
In her room, Hani was still sad. He is still trying to ask for understanding from both parents in order to approve him to change his beliefs.
Hani was still crying accompanied by the sentence of his plea to his parents. He struggled to get the blessing of his parents. As Umi Halimah said, Hani himself also wanted if his parents were to grieve what Hani did.
"Hani beg Ma.. Pa. Please allow Hani…."
The sentence was repeatedly said by Hani, as if not tirelessly and unyielding.
Suddenly Mama Hani entered into Hani's room with a tray In the tray containing a plate containing food and a glass containing water.
"Eat Hani. The doctor says you should rest and no longer eat late. Drink this vitamin also given by the doctor," said Mama Hani while putting the tray on the table near Hani's bed.
Hani looked at her mother with a pleading face and teary eyes as she said,
"Thank you Ma."
Mama Hani looked pity at her daughter. He really could not bear to see his daughter suffer like that. But he could not accept his daughter's desire to part ways with her family.
Mama and Papa Hani want to walk with their son to heaven. And their tough attitude towards Hani today is a form of affection and their attempt to protect her daughter.
"Ma... Hani–"
"Eat first Hani. Do not disappoint Mama and Papa," said Mama Hani firmly as if not to be denied.
Hani was silent. He obeyed his mother's orders. In his heart rebelled to say the desire of his heart, unfortunately it could not happen. Hani is always taught to be polite to anyone, especially to older people.
After putting the tray containing the food and drink, Mama Hani came out of the room.
Hani stared at the food and drink with his breath. Even he had no desire to eat at the moment.
Hani is tired. He laid himself on his bed, hoping that his tired body could recover soon so that he could fight back to get the blessing of his parents.
Just a few seconds his eyes were closed again. Even the food was not touched at all.
Mama and Papa Hani feel a deep sense of sadness at the current state of her daughter. Even the tears of Mama Hani dripped hearing what her daughter said.
"Pa, did Hani faint again? Why doesn't he make a sound?" mama asked Hani anxiously from outside her daughter's bedroom door.
Papa Hani sighed. His chest felt tight at the current state of his beloved daughter.
"Let's see Ma" said papa Hani as he grabbed the doorknob of the room.
Slowly opened the door to her daughter's room. They breathed a sigh of relief to see her daughter sleeping.
They walked over to his daughter who was lying on her bed.
"Abhi. Abhi. Abhi.. Abhi. Help me. Abhi…."
Hani is back in delirium. With his face implying fear and sweat flooding his forehead and temples, he called out the name Abhiyasa.
"Pa, Hani why Pa?" mama Hani asked with her sobs.
Papa Hani immediately brought his wife closer to their daughter. Mama Hani's hand held her daughter's forehead saying,
"Badan Hani Hot Pa. How'this?"
"It looks like Hani still hasn't eaten and taken her vitamin Ma" said papa Hani, moving her chin to point towards the food and drink.
Mama Hani followed her husband's point of view. He sighed to see that the food and drink he brought was still intact and not touched in the slightest.
"Abhi.. Abhi. Hurry home.. I miss you Abhi..," Hani again delirious.
"Hani.. Hani. wake up Honey. Wake up Hani..," said Mama Hani who broke into tears seeing the condition of her daughter at this time.
Papa Hani picked up the glass containing the drink on the table. He moved Hani's head in a slightly seated position.
"Hani..Wake up. Drink this," said papa Hani while bringing a glass filled with water in front of Hani's mouth.
Papa Hani insisted that Hani's mouth be open. Little by little the drinking water made it into Hani's mouth.
Slowly Hani's eyes opened. He looked at his mother and father who were nearby. Hani's eyes look pretty and her face is a little pale.
"Mama.. Papa..," said Hani while forcing her smile.
"Badan Hani hot. Hani should eat first, after that take the medicine," said Mama Hani while helping Hani sit leaning on the head of her bed.
"Ma... Pa... Can Papa and Mama not approve of Hani's heart's desire?" hani asked with her weak voice and her eyes were back in tears.
Mama Hani looked at her husband who was sighing with her eyes closed. She knew that her current husband would be very hard-pressed to make his choice.
"Is Hani confident in Hani's choice of heart right now?" ask Papa Hani by staring intensely bead his daughter's eyes that look cute.
"Hani sure Pa. It's Hani's will. And no one forced Hani to change Hani's beliefs" Hani replied in a weak voice accompanied by a weak nod of his head.
Papa Hani saw no doubt from his daughter's eyes. He breathed a breath that sounded heavy. Then he said,
"alright. Papa let it go."
Mom Hani turned to her husband and said,
"Pa!"
"Already Ma. Papa can't bear to see our daughter feel tormented like this. Papa only hopes that Hani's decision is correct. Papa also hopes that Hani always get happiness in his life," said Papa Hani with a heavy heart.
Hani's teary eyes now shed her tears. She was crying happily. His struggle to get the blessing of his parents seemed to have paid off.
"Thank you Pa" said Hani softly with a trembling voice and her tears dripping down her cheeks.
Mama Hani sighed which felt heavy on her chest. Even her tears were now dripping down her cheeks looking at her daughter's happiness over the grief of her parents' hearts.
The not-so-powerful Papa Hani endured her grief immediately left her daughter's room. Her heart was so sick that she gave her daughter permission to convert, which was no longer the same as her. Her tears trickled as she felt back the pain of her heart remembering her decision.
However, it could not be denied if even as his parents he could not force his daughter to stay with him, embracing the same religion as him.
"Lord. This may be the best way for everyone. I hope Hani's decision is correct, because there is no religion that teaches bad to its people. Please help me to take it," said Papa Hani accompanied by tears flowing down his cheeks.
In her room, Hani limped trying to get out of her bed. Mama Hani, who was still in tears, quickly grabbed her daughter and said,
"Where are you going Hani?"