His wife Ustadz Part. 2

88. Hasna's departure to Europe.

The night after Isha, two different sexes who were tied up in a wedding, seemed to be relaxing on the back porch of their house.

It was Afnan and Hasna. "God, the stars are more!" Hasna.

"He's Honey! so beautiful" said Afnan.

"By!"

"Hum!"

Hasna rested her head on Afnan's shoulder. Afnan's hand gently stroked his head.

"Nana's allowed to compete in the race to Europe right?" ask Hasna.

The caress of Afnan's hand on Hasna's head stopped. He heard her breathing heavily. Not speaking or answering Hasna's questions, Afnan even invited Hasna into the house.

"It's been a night, baby! the wind's getting cold. O well Byby hasn't seen the kids before bed. Honey to the room first. Byby wants to see A'a and Dedek!"

"By...!"

"Come, Honey!" Afnan leads Hasna into the house. His hearing seemed to not work, Afnan ignored Hasna's question.

Hasna knows, it's one form of Afnan's pent-up annoyance. He has not allowed Hasna to participate in the world championship of motor racing in Europe.

"It's a good opportunity!" rayu Hasna, struggling spoiled in Afnan's arms, as a seduction that Afnan usually can never refuse.

"Hem, that's good! however, for quite a while, Byby does not want you to go again from Byby's side. With you studying in Turkey alone, it feels to have tormented this inner being, then now you will go again for quite a long time? ever thought? how could I be without you in my days?" ask Afnan.

"By..." Hasna felt guilty.

"We'll talk back later, Byby wants to see the kids. You go to the room first." said Afnan looked cold.

"Ba-good By!" hasna's eyes glazed over.

After tipping Hasna's forehead, Afnan went into Afkha's room first. Hasna went to their room with tears beginning to fall.

Afnan smiled seeing Afkha already asleep. He sat for a while beside Afkha, chanting Shalawat in Afkha's ear in a whisper, then peeked at his Son's forehead, his suit he immediately went to Afsha's room. Kerry did the same to his daughter.

Now Afnan has changed clothes and is already on the bed. Hasna seemed to have fallen asleep, she turned her back on Afnan. After reciting the prayer, Afnan hugged his wife from behind.

**

The next morning, the,

"Biya, Mimma, we're leaving!" say two A after breakfast. The bags are on each shoulder. They're going to school. Their driver was waiting in front of the house.

"It's Nak!" Afnan and Hasna drove the children to the front door. After the children left, Afnan and Hasna returned to the dining table. Afnan continued his breakfast without speaking.

"By! do not let Nana be silent, if you want to be angry, be angry properly. Not quiet like this," Hasna sat on Afnan's lap with her arms around him.

Afnan is still chewing food. "I'm not angry! just thinking and afraid of mispronouncing." Afnan replied.

"It's Nana's dream for a long time! just two years to go through with the contract. When Nana and Lintang in Turkey, weren't we able to get through it?"

"Heem, it's different!" answer Afnan flat.

"By..."

Hasna kissed Afnan's face. But Afnan did not respond. "I'm off to the restaurant, honey! isn't there a lecture schedule for the Hijrah trio this morning?" asked Afnan, Hasna nodded

"Byby's not avoiding me, is he?" tanya Hasna started to rise in rank, uh pitam.

"No! later in the day I have to go to the lobster pond, there is an addition to the order." Afnan immediately retrieved some documents from the room, exiting the room immediately kissed Hasna's forehead.

"Prepare, Neng Candle keburu nyamper!"

Hasna nodded. He drove Afnan to the front door, still inside because he did not wear a veil. Afnan kissed Hasna's forehead again and Hasna kissed Afnan's right hand.

"If going to Europe is one of the joys of your life, because it can achieve dreams! then go!" afnan said for a moment before stepping outside the door without looking.

"But... Byby won't allow it." Hasna replied.

"Most importantly, I told you to leave! my prayers are enough as a blessing."

Afnan closed his eyes for a moment. "I'm leaving! Assalamu'alaikum."

"Wa-waalikumsalam."

Hasna is getting more and more excited. It was obvious that Afnan was getting angry. There will be no harsh words, no swearing or shouting. However, Afnan's cold demeanor was the worst thing Hasna was afraid of, the feeling of being mistaken and the painful feeling that Hasna felt.

