Hiya!! Foot

Episode 13's

The holidays kept making me more wrong, the more time went by, the faster my separation with Zena. My mind is confused, disorganized.

Already faced with longing coupled with separation. I can't imagine how I'll feel when I face the situation head on. The situation of Zena's move. Miris once lived if a friend is lacking.

I was very eager for a vacation, even I was waiting for the first time when I entered Junior High School. If I knew it would be like this, I would pray for the passage of time. I want to enjoy it first. Don't take a vacation yet. Plissc.

Pril spirit, there are still other friends. Hopefully you can be in a class with others. Ikhlaskan Zena's. Single-minded. Single-minded.

I looked at the photos I was going to print, I looked at the photos, the photos of togetherness. Photo memories. I'll print all those pictures, whether it's disgraceful or not I'll print them. These are all my precious memories.

Lovely friendship for just a decade. Hopefully something good will come to visit. It looks like only Sunday yesterday my friend and I were able to get together. Zena was busy taking care of the move. If one cannot play, the other will not play. Comprehensive.

Quiet in the room, digesting every event. All the things I think about in my room. The last place after the activity I could use to melt an unclear mind. Refraining from anger or other emotions, throwing away all the restrained feelings and keeping them in my room. The room is the most comfortable place. A place of self-privacy.

That is my suffering when I talk about friends.

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Speaking of feet. He is active in Pesbue. What did he do online in Pasbue?Is it stalking me? It's a real piety. Maybe you are chatting with someone? or commenting on people's status? Ahh, I don't know what he's doing.

Foot. Foot. Foot. If I could greet him now, looking at him, perhaps my burden would be reduced by one. A heavy burden I carry. Load homesick. Always gnawing at me.

I'd love to turn the clock so I can go back in time for yesterday's replay. I want to be more grateful that my legs are sitting with me. A golden opportunity to know himself. Later I will make sure, we will meet again ka, even though there is a long distance between us.

I smiled as often as. My cheeks are reddened. Shame on my own mind. It's so painful. Too smooth my expectations. When hope is smooth, I am afraid to turn into mules when I see that those expectations only depend and will never be achieved.

My vacation went with dumbbells, playing Pasbue, bengong and playing Pasbue. That is just my life cycle. Dingy. Darkened. Frowsty. If in front of my eyes it will definitely lose a friend and certainly bear the longing.

As the day went on, Zena gave the news to me very impromptu. He said that he had gone to the boarding school. He must go there immediately, and tidy up his things in a new place. There must be many things that make Zena immediately to the boarding school without saying goodbye first. Tomorrow is his first day at the boarding school, he is very enthusiastic. Between sad and happy when he heard his spirit in welcoming the first day of boarding school.

Forget about sadness, as always, when I'm at home waiting for my favorite movie to come out. Cenat cenut love. It was so good to comfort me who was sad.

When the movie came out, I was communicating via device with Iren. Just talking about ordinary things. He also watched a love movie. It is a movie that is on the rise. Who didn't know the movie in its time?

I don't like that word very much. Really don't like it. How do you like your friends disappearing one by one? Just had a good time getting friends like you. But why did you leave? Losing a leg can hurt but if you lose a friend. Run all your life.

Iren said that if he wanted to move to Sulawesi, he wanted to live there, in a new place. He followed the wishes of his parents to live and settle in Sulawesi, where his father's village Iren.

I was happy because I had watched the movie Cinta Cenat Cenut, the pleasure immediately fell. I cried behind a pillow. I was confused, why should they move? There are many other students, why don't they just move?

Yesterday Zena, now Iren, tomorrow who? Why can't you stay here? Let's get together past Junior High, don't you guys want to pass along with me? Hey guys, do you guys have a heart? I'm here with Naren. You don't want to laugh together, cry together, get angry together.

Again Iren gave the news when he was already on his way to Sulawesi. Just like Zena, he suddenly said when he had left for the boarding school. You guys are amazing. I'm sad, upset. Why is there no separation that will later become a beautiful memory. Why does it have to be like this?

O Allah, may it be a good choice for them, if it is not good, please bring them back here, so that I can be with them. So that my life would be more impressed at least for my Junior High story to end with them. Aamiins.

I'm getting out of grief, all so impromptu. There's no puffing. Jleep, it just happened.

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My vacation is only a few weeks away. I practiced getting used to it without my two best friends, at least I still have Naren. Naren is left.

Naren will come to my house tomorrow. Hopefully his arrival will comfort the grief. Hope you give me some good news. Hopefully he doesn't come with the news that he's going to change schools too. I set the time to meet, we agreed that by 9 Naren had already left for my house. Naren was very bored at home, so I told him to play at my house. I also missed meeting my friend. At least I have to get used to this situation, where only me and Naren are left.

The next day, I woke up early and got ready. Before long Naren finally came, a glimpse of me and Naren wondering about Iren. It turns out Iren has already given news to Naren about his move. Likewise Zena, who suddenly gave news if he had gone to the boarding school.

"Udahlah Pril, don't be sad, we should support all their decisions, maybe that's their best choice. We have to let it go, Pril" said Naren

"Yes, even though I am still upset with the two of them, just be careful if I meet, I will pinch their skin to peel" said April

"Hahaha, April is so mean. But they are also cruel" said Naren

That was my conversation that day.