His wife Ustadz Part. 2

89. Remembering Hasna.

Two weeks later,

Afnan looks gloomy every day, only if with children he will look cheerful. Ubaydillah knows, Afnan just does not want if the children feel his sadness.

Two weeks later, Afnan did not set foot in the wooden house. Afnan and the children lived in the main house.

Umi always tried to invite Afnan to talk so as not to be lonely. No one blamed Hasna's choice. Mr. Kyai and Umi always legowo accept Hasna's decision.

Afnan no longer cares about his work, he only goes out of the room when prayer time arrives, or when it is time he teaches the santri. After that he will again confine himself in his room in the main house.

"Darling! here, for the first time you sit down after we're halal and..." Afnan chuckled as he recalled Hasna sitting nervously when Hasna was first brought into the room after their wedding. Afnan shed tears.

His hand rubbed the surface of the mattress covered with white sheets. "Ustadz I'm bleeding!" still gleaming Hasna's words with his potent tone.

Afnan. "Hem, you're funny!" then Afnan went to the balcony of the room. Afnan closed his eyes, remembering the first time he hugged Hasna on the balcony. Hugging her from behind was the sweetest thing she felt.

Hasna's body smells like it's stuck in her nose. Afnan Back moody. Messages or calls from Hasna were ignored, she could not speak to Hasna.

But what he heard from Ubaydillah because Hasna often called Lintang and sent messages. Hasna has started training every day.

Afnan breathed a heavy sigh. He sat on a bench on the balcony. The beautiful high mountain is now visible, when Hasna first saw the mountain which is usually covered with clouds and fog, she was so happy that Afnan was in his arms involuntarily.

"Darling! too many good memories with you. Come back my naughty-anxious wife. Miss you. Really missed you!" afnan's tears just rolled away. Then Afnan was stunned in a voiceless cry.

At nine in the morning, Afnan left the room. Afnan looks sumringah. Ubaydillah had just arrived at the main house, she wanted to invite Afnan to eat together before leaving for work.

Ubaydillah smiled when she saw Afnan just came down from the top floor, with Shalawat humming with a smile.

"A'a bro, are you going to the office?" ask Ubaydillah. Afnan was neat with a white shirt and his arms rolled up and black pants.

"No Deck! Ana wants to get some fresh air, so this tightness breaks down." Afnan said, then he sat on the sofa. His face was decorated with a smile that automatically added to exude the good looks of Afnan, even though he was almost forty years old.

"Oh okay! enjoy the time A'a bro!" ubaydillah said by sitting on the sofa facing Afnan.

"Sorry Deck! Anta still has to bother taking care of his own company. Ana still wanted to neutralize the mood. Now Ana is going to Ninen and Kikinya Nana's house, wanting to reminisce about the moments she met Nana." Afnan said with a smile that did not come off his lips.

"Just relax, need Ana to accompany?" ask Ubaydillah.

"Thank you! Just take care of the job, and Neng Candles, don't let her loose like Nana." Afnan sighed softly, only to realize what he said. His face was immediately gloomy.

Afnan stood up from his seat and he patted Ubaydillah on the shoulder. "Ana goes Deck, Assalamu'alaikum" Afnan said.

"Wa'alaikum hail!"

Ubaydillah was still glued and sat in her place. Ubaydillah immediately stood up and half ran to the wooden house, he just wanted to make sure the latitude was still there and not loose like Hasna.

"Astaghfirullah, Yank!" pekik Lintang, when Ubaydillah went into the room without greeting. The latitude that had just come out of the bathroom and only used a towel was shocked.

"Sorry Yank! Sorry!" Ubaydillah turned her body upside down by closing her eyes. "Loh... argue why should I turn my body and close my eyes? Neng Halal candle for me!"

Ubaydillah immediately approached Lintang who was choosing clothes in front of the closet. "Yank! you want to go to Europe too?"

"Ayank what the hell? why try Europe?" Lintang turned to look at Ubaydillah's face because Ubaydillah hugged her from behind.

"Hem, it's possible to join Nana's Deck as a racer!"

"That's all, I'm not a race guy, if riding I'm a champion, here are also many koq horses, why to Europe."

"Alhamdulillah, it means you will not be separated from me, right?"

"I'm a chicken!" latang said with a frown, "Ayank work there! it's already this afternoon,"Ubaydillah hasn't released Lintang from her embrace.

"Not going to work! I'll take care of you, scared off!"

"Astaghfirullah'alladzim, Ayank!" shouted Lintang, feeling furious about Ubaydillah's behavior.

