
Every minute I heard it, I immediately saw it, hoping it was coming from my feet. I kept waiting for answers from Feet, until I fell asleep because I waited too long for a reply from him.
Waiting for his message to be carried away in a dream. Dreamed my message was answered by him immediately, and he didn't make me wait for an answer from him. Excited to be able to reply to messages with high speed.
The morning came, I was confused, because I suddenly woke up, so tired that I did not realize that I was sleeping well. I checked my gait, there was a message coming in from Kaki, I couldn't let the message go long, whereas I wanted to occasionally reply for a long time so that he would know what I was feeling, but I'm not capable of doing that. It's like there's a magnet when you see a message from it. I immediately replied to the message.
"Hai,hi. Haha, his kangen brother is the same deck school, not the same as you."
"Kirain ka, haven't seen you in a long time."
After replying to the message, I immediately prepared for school, especially I forgot to prepare textbooks that will be learned later, as a result of my preparation getting longer.
When I think I've done all my luggage, I go straight to the basecamp waiting for my friends to arrive.
"Hi Pril, morning, no errands today?
"Haii, early in the morning, there is no duty, here sit while waiting for the others to come."
If my friends are complete, I go straight to class. Usually if there is a task, I work first in the basecamp. distribute the task project, I work from page to page so many, and so do others, until the task is completed. So it's done sooner, isn't it?
I've been sitting in my classroom, I've been chatting with my friends, I've been sitting with Naren, Iren sitting with Zena. I sat behind Iren and Zena. We could play, chat and do crazy things every day, but we never ran out of chatter or toys.
At school, I was very anxious, I wanted to hurry home because I could not wait to see my salary. I'd like to get a message from him right away, if there is one.
In school I rarely carry a device. I think it is useless to bring a device if the distance of my house is very close, moreover, the device will be collected in the box and collected to the picket teacher's desk. Not just useless if you bring it, equally can not play the device.
After school, I passed the cafe next to my school, when I saw the entrance of the cafe, it turned out that I saw the figure again, he was standing in front of the door, and he also realized my presence, he looked at me, again I was bewitched with his face along with the light at the corner of his lips that made me smile back at him.
I walked home to basecamp and away from him, stepped hard to leave him, I wanted to see him for a long time. But I followed my friend's steps forward. I followed my friend's foot, I stayed away from him, but if I told them, they'd tell me to stay there longer to look at my feet, but after that, they'd fuck me.
Long story short, I got to the basecamp, I told them I saw Legs. They mocked me.
The malem I spent my time sending messages to Kaki, the collision of Feet he replied quickly, until I fell asleep.
Every day I was like that, walking like that just like any other day, maybe the difference, Feet no longer appear in my environment. He disappeared, no longer coming to school. I miss him very much. I can only send her messages and prayers so that someday I can see her again.
But, he changed. He didn't send any more messages until there was no news at all, disappeared without a trace, I was confused to start over, I wanted to start over, but I haven't been able to send a message to him because I'm out of chatter. Until the time of fasting, I can take advantage of the situation to send an apology to him, finally I can chatan with him until Lebaran, a full month I can chatan with him. I also told him that not only was his fast full, but his tarawih prayer had to be full as well. I'm not like this because I want to be considered really pretentious, but I hope that he can use as much as possible this Ramadan. Fortunately, he took my advice.
Until Lebaran arrived, I was still chatan to send the message "Minal Aidin wal Faidzin, Sorry to be born and inner". He also replied to my message like that. After that he and I quietly returned, no more incoming messages from him. I was so scared, because there was no news of him.
For months there was no news, when the practice exam arrived, I just started chatting to him again.
"Assalamu'alaikum ka, how are you?"
"Wa'alaikumsalam, well deck, how are you? Already entered the practice exam?
"Yes ka, sister I want nanya, sister test practice of singing culture what?"
"Sister singing the natural song of the deck, the spirit is the test of practice."
I started a chat with him so I could strengthen myself in the midst of this dizzying time, Feet is one of my many ardentists, after both my parents and my best friend. When the exam came, I became stressed. Anyway if I have a lot of thoughts, surely someone else is talking to me, my answer must not be related to that talk. My friends also regret my behavior like that.
Finally I can take that sickening barrage of exams, everything's sorted out, just wait for graduation and find out the opening information of high school, I'll be a big boy again. So the underclassmen again, there will be a time when the above will go down, and the below will go up, because the process is like that.
After graduation, Alhamdulillah my nem is quite good, I will list the state High School. I wanted one more school with Feet, but my mother wouldn't let me go to school there, because she said, My mother, the school is far away, near the highway. I finally buried my hope, and I chose a school on the edge of housing. It's so sad, my friends, Iren and Zena went to school in one place with Feet, I was alone in school here.
I follow MBS or the student orientation period, a very stressful time for many parties, maybe this time is more dizzy than facing repetition. The time required to buy goods in accordance with the pseudonym of the goods that have been given, and the time that wear attributes such as going to parties, using conical hats and covering the name tag in the form of clothes, and the time that wears attributes like going to parties, using conical hats and hanging clothes, I was in class or she called Clara Oren. So, Clara there are so many, there are Clara red, yellow, blue, and others.
I wear an orange veil, and an orange ribbon. Like a madman. I'm so ashamed.