Hurts

17

Days keep changing.One week Nesya has been living with Namjoon.

It has become a routine every day Lova cooks breakfast for herself, Namjoon and Nesya.

Lova is still very heartbroken even though Namjoon always hurts her but she is never absent to do a wife's little duty towards her husband: cook food for her even cook for her honey as well.

It was very common for Lova to see Namjoon's and Nesya's affection every day. His heart seemed to have been immune to seeing that extremely emotionless partner.

Every meal with Nesya was very spoiled, he always asked Namjoon to bribe him with reasons for the baby. Nesya is also always difficult to eat, it makes Namjoon worried and panicked because every meal Nesya will vomit.

Namjoon does not leave for the office just to look after Nesya.

Waiting at that time the presence of Lova was really a shadow or even a statue that was never considered to exist. The more severe Nesya really made Namjoon not have a chance to get close to Lova.

If Namjoon wants to talk to Lova or start worrying about Lova. Nesya always prevented it. She always uses her baby to distract Namjoon from anything including Lova.

Lova almost every day left the house. He left without a destination. He went to avoid the two of them who always make out in his house without looking at the time, situation and conditions.

Lova's pretty sick of it. Therefore he always went out to a quiet and quiet place looking for inspiration for his writing.

He exposes all grievances and frustrations in his writing.

Now Namjoon and Nesya are sitting on the sofa in the middle room.

Nesya wrestled spoiled to Namjoon.

Lova passed them nonchalantly.

Namjoon looks bad because it's been ignoring Lova. Namjoon noticed the motion of Lova who was taking a drink. Lova looked thin and her face looked sad and tired as well.

Namjoon had never thought of Lova. He always focused on Nesya.

Until Namjoon thinks that maybe Lova needs her too?

Namjoon realizes almost every day Lova goes out of the house and comes home late at night.  Without Lova knowing every night Namjoon always sees Lova who just came home.

She always watched Lova from a distance.

Namjoon always asks Lova where to go, with whom and what is she doing out there?

But he had no chance to ask because Nesya was always his main concern. And also Lova herself is very indifferent, and always avoids it.

"Honey my zipper stuck" Rengek Nesya who found a shirt zipper near his chest stuck in his hair.

Sontak Namjoon justifies the zipper of Nesya's clothes so it appears that Namjoon is looking to undress Nesya .

The lova who saw him immediately cleared his throat.

"Make sure you don't hurt him in the open!" Lova said as she moved on. made Namjoon stop his activities.

" why? Are you jealous? " Tanya Nesya made Lova stop her steps.  He turned to look at Nesya who was looking at him with a mocking smile.

" Jealous? I'm not jealous. I just don't want to dirty my eyes" Lova replied.

" It's very clear that you're jealous of Lova.you admit it.I've always been watching you.. You already love Namjoon, right? " Tanya Nesya .

Lova was silent. It is true from the beginning that Lova already loved Namjoon.

" Inget ya va, you're just a wife on paper.. You're not much like a shadow wife. You can't love my lover. In the agreement. After 1 year Namjoon will divorce you and he will marry me" Nasya said.

Lova tightened her hands. Lova was so fed up. Nesya's words made her increasingly aware of her status.

It's true he can't be too deeply in love with Namjoon. He should be able to forget Namjoon and erase his feelings for Namjoon. He must stop hoping.

Because no matter how hard he fought the beginning of the end surely Namjoon would divorce him and he would marry his lover Nesya . Especially now that Nesya is pregnant with her child. There will be a heart that will encourage them to be together. (🎼Lyodra_ Last Message🥀 // backsong)

"I'm very aware of that".

Lova's legs as she left them.

For the umpteenth time Lova again cried lamenting her fate. His heart is getting sick. He really can't take it anymore. He just wants to leave. He needs someone to calm him down. It takes someone to hold her when she's fragile.

At once the figure of Hoseok in his memory.

And Lova quickly opened her phone, opening the contacts she had saved.

Lova called Hoseok.

He sent a message to Hoseok.

("Hobby..do you have time, I want to meet you.I need you.sakitt..I can't take it anymore.hatiku hurt..").

Hoseok replied to Lova's message.

Lova's getting ready to go out to meet Hoseok.

Before going out he had to pass Namjoon and also Nesya who was still sitting in the middle room. Still in the same position.

Nesya was still writhing on Namjoon's chest.

Lova nonchalantly passed them.

" Where are you going va? " Tanya Namjoon made his steps stop.

" It's none of your business" replied Lova Ketus.

Namjoon moved up and held Lova's hand.

" I'm your husband, I have every right to know where my wife is going!".

" Wife?" Lova turned her head and looked at Namjoon.

"Since when do you consider me your wife?

Not that all this time you've only regarded me as the wife of a shadow even a statue that has never been seen and never thought you existed!" Lova almost cried. He threw Namjoon's hand and left.

Namjoon wants to chase after Lova but her hand is blocked by her Nesnya.

" Dear.my stomach hurts" said spoiled Nesya.

Namjoon. He sees Lova's departure but is also distracted by Nesya.

Until finally Namjoon can not pursue Lova. She is confused to chase after Lova but also worries about Nesya who is pregnant with her child.

Samapai finally Namjoon chose to hold Nesya took her to the room to calm her down.

***

Now Lova is sitting together with Hoseok in a park beside the lake.

The air is very cool and the atmosphere is very calm. The clear lake water heeded the eyes.

Yes this place became a favorite place Lova while writing.  And also Lova's place of escape while she was away from Namjoon's house.

" What's up? Tell me" said Jhope manatap Lova who could not hold back her tears.

" I..." Lova couldn't speak. Her tears kept flowing.

It was so painful to see the woman he loved so much cry.

With a slight hesitation Hoseok clasped Lova.

