His wife Ustadz Part. 2

46. Not Refusing, But Not Accepting.

After a few moments of silence Roy gave an answer.

"I really appreciate the good intentions of Om and princess Om to berta'aruf and then ask for me. I am very happy and also happy. I am very grateful, there are still good people who appreciate my existence at this time. But I beg Om or Dias not to be angry. Sorry I can't give a definitive answer. I have neither accepted nor rejected this goodwill. If we are to be a match! God will surely link us both in a marriage. For now I still have to fix myself. My father is in a cell, in custody with a life sentence. Seeing the condition of my mother who still has to be in care and my condition that has not recovered. Then I dare not accept this proposal, let alone to go further." Firm Roy.

Heard Roy's answer. Papi and Buna Dias look receptive even a little disappointed. But they salute Roy's answer. Papi Dias should respect Roy's decision.

While Dias seems unable to accept Roy's answer. Dias cried and ran outside the main house. The purpose of his rice field where he repeated the lesson, pondered and joked with other princess santri when free time.

"Decond!" roy muttered.

Hasna and Lintang want to chase after Dias.

"Leave it!" pinta Papi Dias's.

*

"Huuuu... huuuu... whoaaa... whoaa."

Dias who was crying silently in the rice field and just sobbing just immediately stopped his crying. When he heard there was another louder voice crying behind the saung and it was a male voice.

"Ah who?" Dias frowns.

Dias also tried to peek from the top of the saung which was only half-sealed. A man was sitting in the saung court crying and wailing.

"gang Iqbal!" dias cried with surprise.

"Iqbal who heard his name called. Then he lifted his face. "Miss Dias!"

Apparently Iqbal was surprised because there was Dias in the saung. Iqbal is not ready for Roy's answer. So he thought Roy received a proposal Dias and than he cried in the main house or dorm room. So Iqbal chose to run to the rice field and cry outside the saung. Not long Dias who did not know there was Iqbal in the place also entered the saung, after running, because disappointed with Roy's answer.

"Our koq's here?" ask Iqbal.

"Don't know! I don't think there's anyone." replied Dias.

"Neng Dias what's going on here? not that there accompany the future priest." Iqbal.

"Not yet! Brother hasn't received Papi's proposal! Huaaaa." The crying of Dias broke.

"in that case, we are both heartbroken and discouraged!" said Roy.

"meaning?" asked Dias between her tears.

"Yes that. Neng Dias is heartbroken by Kang Roy! Ana is heartbroken by Neng Dias. Huaaaa." Iqbal cried back.

"Sorry kang Iqbal. Iyas only likes his brother!"

"All right! Ana's sincere. But can Ana ask for something?" ask Iqbal.

"Thank you Kang Iqbal. Just mention it!"

"If Ana doesn't have the chance to live together with Neng Dias. At least give Ana a chance to cry along with Neng Dias." Pinta Iqbal's.

"All right! Huaaaa." The two of them started crying together. Mutually with various rhythms. Dias inside the saung and Iqbal outside the saung are attached to the Wall of the saung.

Until Maghrib time, they had just ended their cries together. After satisfied crying, they returned to the Ponpes area, Iqbal walked in front with a distance of three meters from Dias and Dias behind him.

*

Roy and Dias cross paths in the mosque area. Roy's been neat with Koko's stelan. They were silent and just glanced. Roy felt sorry to see the eyes of Dias puffy, he knew Dias must have cried out.

"Sorry!" roy said as Dias passed by.

Now they talk to each other.

"I'm sorry! Allow me to fix myself in a better direction. I want to be a good Imam for you! if God has set us up." Said Roy who made Dias's heart immediately flowery.

"Abang! not rejecting Papi's handkerchief?" ask Dias.

"No! I did not refuse, but I could not accept. Let time take me to pick you up to be in one household." Answer matap Roy.

Dias smiled widely. His hopes have not been dashed yet.

"For a while. I'll consider you Brother!" Roy took something out of Koko's pocket. "Now!" Roy stuck out the item without turning his head, holding his edge, so that when Dias took it. Their hands do not touch.

"Just as far as you are! what'sthis?"

"Take it. Remember me When you look at this thing, take my name with you in every prayer. So do I, your Lollipop, I consider you in another form. I will always carry your name, in every prayer." Said Roy.

Dias who heard Roy's request felt that he would float because of his happiness.

Dias grabs Roy's gift carefully. He was afraid to touch Roy's hand.

A Pin or small brooch is Silver in color and depicts a pair of pigeons.

"Thank you, I'm gonna take care of this thing like looking after Brother!" said Dias.

Roy looked up and smiled. Their views now meet. For a moment they looked at each other.

"Astaghfirullah'alladzim!"

both are conscious and soon self-controlled. Roy entered the mosque and Dias returned to the main house with flowers of course.

***

A few months later.

Roy turned out to have a good religious ability behind his first brutal. It's clear Roy, just the wrong association.

Roy is much better. Afnan paid for Roy's foot treatment. Four months later, he stayed at the Hubbul Wathan Pesantren. Roy only uses one walking aid. For Roy to be able to walk normally back like his real hope. According to Afnan, you just need to be more patient.

After Afnan and Ubaydillah and Devano told about the Duke Rengga, it was his threat that Afnan and Ubaydillah attacked him. Until Afnan was injured. So Roy also felt bad, had a bad feeling to Afnan.

Moreover, Afnan helped his mother Roy out of the mental hospital and because of his good psychological condition! so Afnan allowed Roy and his mother to live in the pesantren, occupying one of the building ponpes. Of course Roy is very grateful to the Ponpes family.

Afnan opens job opportunities for Roy! that is opening a small motor workshop. By recruiting santri putra who want to dabble in the automotive world. After three months in Roy's control. The shop is much more profitable than before.

"The painting!"

A fold of paper containing lollipops about Roy's back when he followed the book study. Roy also looked.

Roy knows who threw it. The perpetrator, was grinning and raised his hand with a finger in the form of the letter V. Dias is in the princess santri section. Different behind the group of santri putra.

"Yes! candy again?" roy said without making a sound, he was just moving his lips. Roy tilted his body, in order to reach Dias with his vision.

After the proposal that day, Dias and Roy looked far away to keep their distance. But the last two months of Dias and Roy's relationship like his is developing well! although Roy always thought of Dias as a younger brother. Especially Dias is a bit ignorant.

"Read!" Dias nodded, he did the same thing by speaking without a voice.

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