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Episode 36's

When my sadness came, especially on Sunday, when my work day was off, I must have a slow time that was afraid to make me think again about him, inevitably I had to forget it.

Driyng.....Driyng......

"Oi Pril, I'm in front of this house, sneak out."

"Loh, look, Zena. Why don't you tell me if you want to come. It's like an impromptu heart like a round tofu."

(i'm on the fast road to Zena)

"Hehehe, you want to surprise you, ah don't ask much, come on into the room, Pril."

"Just in."

a few minutes later..

"Assalamu'alaikum, April."

"Wa'alaikumsalam, I guessed."

"Wow wkwk, we haven't been together for a long time."

"Come in, and in there is Zena."

Their arrival is very sudden, but it's okay, those who will fill my time off. Because it has not met for a long time, vacation time is only filled with stories as if the story is very entertaining until it is not realized time continues to run.

"Well, it's late in the afternoon, it's not hard. We're playing less this morning."

"What time is it in the morning? Yaudah playing until malem, how?"

"Tomorrow I'm nugas nih, so have to go home in a hurry."

"Oh yeah, if that's it."

"Bye Zena, play some more."

"Siapp."

"I'm the same Iren will go home."

"Jaudah here. Usually come home later?"

Iren and Naren accompanied me until night, I confided to him about the Kaki incident at that time. Naren and Iren also encouraged me, so that I would no longer think about him.

Naren and Iren also told her about the incident that happened to her, we told each other. Naren also said that he will soon have a wedding.

"OK dehhh, remember yes, the invitation does not use a partner, if there is a writing partner, then I will not come."

"Jeh April, don't dong."

"You're the April, then I'll come with a partner, right, Ren?"

"Yes okay, but April's pity, she'll be alone later. You want to see zombies hanging around my wedding?"

"Hahahaha, yesya, instead of being happy, later the guests can be afraid to wriggle at our zombie combo."

"Heiii....."

"Hahahaha kidding, Prill."

"Washful of nyari doi, do I want to know someone?"

"No ah, no need, later also the soul mate comes alone. Mending I improve my quality first, let me not be shy."

That night, I was joking. My long-standing single status must be pitied. My friends could not bear to see me alone for half a century.

At 10 p.m., they just returned home. I'm alone again. Actually, it's been a long time since I've told such stories, it's been a long time since I laughed. I am very grateful to you for accompanying me. At a time like this.

I cleaned myself and then cleaned my bed and went to sleep. My sleep quality is very good tonight. The warmth of my best friend is still firmly in my room. That's what made my sleep quality better.

I woke up before dawn and prepared myself to perform the morning prayers and tidying up the writing equipment and teaching materials, as well as the laptop that I later brought to school, after that waiting for Iren, and then waiting for Iren, just went to school.

All my days are as normal as they were yesterday when I had not received any bad news from Feet. For now, I prefer to keep myself busy doing useful things, so I like drawing, gardening, cooking, selling, and others. It turns out that there are many things that can be done to fill free time.

I can also do things that I like, I can get together with my parents and sister. The quality of time is improving. I'm starting to accept everything.

After meeting at that time, I so often met with Kaki again, he also often came to the picket teacher while I was on guard. He likes to leave behind items such as textbooks, package books, bekel, and others. Very often.

When he comes again, again, and again. I realized that my heartbeat was not as chaotic as it used to be when I saw his face, I would soon be approaching the usual phase when I met him. I also often saw him pick up his son. The point is I'll be normal, my feelings will change, not like I used to hurt my own body.

Iren who was initially worried when he saw Legs coming to the picket table again, now he was relieved, he knew that I was acting the way I should have done. Iren knew that my mind had changed towards Legs. Even my heart has been blown away from an unrequited feeling for so many years.

My life is lighter than before, I can also give a warm smile to all the school residents who are here. I don't want to be sad because of love problems that I don't understand yet. I can still live without him, if I let go of him, I become more able to recognize myself, I am not busy finding out his business that seems to be my business as well. I have more time alone, creating more positive thoughts.

I say goodbye, please don't stay in my heart anymore. I'll let you go so you can freely roam wherever you want, whatever, I won't hope for you anymore. May your life continue to go well, may you be able to make your children and wife happy. Memories of my Junior High with you, I will wrap up tightly. The traces of memories I removed with details so that there were no gaps that made me think about those memories. A memory can be scary, when memories take your time and expect too much about someone who never existed. The person is only self-illusions that can make you forget yourself until you finally break yourself with the illusion that has been made.

Now that you and I are other people who have never had memories together, you and I are the ones who accidentally met, that's all. No more than that, and quite like that.

Goodbye, I will rise from the seat that has accompanied me to wait, the bench has also been eaten by age, it is no longer functioning, it must be abandoned. Just like you, who are out of service if I keep waiting for you, there is nothing beautiful when I wait for you, worries, anxieties always haunt me, she said, moreover, every time you were away from me or you disappeared, there was no news from me, for me it was very painful, but that was before, when I was still fooled by your innocent face.