Ubaydillah was waiting for Afnan on his porch. After greeting each other and greeting Afnan and Ubaydillah went to his office, Afnan had asked Lintang to see the state of Hasna.

"Ana has told me to leave! not that I allow it. Ana feels guilty, but...Ana hopes Nana understands Ana's attitude. Then, cancel the plan to Europe." Afnan said to Ubaydillah when he was in the car.

"Hem, tough A'a bro! Nana seems to want the championship a lot."

"He understands! what will he be looking for? the matter? is it less with what Ana gave? bliss? did Ana give him less? the popularity? Nana was wrong to think that way. Ana is not sincere if Nana becomes an Audience spectacle. Ana only allowed to appear in public when she was married." Afnan.

"It looks like Nana is just looking for satisfaction A'a bro." replied Ubaydillah.

"Yes and that satisfaction will eventually ensnare him towards a society he is not aware of" Afnan said.

"Astaghfirullah'aladzim." Afnan and Ubaydillah were silent.

"Yes Rabb! forgive me!" afnan said in his mind.

Afnan also did not forget to recite a prayer to appease his wife, the goal of Hasna softened his heart to cancel his intention to go to Europe.

Prayer pleads for the army of the Wife,

الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا وَتَطْمَئِنُّ قُلُوبُهُمْ بِذِكْرِ اللَّهِ ۗ أَلَا بِذِكْرِ اللَّهِ تَطْمَئِنُّ الْقُلُوب

Latent: Allaziina aamanuu wa tathma'innu quluobuhum bizikrillaah, alaa bizikrillaahi tathma'innul-quluub 

That is to say: (It is) those who believe and their hearts are at peace with the remembrance of Allah. Remember, it is only by remembering Allah that the heart is at peace. (Q.S ar-Ra'd: 28 )

***

One Week later,

Hasna is ready to go to Europe. Some of his Team were already in the ponpes to pick up Hasna.

"Mimma, is it important to Europe?" asked Afsha who was now in his arms.

"For Mimma this is important, dear!" hasna answered, Afsha embraced Hasna more tightly.

Afkha appears silent with a hardened jaw, signifying her disapproval of the mother's departure.

Hasna immediately pulled Afkha into her arms. "I'm sorry Mimma, it's been selfish of you." Hasna kissed Afkha's forehead, and eventually Afkha's cry broke, but she hid it in Hasna's chest.

Afnan did not even see the trunk of his nose. Hasna had doubts about his departure, but her Team is now there to pick him up.

After Pamit in Children, Umi, Abi, Lintang and Ubaydillah. Hasna left without a wave of Afnan's hands or a smile.

Just a piece of paper for Hasna that Afnan tipped on Ubaydillah. Afnan is not known of its existence, since dawn Afnan did not return to the wooden house or main house.

"Assalamu'alaikum, My dear!"

"Byby let you go. Take good care of yourself, because Byby can't be with you. Pardon me! Byby wasn't there when you left. But my prayer has sincerely let go of your departure! I wait for you to come back, go home to your husband when you are bored or feel uncomfortable there. Warm hug and kiss my mesraku with you. From a husband who loved so much and now will always miss you."

Afnan Al - jaris.

Hasna was touched in tears. The two hijab-wearing women next to him gently stroked Hasna's back. They are the managers and assistants of Hasna, a community of motor racing lovers.

"Byby, where are you? thanks for still caring about me!" hasna's inner cry still hasn't subsided.

Afnan secretly watched Hasna's departure, after the car that Hasna was riding in was not seen again, so Afnan borrowed the car of one of his guidance teachers to follow Hasna.

Yes Afnan still Afnan whatever his feelings towards Hasna, will not be able to he be indifferent to Hasna.

Afnan followed Hasna until the car headed for the freeway. Afnan smiled bitterly when he saw the car disappear in the swallow toll gate. Tear drops are inevitable. His heart ached when he remembered that his wife would stay for a long time in the country of people.

Back away from him and the kids. Afnan sighed softly to unravel the tightness in his chest.

"See you, honey! I'm waiting for you to come back." Afnan turned his vehicle around with a bad feeling.