Hurts

14

This morning Jin was quite startled when he saw Laras for the first time in the kitchen was busy cooking.  Laras is not good at cooking but without Jin knowing he always studied with his trusted household assistant while Jin was in the Office.

She feels bad because every morning Jin always cooks breakfast for her. Though clearly he is his wife, it should be him who cooks breakfast for her husband not the other way around.Medya he took the initiative to learn cooking.

One month of living together in one roof, enough to make the relationship between the two better and there is little development. Although Laras heart has not fully accepted Seokjin but at least his attitude has changed a little, which was always indifferent and jute to seokjin now Laras began to behave normally, be gentle, and always respond to Seokjin. 

But not infrequently also if the mood is not good he will display his attitude back to Seokjin, and Seokjin already understand the attitude of his wife.

Maybe since the incident where Taehyung went into his room and Seokjin came as his protector. Baras has already begun to open his heart to Seokjin, accepting Jin, though not yet completely. Because honestly it is very difficult to forget Taehyung who has been filling his heart. 

But Laras tries to open her heart to the man who is clearly her husband, Jin is very kind, considerate, and also romantic, although sometimes the attitude is always annoying because it often menjili Laras but there is no harm is not Laras accept all that.

She is destined to live with Seokjin, Jin is her soul mate instead of Taehyung so there is no other choice and can do nothing but try to accept Jin as her husband. Although sometimes Taehyng's shadow is always present every time he sees Jin's face which is very similar to Taehyung.

“ Tumben once, has my wife started to realize?  “ Goda Jin while approaching Laras. Laras only saw Jin approaching him.

“ you cook for me ?  “ asked Jin who answered a nod by Laras.

“ since when can my wife cook? “ Jin is still trying Laras, because honestly this is a rare sight for him to see Laras go into the kitchen to cook, usually he who cooks.

Jin deliberately told his maid to return to the main house at night and morning, they will only come to the house during the day to clean up the house that is not possible in the work of his wife Laras and come back again at 6 pm.

“ can you not bother me, I can not concentrate on cooking if you keep asking” said Laras still busy with his cooking.  Jin smiled and something appeared in his mind.

Seokjin hugged Laras from behind, his chin resting on Laras' shoulder. Barrel was surprised and rounded his eyes. Instantly, his activities stopped, there was a strange feeling in him, his heart, for some reason his heart trembled when Seokjin suddenly hugged him gently from behind.

“ What are you warming? “ Seokjin asked, Laras was still staring, then woke up and returned with his cooking activities. 

“ a I cook Lobster” Laras do not concentrate because Jin still hugs him, honestly his activities are disturbed and his concentration is very buoyant.

“ can you let me go, my cooking will not be finished if you keep calling me, you better go take a shower and get ready, won't you go to the office? “

“ alright, forgive me, I'll take a shower first “

Jin let go of his wound, he walked towards his room smiling, Jin thought that Laras would get angry and refuse his wound, but he didn't, Jin was quite happy. Recalling since the incident that night when he slept hugging Laras, Jin began to dare to hug Laras again, but still see the situation first.

It didn't take long, about 20 minutes Jin was done with his morning activities, he was ready to go to the office but before he approached Laras to the dining table for breakfast dishes that had been made by his wife.

When Jin went down everything was ready, Laras had arranged it well. Jin sat across from Laras who was waiting for him.

Jin put on a smile, what a happy morning for him this morning.

How not to make breakfast for him.

Jin began to try to eat the food his wife had made. But the first impression when trying to eat him he was surprised because it was very salty, although Jin knew he was allergic to garlic.

“ How does it feel? “ asked Laras who was fond of it, he felt his cooking was quite good.

Jin just nodded and continued to eat the cooking made by his wife, although Jin knew not only because of the acidity he was also allergic to garlic, Laras put garlic into his cooking, already smelled clearly from the aroma, it was clear, but Jin still ate Laras' cooking to appreciate Laras who had struggled to make food for him.

