
Roy read the message on the piece of paper.
"I want to meet and talk! with you, Brother. I have to go back to Jakarta. I don't want to be Brother's sister! I want her to be Brother's Wife!" the contents of Dias's writings.
Roy sighed softly, After reading the message in a piece of paper from Dias.
"Yes! you are beautiful, kind, funny and at the moment our standard of living is very different. Why should I be the one you want! because of my circumstances. Then I no longer have the desire to love a woman." Inner Roy.
"Shut! shut's!" Dias called Roy with a hiss coming out of his mouth.
"Aah!" Roy was aghast from his daydream. Then he asked for a paper from his other son's santri. Usually Iqbal is like a shadow for him, wherever he goes, Iqbal will accompany, wherever he is then Iqbal also exists. But for three days, Iqbal returned to his village. Roy wrote a reply to Dias!
"Ba'da Ashar, I'll wait in the festering area! invite some princess santri to accompany."
Dias so sumringah get a reply message in a piece of paper from Roy.
"OK!" Dias gave the code, by fusing the thumb with his index finger to form the letter O.
"Ekhem! O Son of Adam! do not neglect." The voice of the Ustadz as a guiding teacher also blurted, his speech can be ascertained as a warning not to speak when listening to his guidance.
They also concentrate on what they are learning right now.
***
Wooden house.
"Assalamu'alaikum!" Roy said hello. He wants to talk to Afnan. Afnan just got home.
"Wa'alaikum hail!" sounds good from within. Not long after, Hasna appeared from behind the door.
"Eh Roy! want there's a need with Ustadz?" ask Hasna.
"L-yes Na! Bang Ustadz is there, right?" ask Roy.
"There, was talking to Ubay, Devano and Adrian in the backyard. Just go in yuk!" bring Hasna.
"But Na!" Roy hesitated, because it felt bad if he had to disturb Afnan who was chatting with his brothers.
"Hey. But ...?! never mind. Come inside! rich as anyone, no need to worry. Ustadz also would not mind koq. Go ahead." Bring Hasna.
"Am, ok Na! thank you." thank you, thank you." Roy came in after being arrested. Hasna walked behind Roy after closing the door.
"By! there's Roy!" hasna exclaimed when they had just arrived at the back garden.
"Assalamu'alaikum!" said Roy.
"Wa'alaikum hail!" answer them simultaneously.
"Hi Roy! wah just met again after meeting on Friday." Sapa Afnan friendly.
"Yes Bang Ustadz" replied Roy. "Hi all." Say hello to them Roy.
"Hi! sit Roy, join us." bargain Ubaydillah.
"He Roy! don't worry, we're your family too." Devano.
"Roy Yups. Here." Adrian chiming.
"Of Roy!" afkha's greeting waved her hand from across from where they sat and played, alongside Afsha, Alnaira and Arsya.
"Hi's handsome!" greet Roy.
Elyavira, Lintang and Angela and Hasna who joined them again, were seen chatting on a wooden bench under the shade tree at the end of the park.
Afnan looked at Roy's face carefully, then asked. "Is there anything you can help?"
"Hehe. He Bang! about Dias!" roy replied a bit awkwardly.
"OK! let's talk inside" Afnan said. But it seems Roy is reluctant to move from that place.
After glancing at Ubaydillah, Devano and Adrian. So Roy took out a piece of paper from Koko's pocket, then thrust it to Afnan. "Here alone, the more one knows, God willing, the more prayer and input." Her toilet.
"Good!" Afnan opened the paper and read it, after which, he smiled and gave the paper to Ubaydillah.
"Roy! Roy! according to ana, already, just accept this Dias pinangan. The day after tomorrow, I will return to Jakarta. You'll be nyesel loh." Ubaydillah said as he turned the paper to Devano and Adrian.
"Yes Roy! there is a proposal to come koq even rejected," continued Devano.
"Spirit Roy! what makes you doubt?" ask Adrian.
"Hemmm... My situation! now and then it's different! now I'm just Roy. Without any position. My mother was considered crazy by some people. Dias will be able to understand this situation. I'm afraid Dias is doing this just because of his ego. Right now, I don't have anything to make her happy!" roy.
"Roy! the decision and choice are yours! but if you think like that. It's the same you're inferior and pessimistic and sound desperate." Afnan.
"Come on, Bang Ustdaz." Tukas Roy's. "I beg your advice!"
