Hurts

12

19.00 Namjoon was already preparing to go to the party of his client as well as his business partner. She sat on the living room sofa to wait for Lova who was still preparing in her room.

A few minutes passed, Lova was ready. He walked gracefully down the stairs to Namjoon who had been waiting for him for a long time.

As Namjoon looked at Lova unblinkingly, Lova looked so beautiful and graceful tonight. Maroon-colored dress with the top closed, long at the front below the knee and the back slightly dangled long. It looks simple yet elegant and reflects the character of Lova.

“ sorry to keep you waiting” said Lova.

“ is okay, ready? Ayok depart”

Namjoon and Lova walk to the car that has been prepared.

Along the way no one opens his voice, Namjoon focuses on driving and Lova is busy with her own thoughts while enjoying the night view of the soul city.

After traveling approximately 50 minutes they arrived at their destination.

A very luxurious five-star hotel became the venue for the event.

Namjoon performs Lova's hand in position so that Lova holds her hand.

Lova looked at Namjoon for a moment until she finally walked side by side with her husband.

Lova knows why Namjoon did that, in public they have to go back to performing as if they were a harmonious and romantic couple.

after entering the building all eyes were on the newly married couple. Bebrapa Namjoon's comrades greeted and greeted them. Lova only smiles kindly to anyone who greets her husband. None of them Lova knew, she just followed where Namjoon went and kept holding her husband's hand. Lova tried to be nice in front of her husband's business colleagues.

“ Mr Namjoon, have you taken the time to come to my show? “ said someone approached Namjoon.

“ It is an honor for us to have invited to your show Mr. Suho, so there is no reason for us not to come “ reply Namjoon friendly.

“ ahahaha alright, ohh is this Mrs Joon ? “ greeting Suho looking towards Lova, Lova was friendly with a nod.

“ is true she is my wife” explained Namjoon.her hand slightly clenched Lova's waist.

“ well, how about if your wife joins my wife over there, ordinary women are gathering” pointed at Suho while smiling at the round table where several beautiful women were gathered while being punctuated with laughter.

“ do you mind joining them there ?  I have some business with Mr. Suho that we have to talk about “ Tanya namjoon, Lova just nodded. Inevitably he had to join the women there. Madam Suho has come to soften Lova after Mr. Suho told her that there is a wife from his partner wants to join.

Madam Suho looks very beautiful and kindly welcomes Lova.

“ Happy to channel with you Mrs Joon, come with me “ Mrs Suho invites her to approach the wives of other business partners.

To be honest Lova did not like to gather as it only took time to talk about things that were not too important and the end was definitely gossiping. 

Lova sat down with other colleagues, as she expected after a long time joined the wives of her husband's colleagues to talk about personal matters, starting from revealing how early they could meet her husband, her husband, long time dating, first night after the wedding. All were discussed with antagonism by them.  Lova just fell silent and laughed to just respond to their story. 

“ I am very curious about Mrs Kim this one, because among us Madam Joon who is the luckiest to get a handsome husband and rich children from the no 1 person in Korea, ? how was your first night?? “ Ask someone while teasing Lova.

“ ahhh he,, surely your husband is very gallant right? Moreover, you are still newlyweds must still be warm. ” others join chiming while accompanied by laughter from those who hear it. Lova was quite confused answering their strange question. Because the first night boro-boro sleep alone apart how can the first night?

“soal it,, ahh of course it is very secret “ replied Lova smiled awkwardly, and accompanied by laughter from her newfound colleagues.  It was strange how these people could discuss such deeply personal things to someone he just knew. The lova should be able to adjust to them.

“ I was very curious how much money Mrs Kim, her husband is very dirty, not to mention the gifts given must be branded items and limited edition jewelry.  “ reveal one of them back.

“ ahh he is right, no need to ask again of course very much him over us” replied Mrs Suho.

“ really?? How much money is from your husband, Tonya Joon? “ Ask someone again.

“ emmm of course is more than enough for you “ replied Lova sage.

he only realized about the monthly money, yahhh right monthly money. So far Namjoon has never given the moon money for him, during her time as a wife other than her wedding ring and dowry she never received anything else be it money or jewelry from her husband.

all this time she lived from the results of her hard work, using her own money without asking for a single bit to her husband.

hearing other people's stories is supposed to be a wife to get a living from her husband, but herself?? Wait does he expect Namjoon to give what he should give as the husband in general . give shopping money, monthly money and jewelry? Of course not, she knew enough of herself what her position was, she was just a shadow wife. It's not worth it that he expected all that to Namjoon.