"For Nana! until Ayank Dav parno! well.address so hostage Ayank Dav, this is all day in the room," grumbled Latang in his inner with the body degenerate temple limp.

**

Afnan just arrived at Hasna's Grandma and Grandpa's house. Afnan was riding Valentino, he was still on the bike opening his helmet. Bik Rumi who had just come out from the back was about to go to the stall, until he was amazed to see the appearance of Afnan who indeed spoiled the eyes.

"Assalamu'alaikum!"

"Bus!"

"Assalamu'alaikum!"

Afnan repeated his greeting that did not go to Bik Rumi replied. Bik Rumi was still standing where she was smiling.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Bik!" Afnan again said his greetings in a rather loud voice.

"Wa-waalaikum Hail! sorry Den, Ustadz," Rumi looked down embarrassed.

Afnan nodded and smiled. "Ninen and Kiki, are you home?" ask Afnan.

Rumi nodded. "There's Den!"

"Well, I'm in Bik!" pamit Afnan and Rumi just nodded while smiling.

Afnan entered the veranda of Grandma Hasna's house, was heard knocking on the door and saying hello. Before long, Grandma Hasna's voice welcomed Afnan's arrival.

"God, Neng Nana! handsome husband, macho kayak so use in living far away, tah kamun Den Ustadz, in my sack girl, kumaha? aih naon ari maneh Rum?"(later if Den Ustdaz in sackin same girl, how? uh what the hell are you Rum?) mumbling Bik Rumi.

Afnan had been inside Ninen Hasna's house, he had sat down and talked to Grandpa Hasna in the living room. The room where for the first time Afnan and Hasna met, when Hasna wore a sexy dress that succeeded in making Iman Afnan fall.

It also appeared a few days later Afnan visited. Hasna was wearing a ninja-like scabbard. Afnan smiled back.

"I'm sorry Nana, son of Ustadz! we failed to prevent him from leaving for Europe" Grandpa Hasna said with a look of regret.

"Hem, it's okay Ki! if by pursuing her dream is part for Nana, then I'm happier. Because the Wife, whom I love is happy." Afnan said with a smile.

Ninen Hasna shed tears. He really felt sorry for Afnan, Ninen felt Afnan's sincerity in his words.

"Thank you Nak Ustadz doesn't hate him!" Ninen finally spoke with tears beginning to fall.

"Where might I hate the Mother of My Children! he sacrificed his life to make me happy! to be a real man is to get the title of Father! which I would never get from any school, because only Nana passed it. Then, do I have to be angry and hate him when he asks a little pleasure from Me to realize his dream to complete the happiness in his life. No Nin!" Afnan smile.

"It would be unfair if I shackled Nana's dream, just because she was a Wife and a Mother. It seems that I also have to sacrifice for Nana's happiness, my sacrifice, Nana deserves! compare the sacrifice of Nana when pregnant and giving birth to my children. So, my sacrifice is currently worthless. Afnan Ikhlas and be happy because Nana chose her path without hypocrisy." Afnan said back. Makes Grandma Hasna cry again.

After a long time chatting, Grandma Hasna finally invited Afnan to eat. After eating, they congregated Dzuhur, Afnan who became a priest.

Afnan took a nap in Hasna's room in her Ninen house. Until Ashar arrives, Afnan returns as the Imam for Ninen, Kiki and Bik Rumi. Afterwards Afnan Pamit returned home.

Sepi came back to Afnan when she reached the small house. Afnan did not return to the Ponpes, he had called Umi to stay at the small house.

All the memories of Hasna came back to greet Afnan. In every corner of the small house are fond memories with Hasna.

Afnan sighed, then he went to the garage of the small house. Red Ferrari car, which is quite long stored in the garage destination.

"Hem, let's have some fun for a second, honey!" afnan muttered with a slanted smile. Then he got into the car and checked the feasibility of the car.

Afnan smiled with satisfaction. All works well as it seems, because Ubaydillah always checks periodically.

Afnan pulled out the car casually. He recalled that when Hasna was angry with jealousy, Afnan smiled happily. The route that you choose is the route that Hasna used to go through.

**

In Ubaydillah's log house.

"Darling! take a shower, I'll drive you to Umi's house. Lothawat! A'a Ustadz seems to be driving his sports car." Ubaydillah hit the ground running when she saw monitoring of Afnan switching from a small house to a highway where he raced with Hasna. That means Afnan is repeating togetherness with Hasna. Ubaydillah had just realized what Afnan meant by looking for fresh air, which is to remember Hasna.