“ is quite good, but it will be even better if the salt dose is reduced by a little “ said Jin softly. Baras was a little disappointed.

“ eohh what does salinity eat? I'm sorry, I just learned” 

“ is fine, I will still eat the food my wife made, imaksih already made it for me !” jin said still smiling gently.

“ oh it,, O Oppa! “ call Laras hesitate, Sontak Jin choked to hear Laras call him as Oppa.  He immediately took his drinking water.

“ I want to work , I get bored every day at home alone, can I work at your place? “

Tanya Laras hesitated, honestly she was very tired of being at home every day without doing any activities, she wanted to busy herself like other people, especially her graduates of S2 Accounting, she wanted to busy herself, so he was eager to apply his knowledge to the work.

Although Jin has guaranteed his life, but he still wants to feel what it is like to make his own money with his own jeripayah.

Jin had not replied that he was just staring at Laras, as if he understood the boredom of his wife who was at home every day.

“ I will think of it” said Jin back to eating his food. Then he stopped back.

“ but, repeat, what did you call me? Oppa? “ Jin smiles seduces Barrel. Laras blushed in shame, yes she did not consciously call her husband with the designation “Oppa” since when? From the beginning Laras never called Jin with a clear designation, only the designation “hei” or “ Ya” when calling her husband.

“ yes,,, because you are my brother, yes you should be my kaka “

Said Laras keceplosan, immediately Jin fell silent, as if understanding the meaning of the words Laras which means that she should not be her husband, she should be kaka his sister Laras if only there was no matchmaking.

Laras feels there is a change in Jin, he subconsciously has said words that might offend him, he feels bad.

Jin was silent, suddenly his whole body was hot and itchy, Jin scratched his hands to his body, there were some red bumps on Jin's arm.

Laras who realized that he was directly approaching Jin who was in pain, he continued to scratch his body which increasingly caused rash wounds and bumps on the arms, neck, and body.

“ a what's up? why are you like this ? Oppa!” Barrel looks very panicked.

“ a I'm fine, please call doctor Han, have him come here now “ .

Baras immediately took Jin's cellphone and immediately called the doctor.

After a few minutes of waiting for the doctor Han trust Kim family had arrived at the house Laras and immediately checked the state of Jin.

Laras looks very panicked, but the panic disappears when Han's doctor says if there is nothing serious about Jin's wounds, he is only allergic to garlic.

And how surprised Laras after finding out if her husband was injured because of his cooking.

Didn't Jin know that the lobster he was cooking was under the white, but why did he still eat it?  Barrel was touched and felt guilty.

after Han's doctor said goodbye, Laras approached Jin who was lying on his bed.

“ why are you doing that? “ ask Laras .

“ do what? “ Jin pretends not to understand.

“ why are you forcing my food to eat if you know it's under white that makes you allergic? And also my dishes are so salty, why do you still want to eat them?  “ asked Laras slightly raised his voice. He really feels guilty

“ I just want to eat my wife's cooking “ Seokjin greeting sontak make Laras touched, for the sake of appreciating his efforts Jin willing to sacrifice himself.

“ my wife has been trying to cook for me, I can't possibly not eat it “ Jin smiled

“ ma forgive me, next time I will be more careful and ask you first “ Said Laras still feel guilty.

“ is fine, my wife's cooking is very good, until I want to continue drinking water in every mouthful “ Jin said while laughing at Laras teasing. Jin deliberately comforted the sad looking Laras.

“ can you still laugh when it's like this ? “

“ are you worried about me? “ Jin's tease returns, Laras turns his face away.

“ it's okay my allergy is just a moment, later also disappear by yourself, doctor Han has given me the cure. “ Jin smile. 

 

**

The next day, Laras had already cooked the food back for Jin, maybe next he would cook breakfast for Jin, this time he cooked Jin's favorite Naengmyeon (cold Korean noodles), Laras had previously found out about dishes that Jin liked and disliked by calling his mother-in-law.

Jin who knew that was made happy by Laras' increasingly improved attitude towards him.

Jin approached Laras who was serving food at the dinner table.