“ ahh,, indeed Madame Joon is very humble, we are so embarrassed, look at us using various jewelry given by our husbands just to look good, but Mrs Joon, look at us, he looks very simple and does not like to show off, but looks elegant, I should like him “ said someone praising Lova, Lova just smiled awkwardly.

Why does this discussion feel so cornered him ? it feels like he really wants to laugh at the compliments from them, not because it is simple and does not like to show off, there is nothing to show off, he laughs and laughs at himself.

Without Lova noticing Namjoon hearing all their conversations, her heart was so touched.

true all this time he never gave anything to Lova. he was too busy with his personal affairs without realizing he was now a husband who has an obligation to support his wife.

Even though their marriage is not based on love, but he should still have to carry out his duties as a husband to support his wife.

He was so selfish, how did he become such a stingy man to his own wife? 

She is also very touched by Lova's wise answer, she can keep the disgrace of her family well, she does not drop or impale herself to others. He behaves as if he always receives anything from himself, when in fact he is a stingy husband never gives anything to his wife..

***

A very sunny Sunday, as usual Lova undergoes her morning activities by preparing breakfast.Unlike usual Namjoon was at home.  The weeks before that Namjoon holiday always spent time with Nesya the lover.

Lova was also quite surprised when Namjoon invited her to go outside for a walk.

No matter where Namjoon was going to take himself away, Lova didn't know.

They have reached their destination, Namjoon invites him to go to the Elite shopping center in Korea. Namjoon parked his car.

" i want to buy something for you" Namjoon said to see Lova who only saw her astonished, both of them still sitting in the car.

" and this,, this, this is my card.wear it for all your needs" Namjoon gave Lova a black card.

Lova didn't take it straight away, she just stared at Namjoon in disbelief.

How could Namjoon who had been indifferent to him suddenly take him for a walk, go to a shopping center, and now give him an infinite black card.

What wind is there?

" Va, take it. lest I be your husband and I take responsibility for all your needs.? don't make me an irresponsible saumi."  Namjoon convinces Lova.

"But..."

" I don't accept rejection".

Lova also took the card given by Namjoon.

"Enhanced". Lova said awkwardly.

Honestly, he was wondering why Namjoon was acting so weird all of a sudden? Why would he do this? Has he changed? Perhaps he had already started accepting her as his wife.

I don't know for sure for now Lova is quite happy because Namjoon invited her to go together.

At least she could feel what it was like to walk with her husband.

Lova hopes this is a good start to her relationship with Namjoon.

Like there is hope.

Namjoon takes Lova to a branded clothing store.

Namjoon tells Lova to choose the clothes she likes.

Lova was quite happy about it.

He was busy choosing a dress while continuing to show his smile, very clearly visible from his face if he was happy, his face looks radiant.

Lova was very enthusiastic when she saw the purple dress that she liked so much, immediately she went into the dress and wanted to take it, but simultaneously there was a hand that was both holding the dress she wanted.

"Lova!"

"Nesea!"

Both Nesya and Lova were surprised that they had chosen the same dress.

Their hands each held some of the clothes.

For a long time they looked at each other.

"I took it first" insisted Nesya.

"Obviously I took it first" Lova didn't want to lose.

"But this shirt is very suitable for me and does not suit you" Nesya snatched the clothes in Lova's hands.

"What do you mean I don't fit in that shirt? " Lova was quite upset with Nesya. For some reason at this time he felt annoyed why he had to meet Nesya.

The dress bond between Nesya and Lova was enough to make them the center of attention, some people saw it and occasionally whispered something.

Namjoon who saw there was a little commotion approached the source of the commotion.

Unexpectedly it turns out that the person is talking about is Nesya and Lova who are none other than her wife and also her lover.

"Nesya, are you here? " Namjoon immediately approached Nesya without caring about Lova. Nesya was quite surprised to find Namjoon accompanying Lova shopping.

" What's going on?" Tanya Namjoon sees Lova and Nesya.

" I wanted to buy this shirt, but Lova took it from me" Nesya explained.

" I didn't take it, obviously we both wanted it and accidentally took it at the same time" Lova told the truth.

" So you guys got one of these clothes?"

