Hurts

16

Lirie is getting ready to go to the office today. The first day of entering work as a model is enough to make his heart pound.

Before leaving Lirie took the time to meet Nesya the kaka who was in the apartment to invite her to go together.

Yes Nesya is very comfortable living in her apartment. He would only come home once a week or even once a month.

Having a kaka who is busy enough makes Lirie feel lonely.

He felt his life was alone. Hoseok was busy with his work as well as Nesya.

" a.. I'm coming" Lirie goes into Nesya's apartment.

" Yes.enter"

" Ka.why aren't you ready? I want to go with you" asked Lirie who saw Nesya still lying in the tidurny spot.

"Why is your face so pale? Are you sick? " Tanya Lirie was astonished because Nesya looked like a sick person. He approached Nesya and immediately held Nesya's forehead.

Nesya looks weak.

" Yes, I'm not feeling well.. I'm not going to the office, I'm going to take a leave of absence for the next few weeks" Nesya said.

"What..? So are you going on vacation? I want to learn to be a model with you.

I'll be there by myself donk ka?"

" You're not alone, Park Jimin will help you, he'll direct everything. And if you have anything, you can talk to Suga. He'll help you too". Nesya.

To be honest Nesya felt very confused by her thirst.

Whether he would tell his sister or not. He was afraid that his sister was disappointed and he was also afraid what if Hoseok found out about her.

It could be that he was the hardest hit to know his beloved sister was pregnant. And who impregnated him was a married man.

Hoseok will definitely feel if he is a kaka who is not good at taking care of his sister until his sister is pregnant out of wedlock.

Nesya was really confused. But in the end Nesya told Lirie everything. Nesya knows Lirie will be able to keep her secret. And Lirie will help him later.

Lirie was shocked to hear the kaka's confession. Initially, Lirie was quite disappointed and did not think how Nesya could still keep in touch with her married ex-lover.

But after Nesya told him everything, Lirie also felt sorry for Nesya.

Eventually Lirie accepts and will help her brother keep his secret and not tell anyone including Hoseok.

He also promised to be serious about running his profession as a model because Nesya asked him to mean that he could replace Nesya as a famous model of the agency that is now his office.

**

After returning from the hospital.

After the incident when knowing that Nesya is pregnant Namjoon's child who is her husband Lova prefers to stay silent and not talk much.

He silenced Namjoon, talking potluck. And as much as possible he avoids meeting Namjoon.

I don't know why it still hurts and seeing Namjoon his heart will hurt even more.

Namjoon noticed Lova's change in attitude towards him.

Lova usually wakes her up, cooks her breakfast passionately and always greets her.

But after the incident Lova changed she did not talk much and was indifferent to him.

Namjoon felt something was missing in him. Quieted by his shadow wife turned out to be quite disturbing thought.

Now it looks like Lova is arranging the results of her cooking. Namjoon came over to Lova.

" Va what are you cooking? " Tanya Namjoon is stale.

" Chacon soup" Lova replied briefly.

" Va.I want to talk to you about something important, can you focus on me". Said Namjoon who saw Lova indifferent to him. Lova replied but did not look towards Namjoon. He focused on what he was doing.

" Speak!" Lova is still sober.

Namjoon sighed.

" Va.I want to bring Nesya to stay here" Namjoon said, making Lova turn to him.

" You don't mind, do you?you know that Nesya's mother is pregnant and her body is still very vulnerable and weak. So I want him

Stay here so I can take care of him"

Namjoon's words suddenly made Lova quite emotionally ignited. He never thought about why Namjoon did it.

Is it not enough to torture his heart and feelings? With her still in contact with Nesya, knowing Nesya was pregnant had already made her heart ache.

Why add more by letting Nesya stay one roof with him?

Is Namjoon crazy? does he have no heart at all? I don't know for sure Lova was very upset. Namjoon did not apologize to her about Nesya's pregnancy.

Oh she Lova just realized if she was just a shadow wife who would never be seen at all.

He wanted to protest and ban Namjoon, but what right did he have?

The agreement, yes the initial agreement that made Lova can not do anything. He can only step down and follow Namjoon's plot.

" It's up" Lova replied briefly.

Lova ate her meal quietly and casually as if there was no feeling of anything.

Finished finishing her meal Lova immediately rushed to the room leaving Namjoon who was still in his position.

Namjoon notices Lova's departure.

After arriving at Lova's room, she locked the door and slowly slumped to the ground.

He held onto the part of his chest that was hurting. Not physical pain but heartache.

She was crying, her tears were flowing.

"Until when will va...until when will you continue like this?" Lova spoke to herself while squeezing her chest.

Sick.his heart really hurts.. Namjoon was so hearty towards her.

Lova realizes that it's not Namjoon's fault but that it's his fault that he loves someone who doesn't love him at all.

He was wrong for harboring feelings for Namjoon.

If Namjoon had known about Lova's feelings, would Namjoon have continued to act like this? Keep hurting her heart.?