“ good morning my wife “ greet Jin, Laras just smiled stiffly.

“ oh he,, regarding your request yesterday, I have not been able to decide, but if you want today you can come with me to the office” said Jin.

“ really? Can I come with your kantorm? “ taanya Laras enthusiastic, indeed all this time Laras had never come and did not know her husband's office, so when Jin invited her she was quite happy.

“ yes,, eat first it out prepare , I will wait for you “ . 

Laras finished his hopes and went straight to the bathroom to shower and get ready. While Jin waits while examining some preparations for the presentation at his meeting later.

***

Now Laras has arrived at Seokjin's Office, the office in the field of Perbankngan has a fairly luxurious and tall building with floors that reach 43 floors.

Baras entered following Jin, all employees were very enthusiastic and welcomed the arrival of their CEO, especially now Laras wife of their boss came to visit.

All employees talk about Laras who look very beautiful and look very suitable in pairing with their CEO.

Not infrequently many feel jealous because Laras is very lucky to get a handsome and successful CEO Jin who became their boss.

The genie allowed Laras to enter his great room. Laras sat on the guest sofa next to Jin's oversized desk.

Jin sat in his big chair.

"If there's anything, you can call my secretary Yojun".

Laras nodded. She watched every corner of her husband's room which was quite luxurious, a bright impression emanated in his study.

Soon Yojun, Seokjin's personal assistant and secretary, approached.

Yojun told her something Laras did not understand about her husband's work.

Laras sees Jin talking very seriously to Yojun.

Laras is fascinated when he sees Seokjin's face in serious fashion. The soul of his leadership is enamored in Jin. And honestly Laras really likes Jin who is in serious mode, there is a cold and intimidating aura, it makes Jin look very cool. Laras.

She watched for a long time her husband who was still focused on talking about his work.

Until Jin realized Laras was watching him. Jin replied to look at Laras with an indecipherable look. Laras turned his face away when he knew Jin was currently looking at him as well. He looks a little misbehaved. Jin smiled at his wife's behavior and refocused on his work.

***

***

The day keeps changing.

Tonight Laras is still as usual with his solitary activities.

Maid or their household assistant had already returned to the main house.

Her husband's genie hasn't come home because of overtime.

Now he is alone in a pretty luxurious house.

After a visit to her husband's office, Laras always asked Jin to let her work at his place.

But Jin still does not allow Laras, Jin does not want if Baras soy sauce and also does not want his wife to work.

In her mind a wife is the Queen, she is quite silent in a beautiful house, shopping and waiting for her return.

Jin would most not like it if his wife worked.

What do people say later? He does not want to be called a husband who is unable to support his wife.

So Jin does not allow her to work, she will only allow Laras to work for her, be a good wife and always obey her. Laras could not argue that he was enough to obey Jin's wishes, especially his in-laws did not allow it. So finally Laras can only resign and obey all the words of his in-laws and husband.

Pretty shitty, right? Now Laraspun is silent in his room.

Until now, although the relationship between the two has been quite good, but their sleep problems remain separated.

Laras slept in his room as well as Seokjin who also slept in his room which was not far from Laras' room.

Tonight Laras himself and somehow it feels very gripping because of the heavy rain. The sound of a very loud lightning startled him and made Laras afraid. Laras curled himself up in the blanket, he hid under his thick blanket.

She hopes Jin will be home soon, to be honest she is very afraid to be alone in her house.

Before long the lights suddenly turned off and it suddenly made Laras scream and more frightened.

Pobia barrel of darkness, she is very afraid of darkness.

She was crying, she didn't know what to do? In the past when he was still with Taehyung, he was once locked in a dark warehouse and Taehyung came to his rescue by carrying a very beautiful decorative lamp, Laras no longer felt fear because Taehyung calmed him down.

Taehyung held him in his arms and also protected him, as if he was a light in the darkness. 

Instantly Laras missed Taehyung's figure a lot . Laras wept in fear and he also cried imagining fond memories with Taehyung an ex-lover he might still love.