"She.and I really want this shirt, isn't it a perfect fit for me? " Say Nesya with a little spoiled.

Namjoon turned to Lova.

"Can you give up and give this shirt to Nesya, we can find another dress that suits you.".

Namjoon's words made Lova's heart seem to be pierced.

It was only a moment ago that Namjoon made himself happy. But now he had been made to hurt again with his words. Again he was more concerned with Nesya than he was. The face that had been radiant now looked unfriendly.

" It always is, why do I always have to give up on Nesya? I'm your wife, are you more concerned with her than your wife? " I don't know the courage from which Lova could say that to Namjoon.

Namjoon was quite surprised and saw some people who heard Lova's words looking at them while whispering.

Namjoon was quite panicked as to why Lova could talk like that in public. Nesya also did not expect Lova to say that. Surely everyone thinks that he's a snatch of people's husbands.

Nesya's face was pale, and she instantly fainted in Namjoon's arms, standing not far from her.

Namjoon looks so panicked to find Nesya unconscious, he wakes up Nesya but remains unconscious .

Without a second thought Namjoon took Nesya to the hospital. Namjoon looked so panicked. It looks so clear from his face. And Lova saw all that.

He was speechless to see Namjoon go take Nesya without caring.

But Lova realized everyone now saw her. He hurried to leave the place and caught up with Namjoon who was carrying Nesya.

Arriving at the hospital, Lova was still silent to her worried husband because Nesya was still unconscious.

Shortly the doctor who handled Nesya came out. Namjoon immediately got up and immediately asked how Nesya was doing of course.

"Are you Nesya's mother's husband? " A question that was enough to offend Lova, clearly Namjoon was her husband.

" Right doctor, I'm her husband, how's she doing doc?" Assert Namjoon without thinking long and saw Lova.

" Nesya's mom is fine, she's just a little stressed and depressed, and for the baby she's fine too" the doctor said.

"A what? Ba baby doc? " Shock Namjoon.

"Really..did you not know your wife is pregnant? His birth age has been 2 months".

Like in a lightning strike in the middle of a hole, Lova no longer knows how to express her feelings.

What is certain that at this time she was very surprised, Nesya was pregnant? Is the child he contains really Namjoon's son?  If it's true that means Nesya's pregnant with Namjoon's son her husband?

He really can't say anything anymore.

The pain was obviously very painful, her husband had already impregnated another woman. I want him to scream.

" The age of the womb is still very vulnerable, your wife should not experience stress and also not be too pressed, it is risky to the fetus it contains". Obviously doctors

Namjoon was no less surprised than Lova. Nesya's pregnant with her child? Will he soon be a father? On the other hand he was very happy because it was what he had hoped to be with Nesya, they always dreamed of living together married and having a child. But on the other hand he was also very confused how Nesya became pregnant while he was married to Lova.

" I'm going to make a prescription for Nesya's mother, let's come to my room" the doctor asked Namjoon to go to his room.

Namjoon immediately looked at Lova who was also looking at him with an indecipherable look. Lova was downcast from not being able to see Namjoon's gaze.

He cried not to accept this reality. Lova went from before Namjoon with tears flowing down her cheeks.

When Namjoon wants to pursue Lova Doctor again invites him to go to the doctor's room to make a prescription for Nesya.

Namjoon finally let Lova go and rushed to the doctor's room.

Lova was half running. Her tears kept flowing. Why do trials keep approaching him?

Nesya pregnant Namjoon's son. He really couldn't imagine it. Why God plays so much on his destiny.

Why should she marry a man who does not love her? he even had a child with a woman who was not his wife. Nesya is 2 months pregnant which means before she married Namjoon already had children from other women.

What's he supposed to do? Go or hold?

This is a very difficult fact for him to accept.

From the beginning she had known that her husband was still in touch with his lover who was none other than his own best friend.

But he did not expect it to be like this. Why did Nesya have to get pregnant? If she gets pregnant then what will happen to her later?

Is Namjoon going to divorce her and marry Nesya for an innocent child?

He must not be selfish, he certainly realizes who he is, of course he must give up and let Namjoon along with Nesya. Moreover, Nesya now contains Namjoon's flesh and blood. Of course Namjoon would prefer Nesya and her son over her.

But does it have to be this fast? He even just wanted to start seizing Namjoon's heart and build a happy and whole household, but it seems that the dream is just wishful thinking.