"Yank! just go, I don't need to go to the main house now, just later after the new Maghrib to the main house!" reject Latitude.

"No! must now! I'm afraid you're leaving!"

"Astaghfirullah Ayaaaank! how can I escape if in every outfit I wear, Ayank put a tracker!" pissed Latitude.

"Hehe," Ubaydillah grinned as she rubbed her nape. "You are old!" Ubaydillah lifts the latitude to the bathroom. They shower at the same time.

"It was Nana who made it, I got the sap. Ayank Dav became a parnoan gini, where I spent all day in the room. Watch out for Na! if later returned," threatened Latang in his heart.

**

Afnan was already at a point by the time they raced. Afnan turned his car around like he used to. He maneuvered the doughnut, did a rotating motion on his car, pressed the gas pedal until the engine roared close to the maximum limit of rotation, until the car wheels produce friction that ejects smoke in the end.

A sharp gaze focused on the asphalt in front of him. Until the car stopped turning and the thick smoke slowly began to disappear.

Afnan punched the driver of his car. He inhaled the air deeply, then exhaled it violently, then he was again touched in a cry. I don't know how many cries have been since Hasna left for Europe.

Afnan left the place. The Afnan highway.

On the other hand, Ubaydillah was on her way to a small house with Arif the Assistant. Arif is one of the men's students with good skills and competent in the field of business, Arif has long served in the pesantren as a guide. Therefore Ubaydillah recruited Arif as his Assistant.

"Will Ustadz Afnan go out of town?" ask Arif.

"No, he just needs a breath of fresh air." Hearing Ubaydillah's reply, Arif frowned. Get some fresh air but take the toll, why not just go to the mountains. That was roughly what was in Arif's mind.

Ubaydillah is still monitoring Afnan's movements on his Ipad screen. Ubaydillah was deliberately monitoring Afnan because he was worried about his attitude lately.

Afnan is already on the highway. "Darling! do you remember this moment? if you forget, then I'll remind her for you!" Afnan smile.

"Bismillah!" Afnan started to press the power on his gas pedal. He was chasing the truck in front of him. Take a swing to get into the undercarriage of the truck.

Afnan began to align his car with the side of the truck. First Afnan flickers his front LED lights twice towards the rear view of the truck. Truck drivers understand by honking one horn.

After getting approval from the truck driver, Afnan increasingly mepet under the truck. Once again one flicker from Afnan's lights, telling the truck driver to calm down and run his truck steady.

Afnan began skating into the undercarriage of the truck. "Allahuacbar!" pekik Afnan. his heart raced faster, along with his speed and accuracy in carrying out the maneuver.

With a swift, after skating a few seconds then Afnan control his Ferrari, out under the truck with a matter of seconds anyway, if not, then the wheels of the truck run out.

"Huh! Thank goodness!" shout victory and Gratitude from Afnan. "Darling, look! I did it again. If you're here, you must be scared like that, I love it when you cry and scream in fear!" Afnan cengengesan himself.

Afnan immediately preceded the truck that had helped him to slipstrean on the highway. After several meters ahead of the truck, Afnan turned on his hazard lights for a few seconds as an expression of gratitude. The truck driver blinks the firelight at Afnan, a sign of Afnan's gratitude.

After that Afnan left the truck, making the truck driver and the kernet shake their heads and laugh together because of the relief that has succeeded in helping the red car in front.

Afnan glanced at the now empty bench next door. He used to use a Hasna sports car but remembers Hasna screaming and crying.

**

Ba'da Isya, Afnan returned to the small house. He prayed Maghrib and Isha on the way. Ubaydillah has been in a small house with Arif the assistant.

"A'a Bro! anta's finally home!" Ubaydillah embraces Afnan.

"I'm sorry Ana Dek! it's got Anta worried." Afnan knew that Ubaydillah was worried about him.

"That's it. Ana hope, A'a bro is back like before. As the younger brother who had accompanied A'a bro from childhood and passed the likes, sorrow together! heart Sick kid sees A'a bro slumped like this." Ubaydillah said with a cry.

"Dad! forgive Ana! forgive Ana! Ana feels like she has failed to be a good husband to Nana!"

"No A! Anta did not fail, Anta was the best husband and great husband. If Ana is in Anta's position, it's not necessarily as strong as Anta." Afnan and Ubaydillah no one spoke back. They dissolve in the embrace of sadness, cries without sound Afnan broke in the embrace Ubaydillah, Arif can only see without being able to do anything.