"Roy! And do not despair of the mercy of God. Verily, those who despair of the mercy of Allah are the disbelievers." (QS. John :87).
"Innalilahi wa innailaihi Rodjiun." their simultaneous response.
"Astaghfirullah'aladzim." Roy says.
"Little picture, Pessimism and despair are enemies of faith because they deny the help of God. Prophet SAW, forbid someone let alone a leader to spread fear and pessimism." Afnan.
"Then, how's Roy?" ask Ubaydillah.
"Hmmm.... If we were a soul mate, there would be a way! for now, I can only afford to take off Dias to return to Jakarta. To continue his education. I also need time to finish my lecture, heal my legs and of course arrange the condition of Mami to be better. Alhamdulillah Mami has returned to worship and she has never had a nightmare again which causes her to scream hysterically if the night." Roy.
"Alhamdulillah."
"How about, the results of the project I recommended?" ask Afnan.
"What project is A'a Bro?" Ubaydillah interrupted with a question before Roy answered.
"Night prayer project, hehe." Afnan grinning.
"Ooh. Sorry Roy! please answer," pinta Ubaydillah.
"Hehe, it's okay. From the beginning of his run, his answer was always the same. After speaking with Abang Ustadz! so my heart grew stronger with the guidance of God." Answer Roy.
"All right! if you have found the answer of every complaint, then choose the best, I can only pray
"Alhamdulillah. God of God Roy! we did not expect, you who used to look like a gangster turned out to have a good temperament, virtuous," said Ubaydillah.
"Ah don't praise me excessively Bang Ustadz Ubay." Roy is ashamed.
They finally laughed together. Continue with the other conversation.
***
Ba'da Ashar's.
At Roy's place, Dias promises to meet.
"But! I miss." Said Dias with a bow.
"Don't say anything inappropriate to someone who isn't halal to you." Roy said softly.
"Sorry!"
"No need to apologize! I understand your feelings. However, it's better if those words are kept, let's say when I'm kosher for you!"
Dias doesn't believe in Roy's good signal. "Of course Brother."
"Oh yeah! the day after tomorrow I will return to Jakarta and continue my education." Dias.
"Go! finish your education, make your Papi proud. After I got the thesis and graduated. I'll come to ask you!" roy's words were very firm.
"Masya Allah TabarakAllah. Brother seriously?" ask Dias not to believe it.
"I will never mess with a decision that involves God in it." Roy answered calmly.
"I will wait for that day to come" said Dias Sumringah.
"My mom wants to meet you. Before you go home, please meet Mami for a moment." Pinta Roy's. They talked by sitting next to each other with a distance of one meter. at the right and left ends they were accompanied by santri son and daughter.
"God Bang insha! I'm going to see Mami Abang." said Dias.
The conversation ended just like that.
***
The next day, Dias met Mami Roy.
"Beautiful!"
Mami Roy said, caressing Dias' cheek.
"Thank you Auntie." Dias.
"Tante just wants to ask about your feelings for the Aunt Son who is currently, not as perfect as before" said Mami Roy.
"Aante! from the beginning Iyas met with Brother! Iyas is already in love. Iyas will accept Brother for who he is." replied Dias.
"Alhamdulillah! thank you, son! Aunty can only wish you all the best."
Mami Roy is crying. And so did Dias. Now they embrace.
**
The day after.
Dias returned to Jakarta.. After saying goodbye to the inhabitants of the Ponpes, now he was already on his way with the Brooch friend Roy. No mean farewell with Roy.
Dias had stopped by the workshop where Roy was scavenging for sustenance. But as usual. Roy will only speak one or two words with a flat face. That makes Dias happy. Roy's promise to propose him will still be fulfilled.
"But! at least I'll get your phone number! so that I can easily contact you, if later I miss Brother how?" ask Dias.
"Sorry! before halal, Brother will not make you fantasize by always contacting me. I don't want to add to the sins of my past! Let this taste work with the Natural on the Permission of God. Holding back the longing for just a little while, I think it would be better, than imagining the no-no when talking. Even if only on the phone. Because later we will have that longing for our entire lives, you can be as happy as you have longing for me. For now, better keep it well miss it."
Dias sighed as she recalled her final conversation with Roy while looking at the silhouette of Roy's picture she took secretly. Because if Roy finds out. Then he will tell you to remove it.
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