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Honestly, I cry right writing this part, especially while horrifying the song the Potters whose title is Temani Old Time. I swear it's a little better, but it's true. Try it if you don't believe it! don't forget to tell me the sensation!
I don't know why, I think I'm between the two of them. I felt the sadness that Nicholas felt.
I wish I could do wonders for them.
Just pray!
🎵 The Potters: Follow Old Time
*When my body is weak and helpless
When my heart started to feel weak
I want you to accompany me
And if you knew the magnitude of my love
World-wide
When my hair is dull and gray
When I can't hold it anymore
I want you to accompany me
And if you knew the breadth of my love
Oceanbreadth
I want you always
Accompanying my life and death
I want you always
My old age friend*
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The beautiful and romantic song accompanies the journey of Nicholas and Natalie. Somehow when the song reverberated, there was a sense of tightness that quietly slipped into the recesses of his heart.
Given the good times they have just felt now, it feels like Nicholas has not been sincere if someday they have to really separate because of a destiny. The fate that Nicholas had to go first left Natalie alone.
Seeing Natalie sleeping next to him, Nicholas chose to put his car aside. He paused for a moment to enjoy the beautiful face beside him. A face that he might someday miss.
Not feeling one hand Nicholas lifted and tightly grasped the hand of the woman who was asleep at the side.
Along the way after returning from the Mall, Natalie was sleeping next to Nicholas. Looks like he was drunk, and chose to sleep because his stomach was nauseous.
For some reason, the longer Nicholas' chest tightens. Remembering the illness that was currently lodged in his body. Could it be that God gave him a chance to feel the old days with the woman he loved, or was it all just a delusion that Nicholas could not have found?
Day by day keep going. Nicholas' time is no longer than two months, if doctors predict. Not to mention the words of his best friend's school doctor this morning made Nicholas pessimistic if he could recover as usual.
"Not all pregnant women are allowed to board the plane. Moreover, Natalie content is classified as very young. We need to check on your wife's condition first. If the content is strong, you can bring Natalie along. But if it's weak, I advise Natalie to stay here."
"Can't I wait until Natalie's womb is at least 5-6 months old when I go abroad?"
"Can't, Nic. We have to get going! your illness is getting worse. We can't procrastinate anymore."
His conversation over the phone with one of his friends kept ringing in his head.
Slowly, Nicholas' hand was getting stronger, along with his fear that was getting stuck.
"Will we enjoy the beauty of old days together later, baby?"
Nicholas' tears are coming down. He was really afraid of having to part with the woman beside him. He fears that later the results prove Natalie can't go with him, and Nicholas undergoes treatment alone there, leaving Natalie and her baby. Nicholas will not be able to.
After all, not necessarily Nicholas could be cured as he hoped.
If if he can recover, maybe the struggle to resist the longing can pay off. Then what if while undergoing treatment and leaving Natalie, fate instead said another.
What if Nicholas doesn't have another chance to meet Natalie forever?
What if Nicholas doesn't even have a chance to see his baby born into the world?
Nicholas didn't want that to happen. He would not be able to leave quietly if that all happened.
Even if one day Nicholas had to go, he wanted to go in the arms of the woman he loved so much. He wanted to go accompanied by a sweet smile Natalie.
Besides all that, there was still another hope that he had dreamed of so much.
He really wants to have the opportunity even though it is only a short time beautiful to be a husband who can accompany the pregnancy of his wife.
Nicholas wants to feel tired of obeying the request of his coveting wife.
Nicholas also wanted to see how Natalie's stomach grew. Natalie's cheeks, hands and feet are also swollen, it looks like it will be funny, inner Nicholas.
Nicholas doesn't smile funny.
Thinking about how her son kicked Natalie's stomach.
How does it feel to communicate with his baby while still in the womb.
Really, Nicholas wants to feel all that wonderful. Just once in his entire life.
Nicholas' dream is not so high. He did not dream of being able to accompany his baby while going to school, because it might be too long. His dream could only once see how his son's face when he was born into the world. That's it, really.
