
If only I could go back at that time..
When it's just us and it's raining
We laugh together for no reason
Muttering lightly but strengthening
Everyone has gone with the wind..
Dissolved with the rain that once danced among us
I am you and the rain..
Everything lives in my mind
I'm not sure if it's still in your memory
I want to pass...
Sorry, I can't.
I still want you
No. gabe...
I can't stop
Your laugh..
Your wound story...
Your voice..
And everything that's on you
It's always been here..
Andrew closed the book. And put it in his work drawer. Lain his body on the contest.
Pain and pain drained his chest. He knew it was over, but was not willing to let go.
The man was not strong trying hard. The clear thread flowed without permission from her two beautiful eyes.
Their story must end. Regretting there is no use. It must end because of destiny. Who knows what will happen tomorrow. But the heart is not easily moved.
***
The man stared at the window outside his study. The raindrops flowing between the windows caught his attention.
In the distance appeared a pair of men and women sharing under the shade of a blue umbrella. A pair of young lovers, cheerful laughter adorned their faces. It seemed like the rain did not make their hearts cold.
"If I hadn't left. You are here now. Perhaps, poignant and silent need not I guess. I'm just a stupid guy full of ambition" Chris said slowly as he stared far out.
Women are not like the numbers on a definite calculation. If it is less then it will lose, while if more becomes profit. They're more confusing than that.
He knows he was wrong. Is it wrong to expect more now? He wants to be back by his side. Not anyone else.
***
Under the roof of the bus stop. A handsome man stared at the picture of a girl on his pocket watch.
"You and our memories. That's my spirit." he said inwardly.
30 Minutes passed the rain did not subside. The distance that must be traveled is not far anymore. It only takes a few turns on foot.
He walked through the rain. It was no longer ignored by the cold wind. He thought at this moment, he should arrive home soon.
Stacks of work await him. To make dreams come true. His spirit has not faded, his desire is still the same. The woman who always filled the whole space of her heart without exception. No matter what happens later.
"Crazy you Tom! Why rain? Can take shelter first" said his friend who met in the apartment lobby.
He just smiled and passed.
It's always like that. Iceberg men with no expression.
He just thought there was no reason to waste time. If in every second he passes, then the longer he will also meet the idolatry.
***
I occasionally sip hot chocolate while staring far out the window. The rain tonight makes my heart shahdu.
I love the sun, but I also love the rain.
My phone's ringing.
"Yes Dean!" my answer.
"You knew? I miss you." said Dean.
"Hahahah, I guess what Dean is." I replied with a thunderous laugh.
"Well, he laughed. I miss you, please feel a little. My early mood was romantic. Why was it ruined anyway?" dean's Protest.
"Haha.. Pardon me! You're usually silly Dean. So it's kind of funny you say that" I replied
"That's it, probably because tonight's the first rain of the year. After almost 6 months of not going down. So my heart was also carried away by the cold" Dean said.
"My beautiful love does it miss?" asked Dean flirting.
"Hmm.. would you be honest?" askaku.
"It's up to you" replied Dean as if sulking.
"Yes, I miss you too" I said.
"Well, if that's what my dream would be like tonight. Honey, don't sleep late. Especially rain like this. Not good." again said Dean flirting.
"Ga good how?" my many.
"Ga's good. You will miss me even more. I can feel so guilty. If it's like that, don't blame me for forcing you to be my wife" Dean replied.
"That's all you can do." I said.
"Yes. yeah! Hehe.." replied Dean then chuckled.
"Yes, let's go to bed. May we meet in dreamland. Tomorrow morning I'll have to pick you up. Be careful not to go to the office yourself!" threaten Dean.
"Ready boss!" my answer.
"See you baby. Love you so much!" said Dean.
"Love you too Dean, bye!" I said end our conversation.
***
Dean sat leaning against the head of the bed. Just put his cell phone on. His gaze went towards the rain that touched the window of his room.
His fear leads him to an incident. They were in the second grade of high school. It was raining heavily in the hours they got home from school.
With a bicycle through the rain, in the hope that it will soon reach home. Because he was so excited that his bicycle wheel went into the mud. He also fell. His body and clothes were full of mud.
Back there his classmates laughed at him. No one helped him, because by then he had already been branded a bad boy. Even Sally and her friends already considered her an enemy.
But maybe he was wrong..
"Come Dean, I help you stand up" said Sally who was suddenly nearby. Then extend a hand to him with a smile.
Dean looked at Sally's face that was getting wet in the rain. There was a sincere look there. Slowly Dean extended his hand. His heart was not careless, the sense of pleasure seemed to almost throw out from there.
For the first time he could touch the hand of the girl he had adored all this time. I don't know why, the embarrassment was so very much in attendance.
After being helped up by Sally, without saying thank you Dean immediately passed with his bike.
Along the way Dean got home, adorned with a happy smile on his lips.
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Sorry to follow the mellow, got carried away by the rain in the afternoon and tonight.
Thank you to all my friends who have stopped by and read my story.
salutations
vatty