***

And sure enough Lova saw from the window Namjoon's room was back. But he did not come alone. Namjoon takes Nesya who will stay with him.

Lova smiled miris.

Namjoon and Nesya rushed into the house.

"Is it no problem?" Tanya Nesya who was a little hesitant would stay in this house together with Lova. However, Nesya still had a little heart to think about the feelings of Lova who had once been his close friend.

But he still follows his ego to stay with Namjoon because Namjoon asked for it.

The day before leaving for Namjoon's office visited Nesya in his apartment. He saw Nesya lying weakly helpless. Namjoon was very worried.

So Namjoon decided to take Nesya to live with him so that he could take care of her. At least if Nesya lives in her house she is not alone there is a maid and also Lova who will help her.

Namjoon was very worried about the fetus in Nesya's birth. He wanted his son to be born well. He was looking forward to it. Namjoon will look after Nesya and her baby.

"Where is Lova invisible?" Nesya asked his eyes.

He was so amazed by Namjoon's luxurious home. If only he had not rejected Namjoon's proposal at that time, it might now be the one who became the Madam in this house instead of Lova.

" He's always in his room" Namjoon said.

" That's it.you have to have a lot of rest"

Namjoon took Nesya upstairs to his room.

Ya Namjoon let Nesya to stay in his house and sleep one room with her.

Semenyara Lova's legitimate wife sleeps separately from her room. It's weird, isn't it?

Lova stood in front of the room adjoining Namjoon's room.

His heart was filled when he saw Namjoon and Nesya together.

His heart always hurts to see them both. Seeing Namjoon's treatment of Nesya was enough to make Lova feel envious.

Especially now Namjoon will stay with Nesya in one room.

Oh god if only this heart was created by human hands maybe now it is also very broken to pieces. Fortunately, this heart was created by God so it is still intact and does not look destroyed but it is very painful.

Lova tried hard to get to Namjoon and Nesnya. Act as if you feel nothing.

" Welcome to our house Nesya, may you stay here "Lova said.

Nesya and Namjoon just looked towards Lova. Namjoon focuses on Lova's neat appearance and focuses on Lova's bag.

Looks like Lova's leaving. Unlike usual Lova out at hours like this.

" Where are you going?" Tanya Namjoon who saw Lova go down the stairs.

"I want to go out for a while" Lova replied without seeing Namjoon. He passed away leaving the lover who did not know himself.

Lova manages to get out of the house which starts to become hell for her.

It feels like going as far away from Namjoon's life as possible.

But it was very unlikely considering their families.

They would be disappointed if he left.

Lova drove her car. I don't know where he's going? He has no definite purpose. He left just to avoid Namjoon and Nesya as well.

Finally he decided to go to his house to see his father and mother.

Lova reasoned to miss her father and mother and her sister. And he also said that he had come to take something important that he had to carry.

Lova did not see the whereabouts of Jungkook's youngest sister. He looked at every corner of his house.

He really misses this house. She desperately longs for the company of herself with Laras and also her younger sister Jungkook.

Lova misses the laughter in this house.

He was always happy when he was with his two younger siblings, seeing the behavior of Laras and also Junkook who was always fighting made him anxious. He really missed that moment.

He had never felt such pain at this moment.His life had now changed drastically. No warmth, no togetherness, no laughter and no love. He wants to go back to a time when he didn't think much about love.

Lova asked Jungkook whereabouts to her mother. Mrs Kim told me everything if Jungkook is currently focusing on pioneering his company. And suddenly make Lova touched and feel proud.

It turns out that her little sister, her baby is now an adult.  He did not expect Jungkook to be that independent and powerful. Establish their own company. He thinks his sister is amazing.

Lama Lova was at her parents' house. No time has shown the hit. 23.00. He must go home soon.

" My mother said she was going home very late" Lova said.

"alright sweetheart..Namjoon must be worried.he must be waiting for his wife to come home. Next time you have to take your husband to stay here".  Kim's mother's smile.

Lova smiled miris hearing her mother's words. Namjoon would not worry at all because next to him there was Nesya.

He's dead, maybe Namjoon won't care.

**

Lova went into her house. The big house is very quiet maybe its residents are already asleep.

When he wanted to enter his room he heard from Namjoon's room Nesya's voice was laughing.

And it is accompanied by ******* spoiled Nesya.

Are they doing it?

Lova asked in her heart. If only he..

God, the pain he's got again.

It seems like this house will indeed be hell for him.

And sure enough when Lova again heard Namjoon's voice sigh she was sure if they were making love.

Lova closed her ears and went straight into the room locking her tightly.

Of course Lova was back crying.

It was enough.this time he could no longer hold himself back. He could no longer bear his own pain.

He wanted someone who would treat his heart wound. Heard her grievances and also calmed her.

Namjoon's...Nesya... You guys are so heartless. Although Namjoon doesn't love me. At least you appreciate me being Namjoon's wife.