There was no rejection from Lova. Instead, Lova looked comfortable and returned Hoseok's embrace.

Hoseok really calmed Lova down. Lova felt comfortable in the arms of Hoseok.

His heart calmed down a little at the smile Hoseok never changed.

After calming down Lova told him all her problems. Lova decided to tell Hoseok all the household problems because it felt she could no longer bear this burden herself.

She tells from the start of her match with her own best friend until the problem of her husband's lover is pregnant and lives one roof with her.

Lova told me without mentioning her husband's name or lover.

So far Lova does not know the detailed life of a Hoseok. Although Lova used to be a campus with Hoseok but Lova did not know if Hoseok had two younger sisters, one of whom was Nesya who was still one campus with him.

Hoseok also does not know if Lova is actually friendly with Nesya.

Because different majors they sometimes do not meet each other even though it is still one campus. Nesya doesn't want to get too close to her sister on campus given her brother who is very possessive of her. Problem lover and also his best friend he was closed from Hoseok.

Hoseok did not know if the person Lova was telling him was her own sister.

Hoseok was very concerned about what Lova was experiencing. She was also very emotional to hear that her husband was bringing another woman into his house.

How could there be such a cruel and bastard like Lova's husband.

That man was so stupid to hurt a woman as good as Lova.

Hoseok holds Lova's hand. Looks Lova is still teary trying to hold back her tears.

" If you want to cry, cry, never. It'll hurt even more if you don't. My shoulder will always be there when you need it" Hoseok said.

"But please don't cry too much.You don't waste your tears only on the man who hurt you. Please return your beautiful smile " said Hoseok.

Hoseok was very understanding with Lova's feelings as much as possible he tried to calm Lova and was always there when Lova needed her.

Although actually Hoseok's heart also felt pain when he heard the statement that Lova loved the husband who did not take it.

However, she still loves Lova very much, but she realizes that Lova has been cheating on others.

After a long time she finally knew how Lova felt about her.

There's no way Lova loves her while Lova already loves someone else . Loving her own husband.

The feeling he had not had time to express seemed like he would never reveal. He will only hold his own feelings. Enough love in the heart.

Hoseok will always love Lova even though Lova loves others. He will always be there and will always make Lova smile.

She will love Lova sincerely without expecting anything back from Lova.

He will make the person he loves happy without expecting love.

Does not loving someone sincerely not have to get a reply? It makes him happy in his own way.

Because sincere love will be happy to see the person he loves happy. Sometimes his heart is hurt.

Hoseok will never stop as long as the feeling in his heart is still there he will continue to accompany Lova and help her.

(🎼 Iwan Fals _ Let me love you 🌹 // backsong)

**

Namjoon got a message from the people telling him to. Namjoon was very emotional when he found out the results of the report given by his men.

Yes after Lova went Namjoon secretly told his men to follow where Lova went.

And now his men have given the results of the report to Namjoon.

Namjoon's men told him that Lova had gone to a place on Jejo island near the lake with a man. Namjoon's heart is quite hot.

So Lova's always been out to go out with a guy?

Namjoon grew hotter and more emotional when he saw the evidence of some photos sent by his men.  The photo shows Lova hugging a man whose face is not visible.

Namjoon clenched his hands. There was a strange feeling in him.

Why does it feel so uncomfortable to see another man touching his wife.

Is Namjoon jealous?

The time has shown at 21:30 Lova has just arrived at her house.

He entered his house. As he walked around he was shocked by Namjoon who was already standing by the door.

" Where have you been?" Ask Namjoon.

" It's none of your business" replied Lova Ketus.

"It's so nice to go out with a guy till he gets home this late?"

" you mean?" Lova wondered why Namjoon could discuss men. Does Namjoon know that he went with Hoseok? Where does he know?

" You're my wife. You shouldn't have gone with another man. What do people say later?"

Heuh.uh Lova really wanted to laugh at Namjoon.. Does Namjoon have no glass? He doesn't realize how he is? Bring another woman to his house.

Lova had already suffered so much and let them stay and sleep together she never protested. But why is Namjoon currently protesting when he is away with someone else?

" Stop looking at me like I'm your wife. You've never thought of me as a wife. You have no right to forbid me or know my business. Do you remember the deal you made? I'm free to do anything and you don't have to mix it up" Lova said.

" But you're out with another man. Making out with other men in public. Do you want to embarrass our family? What if someone else knows.?" Namjoon.

"Then how about you? you brought another woman to live in this house. Do you think what if other people know..how would the family know? you want to embarrass our family?" Reply Lova.

He felt very satisfied to vent his emotions to Namjoon.

Namjoon could not say anything. Because it's true what Lova said.

If only someone else knew he was taking Nesya to live in his house. What's gonna happen.

Somehow Namjoon was very emotional and would not be willing if Lova went along with another man.

Namjoon wanted to ban Lova but he had no right to ban her. The deal he made himself now troubled him.

Moreover, he also brought Nesya to this house so far Lova never protested.

Why should he protest.

But Namjoon slightly understands Lova starting to spring out of the house after Nesya's whereabouts.

Is it possible that Lova deliberately came out so as not to see him with Nesya.

Namjoon was staring, he realized Lova was gone. Namjoon follows Lova to his room.

Lova almost went into her room but was held by Namjoon's hand.

Namjoon was very close to his face.

" Va wait... I'm sorry I've been so selfish.I beg you not to act like this.  Tomorrow we have to go to my father's house to attend our family event. So please can you go back to acting like you used to not ignore me. At least in front of our parents" . Namjoon pleaded.

There was no response from Lova. He was just listening to Namjoon. After she finished, Lova went straight into her room without caring about Namjoon.

Without Namjoon realizing it turns out Nesya had heard all the quarrels Namjoon and Lova had.