**

Through midnight.

Afnan, Ubaydillah and Arif were sleeping on the mattress on the front floor of the television.

Afnan dreamed about Hasna. "Come, Honey! hold my hand!"

"No By! Nana's guilty of Byby. Nana sinned, Nana has become an ungodly wife!" Hasna did not reach Afnan's hand, Hasna instead moved away.

"Darling...!" call Afnan.

"No By! Ambition always fosters selfishness. What am I really looking for? leave the best thing, for the one that looks good? then regret is the reward I deserve, By! leave Nana alone By! I deserve it. I deserve to regret my selfishness! I found nothing of my ambition other than regret and I deserve it."

"Darling!"

"Astaghfirullah'aladzim's! apparently it's just a dream." Afnan murmured. He rubbed his face rough, sweat spots spreading on his forehead. Afnan immediately woke up and when he saw the clock was at two in the morning, then Afnan decided to pray at night without waking Ubaydillah.

Afnan dissolves in prostration and dhikr. He asked God to open the door of Hasna's Heart, so that all the prayers from her could touch Hasna's qolbu to be able to think again about the Children and herself.

Prayer begging his wife in the prayer.

"Wallazina yaquluna rabbana hab lana min azwajina wa zurriyyatina qurrata a'yuniw waj'alna lil-muttaqina imama.”

It means: And those who say: "Our Lord, grant us our wives and our descendants as well-wishers (we), and make us priests for those who fear. (Al-Furqan, Verse 74)

Prayer for long distance relationship with wife or husband. To keep the wife or husband longing and faithful.

"Walqoytu Alayka Mahabbatam Manna Walitusna A' Ala Ain."

It means: "I bestow upon you the love that comes from Him, that you may be taken care of under His watch."

Pray for the couple to return in his Ridho.

"Qul in kuntum tuhibbuuna Allaha fattabi 'uunii yuhbibkumu Allahu wayaghfirlakum zunuubakum wallahu ghafuurun rahiim "

(Say: "If you (really) love God, follow Me, then God will love and forgive your sins." Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful). (QS Al-Imran :31)

**

Morning Day, please,

"How's it?" ask Ubaydillah to Arif.

"Nihil Brother! A'a Ustadz seems to have come out from before dawn!" reply Arif.

They lost Afnan. Ubaydillah's tracking device didn't work, it looks like Afnan messed up the system before leaving.

The trying! tried!

Ring the Ubaydillah mobile phone.

"Yes, Assalamu'alaikum!"/ Ubaydylah.

"...."/ the caller.

"Okay, I'm going there!"/ Ubaydylah.

Phone connection disconnected.

"Rif, we're going to the HAZ circuit!"

"She, what?" ask Arif.

"A'a Ustadz, since after dawn, he's circled the circuit with his various racing skills he jajal."

"Astagfirullah, it's been hours since dawn, let's Brother."

Ubaydillah and Arif head to the HAZ circuit. Afnan is still cool with slip streams and also doing other maneuvers. It was the dream last night that brought Afnan back to guilt.

Two hours already, Ubaydillah was on the circuit. He watched Afnan's action from above the audience stands. Ubaydillah had already contacted Afnan but, Afnan ignored him. Ubaydillah just hope Afnan immediately ends his silly thing.

Until the sound of the brake squeals and also the wheels of the car at the end of the impact sound surprised Ubaydillah.

Sreetts

Ngiiiikkk

Brugh!

"Innallahi..."

Ubaydillah immediately ran, seeing Afnan's car that had hit the road barrier with a tilted position.

"A'a Bro!" call Ubaydillah in a loud voice after being on the side of the car.

"Ana it's okay Deck! it's just Ana's head is dizzy!" Afnan grinned with sanatai, behind the wheel with the airbag already inflated.

"A'a bro, this is tired. Not breakfast yet!" ubaydillah said, it looks like Afnan's forehead and arms are bleeding.

"From A! let Arif take care of this car!" Ubaydillah helped Afnan out of the car.

"Body A'a bro is hot!"

"Ana's fine Deck!" Afnan is getting pale. It looks like Afnan only eats at his Grandma Hasna's house, Afnan admitted. After that Ubaydillah did not see Afnan eating.

Therefore, the health condition of Afnan decreased due to not eating and fatigue.

"Dad! it's dark!" whisky Afnan.

"We're going to sa~'s house!" ubaydillah has not finished speaking. Afnan was already drooping weakly, he was unconscious.

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