Hiya!! Foot

Episode 33

After graduating from college, I didn't apply for a job right away, I wanted to have some alone time before I started something. Calm down, get ready, anyway until I'm really ready to decide to work.

When I got my free time, I met my Junior High School principal, and he told me to teach at my Junior High School. I was eager to reject her request, but I felt bad, maybe it was my recovery.

The next day I went to school to apply for a job. Not yet I offered my letter and application file, I was immediately accepted. Tomorrow I can work here.

I used to be a student, now I am a teacher. I teach the nation's generation who will later become successful people, it could be my students' prospective teachers, doctors, lecturers, officials, and others.

Seeing the difference must be very different. I used to accept school assignments, now I give school assignments, I used to sit in the student bench, now I sit in the teacher. Being a teacher is very hard, a teacher is dignified and imitated, so a teacher must reflect a good personality and manners.

When I was this umpteenth age, my friends one by one had given me their invitations. It felt like I could give my invitation to others as well, but yes how, I did not have a lover, only a Leg, a person I loved at that time. At that time, yes, now I also do not know what my heart would be like if I met him, fortunately I never saw him again. His name is also heart, no one knows.

For years I spent alone, tired of being alone. Bored of the questions that are being asked for me.

"When's the wedding?"

"When would you like to know Doi?"

"When will you bring a man here?"

Besides, if you haven't met his soul mate, what would you say? Marriage is not a race event, if you have met a mate, you will definitely marry, who is married, of course, not necessarily a mate. So, no one knows in the future.

Very upset with questions like that, plus, the mother who constantly reveals in public if she wants to have a son-in-law ustad, hahhh, boro-boro dapet ustad, he said, the guy who came closer there was no wkwk.

Anyway if you feel the way I feel right now, you just let go of the people who ask a lot, if you can't be quiet, just answer me, "if the wedding is between Saturday or Sunday", they must be silent. If they are still answering, they stay and then quickly go home and reflect in the room, throw away the annoyance, anger, especially hotter days. Throw away the negative, continue to live your life, positive thinking that God is planning something big.

I know that I still have a little hope for Feet, but that love doesn't have to end beautifully like in ftv-ftv. You should know, the screenplay of the film producer with God's screenplay is very different. If the producer scenario, the people in that scenario are limited, the enemy must be one or two, while God's scenario is infinite, all things can happen if God says it happens. Therefore, many pray to Him, we have nothing to lose if we pray and ask Him. It's guaranteed anyway.

If I think about it, I am close to a guy at Junior High, the rest of me keep my distance from him, hmm maybe there are people who like me in my past life journey, but because my attitude is indifferent, hmm, cold, reserved, he did not dare to approach me. I don't know why either, I've never felt the same, I've never been in love with anyone else. Am I sick already? Sick because my love is lost inside me? So I never felt a similar feeling when I met Foot. Means the feet of the person who may be very reminiscent. Unfortunately, that person is already with the others, he does not like me, love should not force the will even though my love may still be burning. The coals that no longer feel but will grow when I see them again.

I want to see myself, if I still have a sense of him, hopefully I am given the chance to see him again and hopefully my race has gone 100% and no one is left behind.

Actually very tired when the self has not been able to let go completely, even though for years, sometimes I still dream about it. When I want to forget about her and not think about her, she must come in my dreams. When I dream about him, I feel comfortable. Especially when I woke up, the comfort spread until I realized from my sleep.

Often he comes to my dreams, in my dreams, whether it's me or him who always pay attention from afar, maybe he and I were once close together in a dream, he said, but not a single word was uttered by me and him.

In my dream, she was still just like before, there was nothing different at all from what I saw last time when I accidentally met at the mall. I always wondered, did when he came to my dream, did he dream of me too? Or maybe this dream just happened to me? Again one-sided.

Though I have rarely ever monitored his social media accounts, and the last time I saw, when he was still often active on the tweet. Either he's married or he's not, but I'm gonna hope that he gets a girl that suits him. I don't want to have it, the chance of having it is only 0.0000001% for me, very small.

Suppose everyone knew, if I hadn't been able to forget someone purely, I would have been a plumbing material. Especially when I tell my friends, I must be told by a crazy person who is still waiting for him. I told you, I still have faith in him, that I have a bond with him.

Every midnight I pray tahajud, pray for all the good for me, and launch my sustenance. The sustenance is not only treasure, but the sustenance includes treasure, soul mate, friend, it is all sustenance.

Every day I ask to quickly get the best match, there is no breaking in praying. Actually I am still afraid to step into marriage, especially with my rigid attitude, because I rarely get along, I am afraid of my attitude, my future husband will get bored and leave me.