But will God grant a simple do'a from a Nicholas?
Nicholas then rubbed Natalie's hair from the end of the head to the end of her hair slowly. "Lord, if you hear and see me right now, please grant my prayers just this time. I want to be there when she needs a husband figure to take care of her baby." Nicholas sobbed, enduring the pain in his chest. Because actually it's not for that reason that he wants to be with Natalie. "I love her so much, honestly I'm afraid to be alone without her."
Nicholas just felt the beauty of love, why must this soon also destiny speak.
"I was afraid that one day I would no longer be able to see her smile, and I'm also afraid that someday he'll forget me because there's another man after my departure."
Nicholas' heart is completely broken. He no longer knew where to complain. He feels like he wants to scream, why it must be so difficult to love.
"Nice."
Natalie wakes up when she senses her car is not moving. "We've arrived?"
Nicholas hurriedly wiped his tears as Natalie woke up. He doesn't want Natalie to know.
"Nic, what's wrong with you?"
But it seems too late, Natalie can figure it out. "You crying?" Natalie directly rubbed the man's face with her hands.
Nicholas tries to shake Natalie's hand. "I'm fine, Nat!" said lying. "So I just stopped for a little while to get some good sleep."
Natalie sees the eyes full of lies in Nicholas.
"You're lying, you must be thinking about your illness, right?"
Deg
Apparently Natalie can guess Nicholas' mind.
Natalie seems to be trying hard and giving a smile that strengthens, although to be honest if you can be honest, Natalie's days are also always filled with fear since she knew the disease that gnaws Nicholas' body. Natalie was no less afraid of Nicholas. He was even more afraid than common sense had imagined.
"Don't be afraid! .. I will always be there for you" said Natalie as she was as strong as her heart, stroking Nicholas's face gently with her fingers. "Don't you say you still have a chance to recover if you seek treatment abroad?"
Nicholas' heart ached again. Natalie doesn't know that the possibility that she could go abroad is still gray. Nicholas isn't sure if Natalie's allowed to come with him.
"Yes. I've never been scared. There will be you." Nicholas also tried to hold Isak crying so as not to break. "I'm sure if all the hard things will definitely be able to pass if you always accompany."
Natalie nodded her head. "Yes. I promise! I will always accompany you. Under any circumstances. Like the sacred promise we made before. I will always be in your distress and pleasure, in your health and in your sickness, and in all circumstances, I promise, I will always be there for you."
This time Nicholas' tears could not be contained anymore. He was completely dripping without excuse anymore. He is too happy, grateful and afraid if he has to lose a woman like Natalie.
"Thank you, baby." Nicholas hugs Natalie, and Natalie replies. "Thank you for keeping your promise."
"There is no need to say thank you for what I should have offered to you my husband."
For a few seconds Nicholas hugged Natalie, shedding all his sadness and fear of the disease that lodged in his body.
Natalie also wanted to cry. But he tried his hardest to hold it. He must look strong and strong in front of Nicholas so that he can exemplify how Nicholas should live his life with passion.
Uekks
Natalie instantly let go of her embrace as her stomach felt nauseous again.
"You sick again?" ask Nicholas to worry.
"Yes, these few days I've had a lot of dizziness and nausea." Natalie tried to stretch her head so that her nausea was slightly reduced.
"Here, let me poke the nape of his neck!"
"Don't! you don't come near! I'll throw up on your shirt."
Instead of moving away, Nicholas was getting closer. He squinted at the nape of the neck, hands and head Natalie alternately. "If you want to vomit! the dirty shirt problem is I can still change."
"But right?" natalie protests.
"Hustt!!! diem! now sleep again! let his head 'not get dizzy."
At first Natalie refused, but when she felt a soft touch on her nape and head, she slowly closed her eyes. Gender in a chair, with his face turned towards the glass, making Nicholas free to give a soothing massage for him.
You don't have to be afraid I'm disgusted when you throw up on my shirt. Because this is one of my dreams. You can feel the good times when you become a father candidate. (Nicholas Jhonson)
To be continued