Half The Missing Wings

5. The power of Do'a

Every life time will change

Today the dark may shine tomorrow

Failure today can succeed tomorrow

Today love may be lost tomorrow

None of that will ever know.

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The beautiful night, the hooded girl was staring at the stars in the sky, the shining moon that was able to make her eyes reluctant to close, even if only for a second. Whenever Tanya felt sad, she often looked up at the sky from her bedroom window.

“Bombs tonight is so beautiful huh, stars in the sky today are many, see Bomb! now that the moon is no longer lonely, the sky becomes crowded and smiling, if all who live in this world can be like the moon and stars that always live close together, always giving light to those who see it, and always giving light to those who see it, I feel his light is able to make this self have new hope. “ he sighed.

The longer Tanya tried to stay away from Satria at school, the more difficult it was also to get rid of the feeling especially now they often gather, often talk together, even they get closer, at first Satria was cute, indeed, cold, now he was even more attentive to Tanya. He often greeted even though he was staring, he often helped himself when he was in trouble, the point is, now he really changed, it is impossible Tanya also invite Satria to date, while the girl already knew that if dating was forbidden by religion, Tanya's mind was approaching to the level of maturity, she hoped that Satria would marry her later.

“Yesampun...Tanya, you are crazy , your mind is everywhere, you idiot!!“ this girl covered her face with a pillow, while grumbling uneasily.

It's still morning, this girl talked to herself about her attitude last night.

“This morning I must not baper anymore, I must be able to hold my race that is still hidden to him, anyway when I arrive in class I must continue to think about other things. “ While walking he speaks to convince himself, if he can fight that feeling.

Tanya had not had time to put the bag, Mr. Rama had called himself first, he told her to get the books in the library, he had to pick up, while the book that Mr. Rama wants is quite high from the condition of height Tanya.

“Waw... So tall!! where can I take it without the help of something that is able to make me a little higher. “ Then Tanya took a small ladder, for she used to take the book that Mr. Rama wanted, almost she got the book, the ladder she was wearing was broken and kept swaying, and she was still, when he almost fell there was someone who held the stairs so that he did not fall on the floor.

“You all right Tanya? “thya Satria.

“Iya, I'm fine, thanks ya. “ he replied, with sweat on Tanya's face because she was still in shock.

“Other times you be careful yes, if you can't do it yourself you better ask for help with your higher friend, sorry yes I didn't mean to get sucked."

“Iya just relax, sorry to trouble you too. “

Satria took the book, because she was taller than Tanya.

“Thank you, the book you have taken, yaudah I went first afraid Mr. Rama waiting for the book.”

Hoby this girl is babbling on her own, if there is something that has made her heart become sultry because of the love that is still this question mark.

“Tanya, where are you anyway? Ko hasn't been to class. “Teach Kasa.

The hooded girl entered the classroom, when she wanted to be accused Tanya directly in the Kasa pinch, Kasa was furious because Tanya was late in class until she waited a long time.

“Aduhh.. Pain gauze tau.”this girl stroked the hands of former Kasa pinch.

“Want it so the person must be disciplined, do not make his hobby make others wait. “ grunt .

“Sorry deh, I was told to go to the library with Mr. Rama, he asked me to get a book. That's why I'm late to class, after all there are still no teachers as well.”dia explained the chronology.

Kasa was still pouting, Tanya tried to seduce Kasa so that she would not get angry anymore.

“Hmm... Ko you are still pouting, I promise you for today whatever you want I will buy, how? “

“Alright, I will not be angry with you anymore, but there is one condition that you must do today! “

“Pake terms all over again. “

“Already, if you don't want to, I'm angry again. “

Kasa was so happy to make his best friend anxious, that he dared to threaten small.

“Basically you, usually threaten doang, yaudah, what are the conditions? “

“Terms, you have to take me to the bookstore, today. “ replied Kasa, while grinning.

“Yeah, to the bookstore doang, I think you will give strange conditions. “ he said while tidying up the book.

After going home from school they went to the bookstore, it was only Kasa who wanted to buy, finally Tanya also bought books too, When else Tanya can leave the house long enough? because Mr. Adam always forbade himself to go out of the house for too long, Even though with people he knew, Kasa and Tanya finished buying books, they went home each in the afternoon.

“Assalamu'alaikum, Tanya Mommy, Dad. “no one answered the greetings from Tanya , he tried once again. “Assalamu'alaikum, Father , Mother, is anyone home? Ask home. “Still no answer from them, he looked into the room, in the backyard, all the areas of the house he had been looking for, still they did not exist, he said, he called no one to pick up.

