Hurts

13

Namjoon stepped foot into Nesya's room in the care.

it didn't take long for Namjoon to be in Nesya's room.

Nesya was already conscious, Nesya was surprised to find herself in a hospital room that she was very unhappy with.

“ why can I be here? :”

“ you passed out dear,,” clear Namjoon. He looked at Nesya's face with an indecipherable look, he also displayed a facial expression that was quite confusing for Nesya.

“ why see me like that? What was? “

“ what have you been feeling lately? “

“ means? What feelings? “ Nesya confused.

“ do you feel any change in you?” namjoon

“ ohh,,, lately I am often nauseous, easily tired, and also not appetite” explained Nesya.

Namjoon sighed .

“ yes,,, that's because you're pregnant “ Namjoon's sudden remark made Nesya surprised.

“ What!? Getting pregnant?? “ asked Nesya in disbelief.

“ yes,,,, you are currently in 2 months. You do not realize it?? “

Nesya sculpted herself unable to say anything. she still did not believe .him pregnant? Yes, I've had the last 2 months he was late for the month, but he didn't pay attention to it. He does not think that he is now two-bodied? In her stomach was her baby with Namjoon. Soon she will be a mother. Does he have to be happy or just behind it? What is certain is that she is now really confused and honest she is not ready to become a mother so soon.

“ why?? Are you unhappy? “ Namjoon asked, Nesya immediately looked towards Namjoon .

“ what is a question??  Do I have to answer?? “ Nesya's eyes glazed over

“ where can I get pregnant while you are married to someone else!” shouted Nesya

“And my career ? how about my career?? I have to how?? I have to scrape this shit? “ Nesya panicked, her tears continued to flow, really at this time she felt very confused. He always dreamed of having a child from Namjoon living happily in one family, but not for now.

“ are you crazy?! You always care and think about your career. Didn't you think about the kid? Is he my son ? your flesh and blood ! you can't wrangle it “ Namjoon insisted. His emotions are a little bit drawn.

“ then I should how ?? I'm asking you, can you divorce Lova right now and marry me ? can not?? Can't do it ?  then I have to how Kim Namjoon ?” As Nesya grew, she cried, Namjoon memorized and hugged her, calming Nesya who was still in shock over her family.

“ you do not have to worry, I will definitely be responsible, I will definitely marry you, not that I have told you, you just have to wait for me” Namjoon stroked Nesya's head.  kissed the top of his head to calm him down.

“ I will never leave you, I will always be there for you and for our son, he said, please hold on and don't even think about burying him “ Namjoon kissed back the top of Nesya's head to calm her down. Nesya did not make a sound she continued to cry in the arms of her lover..

yes it is true, Nesya should not abort her body, the child in her womb is innocent, she is wrong, she should not kill an innocent child. 

**

["Rain has a reason why it fell, but I have no reason why my heart fell on you."

Lova]

I want to cry under the rain, so that no one knows if I am crying.

Perhaps the word was a perfect fit to describe the current state of Lova.

He continued to step under the swift rain water down the road that went nowhere and its destination.

After getting out of the hospital where Nesya and Namjoon are at Lova's soon departure, she doesn't want to continue to be between Namjoon and Nesya. Now he is still walking in the rain. He kept shedding his tears.

because of daydreaming Lova did not realize if she was now in the middle of the road, she continued to step without looking at the left right.

Right across the street a speeding car came and almost hit him. Lova was shocked and immediately sat in front of the car that almost hit her.

if only the owner of the car did not immediately step on the brakes of his car quickly maybe now Lova was sprawled in the middle of the road with injuries.

the owner of the car was also shocked and immediately got out of the car wearing an umbrella to see the person who was almost on his bump.

lova was seen sitting limp while crying, for some reason the car owner's heart felt sorry to see the woman he almost hit, and there was a feeling of familiarity when he saw the woman.

Lova continued to cry while bowing her face. Her shock at being almost hit by a car was nothing to her surprise when she found out another woman was pregnant with her husband's child.

“ Miss, are you okay? are you hurt? “ ask a man who memorized it.

There was no reply from Lova, just a sobbing heard by the car's owner. He feels very guilty.

"Miss, let me help you stand up, if anyone gets hurt I'll take you to the hospital" The man intends to help Lova stand up, but the man was stunned when he saw the face of the woman he almost hit.

"Lova!? Are you that?"

