regret after our opportunity with him is eroded destiny that does not look at caste.
Love him who has chosen to spend his time with you.