“Where the heck, Same father Mother. “anxiety.

From afternoon until night, Tanya, waited for the two to go home to sleep in the guest room, to wait for their arrival. Not long after the phone rang, finally Bu Kinan called, he told me, if tonight they can not go home, because it was out of town to accompany her husband for a few days.

“Assalamu'alaikum darling, sorry Mother same Dad yes, just give the news to you, if we some days can not go home, because Dad was suddenly assigned out of the City. “ as usual is always impromptu, whenever there is work out of town.

“Wa'alaikumsalam Bun, why should it be impromptu kayak gini anyway? Tanya is afraid that she is alone at home, so why do you not immediately tell the same Tanya ? “ she is sad if she has to stay at home by herself.

Then Mr. Adam, apologizing to him by phone, and immediately ended maybe Mr. Adam was busy, until the conversation was not finished. Instead of being alone at home, Tanya calls Kasa to accompany her at home, fortunately Kasa accepts her invitation to stay at her house for three days.

“Assalamu'alaikum, Tanya. “ Gauze at home Tanya.

“Wa'alaikumsalam, I'll open the door shortly. “The answer, while opening the door and bringing the goods carried by Kasa. “Kasa you are allowed, same Mama also Papah you to accompany me for three days. “

“It's quiet, Thank God I'm in love permission ko. “smile.

“ Thank goodness I'm relieved. “

Just arrived at Tanya's house, Kasa had asked Tanya's favorite turtle bomb, Tanya immediately took the Bombom and showed it to Kasa.

“Kasa, Bombom seems to hurt, he looks weak!“ after he showed Bombom, Tanya felt that the animal was sick.

“Try me see. “ He holds Bombom and sees it. “Tan, it seems right Bombom is sick. “Ujar Kasa.

“Aduhh.. How's this! If it is now taken to the Veterinarian too late, hopefully you are strong until tomorrow .

“with full hope, Bombom can recover tomorrow.

As the sun began to rise, Tanya checked Bomb back, she hoped the turtles were still alive, but it turned out that Bombom was no longer moving, she had left Tanya.

“YesAllah Bombom, wake up dong don't stay with me. I kept crying over Bombom ''s departure, Kasa who saw me crying, he asked.

“Tan, why are you crying? You're doing fine! “

“I'm not doing well Sa. “ Answer with a sluggish face.

“You sick? Or you have a problem, just tell me Tan, I'm ready. “He showed to his worries .

“Bombom why? “anyu back.

“Bomb is gone, she left me forever. “she cried even louder.

“Tan, you don't cry anymore dong, I'm not so confused, what to do! Mending, now the bomb we buried. “

This animal-loving girl, could not bear to see Bombom put to her final resting place, Kasa willingly buried Bombom, after finishing taking care of Bombom, she said the last word and immediately went to school.

“Bom, thank you for being my best friend all this time, please forgive me, because I have not had time to take you back to the village. “

Along the way Tanya shed tears, it felt like she was lazy to go to school there was no spirit, although Kasa continued to give her spirit, still she could not stem her sadness.

“Tan has not cried continuously, later we buy a new turtle. “tujarnya while walking backwards.

“I don't want a new turtle, they can't replace Bombom. “ia ignored the Tortoise.

While walking to class, again and again tears fell, continue to mention the name of Bombom, when calm came after Kasa was able to comfort him, by becoming Bombom, he was willing to wear a turtle costume, he said, he wanted Tanya to consider herself Bombom, if Bombom was still his best friend, this incident in the school Theater room at recess, let the quieter he said something.

“Tanya, imagine I am Bombom, what would you say to Bombom? And also imagine that Bombom answered all your words. “

“I just wanted to say miss and sorry. “ that's what the girl wanted to say to Bombom.

“I miss you too Tanya, thank you for taking good care of me, thank you for healing my legs by continuing to treat it, and you don't have to apologize to me, I tell you friend. “

Tanya, never thought, if her best friend was willing to do all this, just for her.

“Sa thanks yes, you have made me calm, and amused by your behavior that makes me laugh amusedly. “

“Iya both. “ Hug.

Tonight Tanya, must be cheerful again, so that at home is not boring, Tanya and Kasa plan to entertain their hearts, with things that are often lacquered girls, namely mascara, mascara, play her pillow all they do at Tanya's house, even though they're both happy. Because this is Kasa's third day of indentation.

“Sa, max yes already want to nemenin me at home. “ujar the girl, with affection.

Sincerity is immeasurable from an apology alone. Sincerity will be measured how we, keep each other feeling. .

