Heart Flakes: Enough Is Enough

Forgive Mama

Berlin, Germany

" Are you crazy?" A man in his doctor suit rubbed his face in frustration.

" Kalev, my son is innocent. He deserves to live. God gave him life in here. I don't want to take his life. Understand." A woman answered with a pale face.

" But you're sick too, Emy! your fetus is still 1 month. later if you are healed, you can still..."

"Enough! Kalev, my decision remains the same. Excuse me first." Emy cut Kalev's words and left the Russian doctor's office. It was his decision to defend the growing fetus in his womb, even though he had to risk his life.

" Emy.I beg you... " Kalev pulled Emy's wrist and pleaded. It was undeniable that she was so happy, when the woman who always filled her heart, contacted her and said that she would stay in Berlin, and begged for her help. But he did not expect the arrival of Emy also brought news that made him shocked. And not to mention the news he received completely, now Emy said that he would not chemo, Emy said, radiotherapy or undergoing craniotomy surgery (a brain surgery process performed by opening the skull bone as a step to remove the tumor that causes impaired brain function.)

His heart feels sore. He didn't want to lose the only woman who stole his heart.

" I'm sorry Kalev. That's my decision. I beg you not to force me again." slowly Emy took off Kalev's hand and walked away.

Kalev's athletic body weakens. Sitting on the floor of his room, he glanced at a photo of the results of PET-Scan (*medical examination conducted to detect a certain disease in the body. PET helps your doctor to know what is happening to the tissues and organs in the body.

This examination uses radiation beams captured by organs in the body with the help of radioactive substances that have been injected at the beginning of the examination*.)

Kalev prefers to wear PET-Scan to better confirm the results he received, when he saw the results of the CT-Scan Emy. Unlike CT scans and MRIs, this examination is arguably more sophisticated, because it can show activity at the cellular level, so PET scans are used to see the development of chronic diseases, such as Emy disease.

" Emy... Why do you prefer your fetus over your life? don't you think about my feelings?" Kalev lowered his head and placed it between his knees.

Meanwhile, the woman who made dr. Kalev, a renowned neurosurgeon in Germany and several countries in Europe, stepped up to enjoy the twilight around the University of Charite Hospital, Berlin. The old building with red brick that is the hallmark of the University, became a special attraction for Emy. Indeed Charite Medical Hospital, where Emy checked his health is a modern building, but around the hospital, still maintains the model and structure of the 17th century building.

Emy chose this hospital because it is an educational hospital in Berlin, affiliated with the Humboldt University of Berlin and the Free University of Berlin. With a number of Collaborative Research Centers, Deutsche Forschungsgemeinschaft, Charite is one of the most research-intensive medical institutions.

In addition, he did not want people he loved to see him suffer because of illness. He also wanted to give his body for research, if indeed later, Yang Kuasa called out to him.

" Daughter, mama will take care of you until you're born. Even though later mama can't see you grow up, mama hope, later you will be a useful child for everyone? I'm sorry, mama, because you can't meet your papa. I'm sorry, dear mama.." said Emy. Tae Yang's words were stirred in his head.

" put the baby away..." His eyes dew every time he remembers the cruel words of the father of the baby in the womb.

" God, why is my way of life so bitter? do I not deserve to be happy? why does happiness seem so far out of my reach?. hiks..." Emy looked down and cried, until a pair of pantofel shoes caught both eyeballs. He looked up and saw the man who helped him while here.

" Ka..lev.." he called me soft.

" Stand up, remember you're pregnant, don't stress too much. I will always be there for you. I'll help... hmm? no, don't cry yeah.I'm sorry.." said Kalev after helping Emy stand up. She hugged Emy's little body. Emy nodded and thanked him in the arms of the firm-minded man.

Kalev walks Emy to the apartment she rented for Emy. He helped make healthy food and gave pregnant milk and drove her to sleep.

It's not just a day two days, but every day that's what Kalev does. Before leaving for the hospital, he will go to Emy's apartment and cook, then provide all the needs of Emy. He even forbade Emy to wash clothes or cook.

2 Months passed, since Emy lived in Berlin. He was happy and sad because of Kalev. Emy is happy because of the care and affection Kalev shows, but she is also sad because she cannot return the man's feelings.

Bored, Emy brings her weak body to walk out of the apartment. He wanted to eat Kartoffelsalat. Typical German food similar to vegetable salads, the contents of this food are potatoes, tomatoes, vinegar, mayonnaise, onions, milk, eggs, and beef. He did not want to review Kalev's work, and decided to buy it himself.

He enjoyed the famous food in Europe. When he was about to pay, his head suddenly dizzy. His sight was blurred and darkened.

totet...

The sound of Ambulance is so loud on the road that is not so crowded, towards Charite Hospital. A gurney was rushed with the body of a woman with a slightly protruding stomach. Face deathly. Doctors and nurses are constantly trying to help.

Kalev who was inside the operating room got a call.

" all right. Do a CT scan immediately." Kalev ordered.

" but doctor, she's pregnant."

" Okay, call dr. Alfred used to check it out." he replied.

" well doctor. yes, it looks like she's a beautiful woman who came here looking for you."

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Kalev's activities stopped, making the assistant and nurse look at him. He saw the object in front of his head. He's doing a craniotomy surgery, he can't just leave it. His hands shook and did not escape the eyes of his assistant.

" sister, call dr. Alfred is now to replace dr. Kalev" Kalev's assistant said. Kalev reflex looked at his assistant.

" Doctor, you will not be able to solve it, if your mind is disturbed. Let dr. Alfred replaced you. It's too dangerous." suggested his assistant doctor.

" All right, thank you. I will continue until dr. Alfred arrives. This can't stop." he said.

" Are you sure, doc?" the assistant looked closely at the doctor's black eyes.