Hiya!! Foot

Episode 29's

When Pasbue had begun to deserted its fans, and I had rarely opened Pasbue, since a month Kak Pio did not send news. Why would I open the Pasbue app if no one gave me the news. The foot news did not come. Finally I tried to open the Pasbue to eliminate my longing, with the intention to find news of the Kaki, maybe through the Pesbuenya homepage or else I could know about it.

Puigg....

There's an incoming notification, a message from Pio's brother. After a month he disappeared, and then he came back.

"Assalamu'alaikum, deck. How are you doing with your family?"

The message was two days ago, but it could fit. I don't want to make people wait for me. Hehe. I'm good at it.Makanya, I immediately reply to the message.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, Alhamdulillah everything is good ka, brother himself, how are you?"

After replying to the message, I immediately checked his Pasbuenya Kaki account, there was only news about the song he was listening to, the title of the song must be separate. After I knew the song, which I didn't really like at first, but because Kaki liked it, it became my favorite song. If you see a person who likes something, it must be like lightning yes, immediately struck and made his favorite became my favorite too.

I quit the application after knowing the song that is in demand by Kaki, without thinking about the purpose and purpose of Kaki publish it. I was so happy to hear this song, so happy, that I played this song over and over again, but this song is not a song of joy, but a song of sorrow about someone who fights for others, just like I was fighting for her so she could be mine. Come to think of it, it must be impossible, there is no way I have him completely, just by looking at him can make me happy.

The next day, I logged into my Pesbue account again, I monitored my messages first. I saw Pio's message, there was no reply from him, my message that was not answered yesterday, he just read it. Why yes? Is it because I'm late to answering her message?

I was very confused by the attitude of men, just as willing to come and go without saying goodbye. Not all men are like that, I'm sure. After all, the person of Pio's brother is very charming, there is no way he is like other men, there must be a purpose and purpose he did that, he said, he also had a simple ambition that I thought was amazing. Haha really cool, I just knew there was someone who had such ambitions. He wants to be an imam in a mosque, isn't that a great ideal? If work is not his ambition, it is just a tool to try to find sustenance. The woman who got him, must have been very lucky.

I was amazed by him, I didn't know why but I still thought about the Feet, even though there were great people chatting with me, but only the Feet of a man could make my heart beat so fast, and it happened a few years ago. My heart was never like that again. My heart is back to normal.

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As I entered 11th grade, it made me throb even more, as the disappearance of the news from the Feet could make things worse, even though I looked strong, but my heart was fragile. How long have I not filled my day, how long has my vitamin C been extinct. It hurt even more when I realized there was something strange in the profile of the Feet.

There was an incident where I saw the profile, in the bio Kaki, written the name of a real person, I make sure the name is a female name. I fell straight away, I fell, it was my fault why I could make myself fall in love that I ended up actually falling out of love. His profile photo is not animated or landscape images as usual, which I see, he photos so sweet once with the woman next to him.

"Cieee big brother, who's in bio big brother."

"Hahaha, who's the deck."

"Asik nih, PJ (Traks Jadian) dong ka."

"What the hell is dekk."

"Hopefully take it."

One of the follies I did was to pray for him to have a lasting relationship with the person he chose. When I sent that prayer, it was dark. There was no hope with him, I knew something like this would happen. I am not surprised that she was with him, because she was beautiful, I and she could not compete, like heaven and earth. Two things that are different.

Iren also told me about it, even he also told me how romantic legs with the girl. Iren said, Feet bring provisions and eat alone with the girl. Feet often come to her girl class just to give provisions. Hm. Maybe, that leg is being frugal yaa. The story Iren told also sliced through my heart. Thankfully, I was different from her school. Suppose I were in school, I would always see Kaki dating. My heart must have hurt even more. Heartbreak is getting worse.

I spent days, days, and months crying, although tears did not fall but I was grieving. I have to accept all these circumstances. I was so embarrassed, because I had indirectly expressed my feelings with him. I told her to read my blog, where I told her myself and I wrote her initials, and I told her I liked her a lot.

After he read my blog, there were no words to reply to me, nor any words to speak of it. But there I was so happy, because I had already expressed my feelings with her. On the other hand, right now I am embarrassed, embarrassed at all for forcing Kaki to read my blog.

This unrequited love, I felt it, when she was with another woman, and she never saw me as a woman. No matter how much I tried for him, I couldn't see him. Though I ran as fast as I could to be in line with him, but because I was tired after a long run, finally there was a new leaf that fell with a fit parallel to where the feet stood. I, too, who was left behind, looked at their backs which seemed to rise and fall with a loud laugh, as if the world belonged to them alone.

Stupid me, not that I gave up on running after him, but I kept watching the two of them, and kept faithfully waiting for Feet to come to me. I don't know why there's a belief in my mind about the legs that will fall with me. That belief didn't know where it grew from, and it strengthened me to always wait for it. The longer he walked away from me, the harder I sat by myself waiting for his presence.

I believe that he will come back and run hard to come back and be with me.