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Three days already Mr. Adam and Bu Kinan outside the City, today they returned home, Tanya has really missed their presence , this girl has made preparations to welcome the arrival of her parents, Tanya has really missed their presence, not long after the bell sounded.

Tinongs... Tinongs... Tinongs...

“It must be the same Father Mother. “ said the girl with sumringah, while carrying a cake made by herself.“ briefly Ask open the door. “ excitedly the girl opened the door holding the cake, she thought it was her parents, but it was neither Mr. Adam nor Bu Kinan, but they were Mr. Police.

“Good day, is this really Mr Adam and Bu Kinan's house? “Ask the police.

“It's true sir, they are my parents, so why? “back wonder.

“They had an accident, and now they are in the Hospital. “Jawab Pak Policeman.

“Innalallahi.” The cake he held fell, this girl was so shocked to hear this news her heart screamed, her whole body became helpless.

An hour drive to the hospital, when the girl arrived ran to the room where her parents were treated while wiping her tears that continued to wet her cheeks, until in the nursery, she hugged them, she hugged them, at that time the doctor informed the condition of both, if both are still in a critical state.

“Dad, wakeup!!don't stay Tanya.

“His embrace, then he hugged his Mother who was lying in the care, right next to his Father. “Mother, wake up Tanya miss, Ask beg you not to go, Tanya has no one else, God give me a chance to see the smile of Father and Mother again. “

Tanya, immediately took ablution, then prayed for the healing of her parents, whatever she would do, so that they would be happy again.

“Yes Allah, YesMy Lord, I pray to you in your arms I am strong, in my cries I am calm, when I fall you always wake me up, when the test comes to me, you give me patience, I am calm, God wants me today to beg you for the healing of my Father and Mother, so that you may still allow me to serve both, you still allow me to see her laughter, I beg you yarobbi, I beg you, Robbana'atinna fidunya hasanah walfilakhirati khasanah waqina'ajabannar Aamiin.. "

Some days Tanya, permission not to go to school, because she had to keep her parents in the hospital, Kasa , Satria, Irwan, they came to see the hospital. Tanya could not hold back her tears in front of them, her three best friends were so considerate, they kept encouraging this cunning spoiled girl.

Mr. Adam has been able to get through his critical period, while Bu Kinan is still not past his critical period, Tanya is very happy to see his father aware, but on the one hand he is sad because he still has to see his Mother lying down.

“Alhamdulillah, I've realized Tanya is afraid Dad died Tanya.”

“Alhamdulillah, these are all miracles from God, which we should be grateful for.” Mr. Adam looked at Bu Kinan, he tried to get up to hold Bu Kinan's hand.

"My wife..!! you have to be strong, you have to get through everything, we miss you so much. “Tell Mr. Adam , while grabbing his hand.

“Dad, who is patient yes, God willing Mother must be aware, Mother is a strong person. “

Trying hard in front of Mr. Adam, that's what Tanya is doing right now, Tanya does not want to add to her father's worry, she should be able to be an encouragement for both her parents, in the face of all this.

Allah will not burden a servant with his misfortune,

Unless he can face it.

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Never be weary of the test God has given you, accept it, and God will replace it with every love.

Two weeks later..

A few weeks ago I learned so many lessons about life. From the precious, from the sad, everything felt, to the dead water to witness Tanya's journey all this time, she knew there might still be another test coming in her life, before the test itself comes, he will be more prepared, so that he can be stronger and patient again, until the word despair is not present in him.

And when the disaster befell his family on the last day, he had wanted to complain, wanted to give up with the circumstances of the day, his mind was constantly negative, nothing positive in the slightest, but there are many who always present good thoughts to him, those who always accompany him, those who never leave him, they are God's mediators who have been sent to Tanya, that is, Kasa, Kasa, Satria and Irwan. They are present in Tanya's life to guard her, to lead her, to always be close to her Lord .

Tanya, grateful for all the plans of God that have made her a more steadfast person, with all her trials and she is grateful, God has given her the opportunity to take care of her parents, he said, Now this girl could see the smile on the faces of the two again.

“YaAllah, accept all your opportunities to me, you have saved my Father and Mother from her critical times, now both are better and have been able to go home from the Hospital. “ he said in his heart.

Her smile emanated from her delicate face, her small eyes radiating new hope to continue her life.

There is a series of words that sound up to the sky, there is a series of words that can touch the heart. His power is able to defeat all the rays of the world, he said that is so strong that knocking on the door of the sky That is what is called Do'a.

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Many opportunities that God has given us, many of our unconsciousness on the opportunity itself.Verily we will never be able to know, will God give that opportunity again? Or not!!

Now all we have to do is use the opportunity itself,

At its best.

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