Long Laras cried himself inside his room, suddenly the sound of knocking on the door sounded.

"Darling, open the door, are you okay inside? " 

There was the voice of Jin from the outside who was worried about Laras.

Jin knew very well that Laras was a dark phobia, so Jin came to accompany Laras and calm him down.

Hearing that Laras suddenly ran to open the door and immediately hugged Jin.

"Tae.I'm afraid.I'm afraid of myself, don't leave me"

The sobbing barrel increasingly tightly hugged Jin.

Jin's heart was immediately shocked to feel the pain in his chest when Laras called his name with the name Taehyung, did Laras make him Taehyung? Does Laras still love Taehyung so much? Questions arose in Jin's head.

Baras still can't forget Taehyung.

He felt that all this time his association with Laras was meaningless, his kind attitude and Gentle Baras did not change his status.

It turns out that in the bottom of his heart still kept the name Taehyung. Then what does he mean to Laras if his heart alone is still for Taehyung?

What she will always be the shadow husband to Laras, exists but never presumes to exist.

She would only consider him as someone else that Taehyung was not as Seokjin her husband.

"Tae..i'm afraid" said Laras still frightened and subconsciously re-cited the name.

Laras still considers himself Taehyung. Jin was disappointed and there was a hint of anger inside him. With a slight hesitation Jin returned Laras' embrace.

"Are you still not able to forget?"

Jin's question suddenly made Laras wake up and look at Jin who looks vaguely because of the darkness. Despite that Laras could see the look in Jin's injured eye.

Laras only realized that the one in his embrace was not Taehyung, and Laras realized his mistake, he had wrongly called Jin Taehyung.

" A I..." Barrel stammered, really he did not know what to say. Laras looked at Seokjin who was looking at him with an intense gaze.

"I'll make you forget it"

Seokjin said as she pulled Laras into her wound, quickly turning Laras' body, cornered her to the wall and immediately kissed Laras' lips.

Baras rounded his eyes.he was very surprised because Seokjin suddenly kissed his lips. Laras tried to rebel but gently Jin held the arch of Laras' neck and deepened his kiss. The barrel is slightly washed away in his kiss.

Seokjin kept on******* Laras lips, but there was no resistance Laras kept her lips tightened and refused to open her mouth.

But with Lihai Jin continuing******* Laras lips gently, barging into the Barrel defenses.

The overstretched barrel finally opened its mouth, and now that they were interlocked, Jin traced every oral cavity of Solas.

Laras closed his eyes as if he was lulled in the first kiss Jin gave him. A kiss from the man who is now her husband.

At first Laras hesitated, but he was swept away and lulled.

There was no harm either because the one who kissed her right now was her own husband.

It was her duty not to refuse the treatment of Jin who was already her husband.

Laras' hand immediately held Jin's arm tightly when Jin slightly clenched his lower lip.

I don't know...Laras was quite confused because his heart, mind and body were not synchronized, when his heart refused, his mind said no but his body seemed to accept all the treatment of Jin.

Long enough for them to cling to each other, Jin finally let go of his link.

Jin kissed Laras' forehead, held his shoulder and looked at Laras. The heart of the barrel instantly beats very fast.

"Please, give me a chance to get inside your heart!" Jin stared in the barrel.

" I know it's hard, forgetting someone you still love so much is hard, but please open your heart to me, I'll make you happy all my life, forget Taebyung, and love me as your husband"

Jin pleaded . Baras looked at Jin inside. Seen from his eyes Jin was very sincere.

"I love you so much, I've been in love with you for a long time "Jin expressed his feelings.

"And long before you knew Taehyung I loved you first" Seokjin said in her heart.

Laras did not answer him, he just looked at Seokjin, seeing the sincerity within him. This was the first time Seokjin had revealed her feelings directly to him.

Although Laras knew without revealing it was clear that Seokjin really loved him.

"Please give me some time" said Laras as he bowed his head.

"I will try to make you fall in love with me" Seokjin said as she carried Laras back into her arms.