Hurts

23

" Ok, just keep watching him and report to me" Namjoon said as he hung up the phone he was holding.

" you got your men to follow Lova?? " ask Nesnya surprised Namjoon.

Nesya hears Namjoon's conversation with his men. He follows Namjoon because he suspects Namjoon is calling someone secretly. 

" Yes, I just want to make sure he doesn't make trouble " explains Namjoon.

Nesya squinted her eyes.

" really?? isn't it because you're jealous she's with a guy?? " ask Nesya suspiciously.

" Not jealous, I just don't want him to do something that would embarrass me, humiliate the Kim family "Obviously Namjoon again convinced Nesya.

Nesya just fell silent. Namjoon stroked her cheeks.

" you take it easy,,, I can't be jealous.I just want to keep my good name "smile Namjoon.

then stroked Nesya's stomach which had begun to be seen.

Nesya smiled but in her heart felt an awkwardness.

He begins to feel that Namjoon has started to care about Lova.

He's quite worried. She was afraid Namjoon turned away from her. Not just once Namjoon always unfocused when alone with him. He always looked towards Lova's room.  He had to put more effort into making Namjoon not turn away from him.

***

While in a place that has become a favorite for Lova while in need of calm. Lova was sitting quietly with a man beside her.

Who else if not Hoseok.

Lova accidentally met Hoseok and finally they decided to go to a place that had previously been visited.

" How's your household doing?" Ask Hoseok

" Hmmmm is still the same, and maybe now they're getting closer. Her pride was getting more visible and my husband would definitely pay more attention to her" Lova Smile.  Hoseok nodded in concern.

" Don't you have an event yesterday at your husband's family?" Ask Hoseok back.

" Yes, and I helped my husband not to stay at my in-laws' house for the woman's sake" Semrik Lova said. He smiled as if laughing at himself. Hoseok looked at Lova.

"You're an amazing woman va. Why is there a woman like you" Admired Hoseok. Lova looked at Hoseok.

"Let her be my best friend, and I worry about her baby too. She's got my husband's flesh and blood". Lova said with a blank look.

" I'm very curious about your husband's mistress. If I meet him I'll ask him not to hurt you again. Enough with him to be present and stay in your house do not disturb your privacy".  Hoseok.

She feels Lova's mistress husband is outrageous. Hoseok is upset after Lova tells him about Nesya entering his room.

It felt like Hoseok met the woman and asked her to leave Lova's husband. But that was impossible because the woman was not entirely wrong. She has the right to hold the child's pregnancy accountable from Lova's husband.

On the other hand, it also feels like Hoseok asked Lova to leave her husband and live happily together. But it is also impossible because the family status is very important to the honor and good name of the family. And the least possible because Lova loves her husband.

So he couldn't ask Lova or give her a fitting soluai.

He could only comfort and try to make Lova always smile.

That's his job right now.

Both were long silent. The atmosphere is getting cold. Wind reaching the bone.

Lova was still silent looking at the calm lake that was in front of her. Hoseok watched Lova. The sad look Lova displayed made her feel sad.

Hoseok continued to watch the woman beside him until he realized Lova was now leaning on his shoulder.

" Can I lean on you?" Sneaky Lova. His gaze was still fixed on the calm lake with his empty gaze.

Hoseok fell silent, he saw Lova's slightly pale face.

" If that's what makes you comfortable, then do it" Hoseok replied a little awkwardly.

She feels bad. However, Lova, the woman she loved, was the wife of the man. But he could not resist it because Lova was in need of a backrest at the moment.

" What am I supposed to do? Survive or let go? " Murmured Lova still with her blank look.

Hoseok was silent . He understood that Lova was in a very wrong position.

"I love the wrong people. No one has ever loved me. " Guman Lova's. Whether consciously or not Lova's statement seems to refer to Hoseok who was in the past save love for Lova but until now has not been disclosed.

Hoseok seemed to be encouraged whether it was time for him to express his true feelings.

" To be honest it's been a long time since I've harbored this feeling myself. I know I don't deserve to say that right now. But I just want you to know how I really feel. If I've loved you all this time.. Sorry for my sassness. You don't have to repay my love.I just want you to know I love you Lova since we were in college this feeling hasn't changed. I love you" Hoseok explained at length but there was no reaction whatsoever from Lova.

Hoseok thought Lova did not like the expression of his feelings.

But when Hoseok saw Lova he was surprised because Lova was currently unconscious.

" Va..." Hoseok held Lova's cheek.

" Va wake up va..." Hoseok started to panic.

"Lova wake!"

It turns out Lova fainted in her deck.

Hoseok grew increasingly panicked and he immediately took Lova to the hospital.

Arriving at the Lova hospital was checked by a doctor and given treatment.

Until finally Lova realized after a few hours unconscious.Doctors say if Lova soy sauce and a lot of thoughts so her health decreased.

Hoseok was very worried. He was next to Lova. But now he was quite relieved because Lova had regained consciousness.

" I'm dmna?" Tanya Lova was dazed

" You were in the hospital, you passed out."

" I fainted?"

"Yes, you're so sapped that you fainted. Please take care of your health I am very worried" said Hoseok.

" What time is it?" Ask Lova

" Hours 20:00 "

" Take me home." Pinta Lova's.

And Hoswok prepared to take Lova because it was allowed to go home.

He recalled his expression of feeling to Lova. Lova did not hear her outpouring of heart.

("It may not be time for you to know how I feel") Hoseok said in his heart.

***

Lova was at the entrance of her house.

Always his legs feel heavy to step into the house which arguably has become hell for him.

She hopes not to see Namjoon and Nesya. He is reluctant to meet the two people who always make him hurt.

Unfortunately, the things we expected were not appropriate. Now Namjoon was on the couch watching himself come in.

"Where from?" Tanya Namjoon is cold.

" I ran out from the outside to meet an old friend" Lova replied.

"Friends guy?"

" Hmmmm" answered Lova. He is still weak and refuses to fight with Namjoon.

He was upset why Namjoon always asked.

" Is he your lover?" Ask Namjoon.

" It's none of your business. Why do you always ask?!" Lova raised her voice a little.

Namjoon. Yep.. He was also astonished why he always wanted to know about Lova. He began to be curious about the life of his shadow wife.  Seprrti what is she? And who is the man who is always with him.

" I'm just worried" Namjoon said low. Lova was silent to see Namjoon. Did he not hear wrong? Namjoon? Since when?

" I'm fine. I want isthat. Ake went to the room first" Pamit Lova was still confused. But not too thought.

Namjoon only noticed Lova's gontai stamp up the stairs.

Namjoon knew Lova had fainted and was taken to the hospital. He got reports and evidence from the people who told him to spy on Lova.

Namjoon was upset to see Lova aware of another man. But after that Namjoon was worried and relieved when Lova fainted there were people who helped her.

Nesya from the top of the stairs saw Namjoon and Lova. He becomes convinced that Namjoon begins to betray Lova and cares for Lova.