The man called Lova's name, when Lova saw the man who called her name.

Lova was shocked, for quite a while she looked at the man before her.

"Hoseok?!" Lova.

The two stared at each other.  And the instant their hearts shook, the heart skipped a beat.

Their minds drift false back into the past.

The time when they are still together.Bernosalgia remembers the beautiful memories that were created.

Lee Hoseok was Lova's first love while still in college.

The two fell in love with each other. Hoseok has always been touted as a human angel, a man with a million kindness and sincerity, a man who always winnows his bright smile, his gentle demeanor, and his patience, it was able to make Lova who was indifferent to love to be in love with her figure.

He was always there when Lova needed him, he was like a cure for every pain Lova, and like Vitamins that always arouse the spirit of Lova when hunted.

But fate does not unite them, they have not had time to express their feelings.

When Hoseok wanted to express his feelings for Lova, both of them were preoccupied with their work and ideals, Hoseok went abroad to realize his ideals.

Just on the day of his trip abroad Heseok waited for Lova to meet him, but it was as if fate did not allow their meeting. Lova didn't come for a reason .

Until they separated and never met again after approximately 4 years.

both Hoseok and Lova are both more focused on her career.

to this day the two are rediscovered in a fairly dramatic way.

Hoseok almost hit Lova the woman who once filled his heart, no ! maybe even until now the figure of Lova is still always in his heart.

Long time staring at each other, can not be denied from the gaze of the eyes of Hoseok he harbored a feeling of longing for Lova the figure of the woman who always filled his heart, he also felt happy to be reunited with Lova, he also felt happy to be reunited with Lova, likewise with Lova, her heart that now feels pain as if covered with the presence of Hoseok the man who always makes her smile.

the sound of car horns blasting their daydreams.

Hoseok helps Lova stand up and gets her into the car.

at first Lova refused because considering her situation was very messy,. Wet clothes and puffy eyes, really Lova wanted to hide her condition from Hoseok.

but because Hoseok persuaded Lova, he finally wanted to follow Hoseok to get into his car.

long after they were silent, the lova only lowered her head still neutralizing her heart.

“ Long time no see, va” hoseok open voice.

“ how are you? You don't look all right. Is there a problem? “

Hoseok tried to ask because Lova did not look okay.

Lova was speechless she was reluctant to answer Hoseok's question, her eyes turning bright.

“ I'm sorry about that, did anyone get hurt? “ Hoseok kept asking, he felt guilty because he almost hit Lova...

“ notk “ Lova shook her head and came back crying.

Hoseok panicked as to why Lova was crying, various questions popped into his mind.

after a long time did not meet, Lova did not change much she was still very beautiful and charming as before, but there was little that changed. Lova looks so sad.

“ If I may know, why do you keep crying? If there's a problem you can tell me, I'll be ready to listen to you “ .

Lova looked at Hoseok, in her heart she considered whether she should tell him all her problems, or just keep quiet and keep all her problems to herself?

Honestly, at this time Lova really needs someone who can calm herself, hear her complaints, even she really needs someone who can comfort her.

but this is her household problem, she must not open her household disgrace to anyone including Hoseok, especially Hoseok is a person who once filled her heart, how can she tell all her problems.

“ I'm okay, just a little problem with my husband” said Lova smiling looking at Hoseok . yahh Hoseok almost forgot his current status that Lova the woman he still loved was married and already belonged to someone else.

“ ahh,, it's about your wedding, while still in Paris I heard if you are getting married. I'm sorry I wasn't present on your happy day va, “ Ucpa Hoseok in a sad tone. 

“ is fine, I understand very well Hobia-ah” Hoseok was silent staring at Lova, he was sugguuh impressed by Lova's call to him.

“ If there is any reason you should not hesitate, you can share your problems with me, who knows I can help you “ Hoseok smiled.

She knew that Lova was keeping something that she might not have been told.

the youth is still a little awkward, quite confused what to do, until the silence struck.

“oh he,, where did you want to go ? let me drive you? “ ask Hoseok break the silence.

“ I want to go home! Is it okay for you to take me? “ of course not, Hoseok was very happy to deliver Lova, and she was also almost hit Lova should he drive her. He did not expect to see Lova again, his heart was happy enough to see the woman who was always in his heart. Even though she knew that Lova was no longer alone.

Hoseok delivers Lova to his house, before leaving Hoseok gives her card to Lova.