Half The Missing Wings

14. decision

“YaAllah, what should I do. “ this blind eye provides a path that is not easy to implement.

It's not so easy to get approval from Mr. Adam, if this girl does something for her mother, something that will give them some anxiety.

What will this girl do?

Everyone still did not know what big decision to make, suddenly the change came drastically on this girl, an unusual change she did at all, he said, normally this girl did not take too much of a stance she had never done to anyone else, and now she did that, which she usually was alone when doing chores, she said, but now he is doing it together with his fellow psychologists, he is so attentive to them, who had been too focused on his work, now he is more relaxed in his mind.

”most importantly this task is done!“

Then this girl asked Satria, Kasa and Irwan, to go together to spend time, she wanted to make memories that they could never forget, they would always remember all about Tanya, they would always remember all about Tanya, it just so happens that tonight there's a night market, Tanya asks her three best friends to meet there, they'll be treated by Tanya, when there Tanya looks busy on her own, all the games she wants to ride with them. Even though they broke in their faces, they were still not aware of what his best friend was doing, after finishing playing Satria and Irwan came home first, but Kasa was still with Tanya, who was still with him, while there Kasa also began to be aware of Tanya's behavior.

“Tan, does it seem like there is something different in you? Tumben really you invite us to go to the night market, usually you also do not like to go to the night market, but this time it is different, like not Tanya I know, deh, much has changed in you today. “ so many questions.

“It's just your feeling Sa, I'm used to it, nothing has changed in me. “With casual Tanya replied, while eating gulali.

Still Kasa, did not believe his words.

“I'm sure, something is being hidden by Tanya! Butwhat? “ he said in heart.

Tanya, taking something out of her bag, took out a piece of paper that had been neatly polished with a beautiful envelope.

“Sa, I want you to keep this letter until I tell you to read it. “.

“This is what letter anyway? Why should I read it later? Why not now? Where are you going? “

“this letter is a secret, because it is not yet time you read it now, the name of the secret means later, I will never go anywhere, ohiya, later read it with Irwan ya, I will never go, and one more letter to Bara, but you love him, you know the contents of this letter yes Sa. “ he answers all Kasa questions.

The night was getting late, the discussion was finished here, Kasa followed all Tanya's orders without asking anymore.

Tanya sighed, she hoped that the decision she took was correct, she did not want everyone to know now, after the task was completed, the first time she visited her Mother, then Mr. Adam, then, he will ask for permission or permission from her. After that he will come to Satria to give something to her.

“Mother, now that Tanya knows, which wings will go, I hope that if any of us go, the wings are intact, never feel confined in this world, I hope, although it cannot fly freely, there are still many more ways to do things you love, Tanya is sure in every trip we do there will be many things that can provide something that we will never forget at all , I love Mother and Father very much. “ he said in love, so tightly he grasped the hand of the Mother who was lying down.

Time to stay a few more days for this girl to see all her loved ones smile including Bu Kinan.

Now it's his turn, Mr. Adam who he will meet, he asks his father to spend time together, Mr. Adam also agrees to his sweet girl's request.

“Dad, thank you, has taken the time to Tanya, if Mother is with us, surely this family will be more complete. “ said the girl with her teary eyes.

“May Mother, quickly recover, we do’ only. “ said Mr. Adam.

“InsyaAllah, Mommy is sure to heal, Mommy will stay with Dad for good.”

“And you also dong. “ Mr. Adam pulls Tanya's nose.

Tanya, just smile.

“If destiny is not together, at least I will always be there for you.“he said in his heart.

Both of them, back to the hospital.

“Dad just go there, Tanya want to go to the toilet first. “

He was fooling Mr. Adam, actually he went to see the Doctor, instead of going to the toilet, he wanted to say if the one who would donate the heart to his Mother was him, he asked the Doctor to keep this a secret first, he said, initially the Doctor refused the decision Ask .

“Sorry Tanya, I cannot take this risk, especially if I have to keep this a secret from your parents. “ said Doctor.

“Alright, I will obey your decision, before it is done I will check your heart condition first, and you have to promise, now you go to your Father and ask permission from him.“advice from Doctor.

This girl, already round with her decision , she spoke without bases, stale too long when she met Mr. Adam.

“Dad, Tanya already knows who will donate a heart for Mother. “ he said with a heavy feeling.

“Who will donate his heart, I want to meet him. “ immediately his face sumringah, Mr. Adam was happy to hear this news, but immediately his face became sad, all mixed into one.

“Pendonor was already in front of Dad, namely Tanya. “he said so firmly, able to change the expression of Mr. Adam turned angry.

“Tanya!! You don't go crazy, I don't want you to do it all, I want you to change your decision right now, otherwise you do it right now, Dad will never be able to forgive himself. “ almost Mr. Adam slapped Tanya.

“I, will never be able to change the decision I have made, I want Mommy to be safe, even though I donated this heart to Mommy, I remain with you in Mommy, she said, you can still feel the existence of Tanya, Ask for Well, please give Father's blessing this is the only way to save Mother, only two more days Yah. “iya ask that Mr. Adam give his permission, so please, Tanya continued to hold the hand of Mr. Adam, while Mr. Adam could only turn his face away. “Yes, answer me, don't do it the same Tanya, I'm willing to sacrifice everything for Daddy or Mommy.”

“If suppose the Father is in the position of Mother, is it possible that you will do the same? “ asked Mr. Adam with flowing tears.

“Yes, Tanya will do the same, Tanya is willing to sacrifice for you.” she replied firmly.

Doctor, approached Mr. Adam to ask for his autograph, his hands were so trembling while holding a pen, he would not be willing if Tanya had to do that, he was their favorite child, he was, Mr. Adam was confused what to say later to his wife after he realized, on the other hand Tanya who continued to beg Mr. Adam to sign immediately.

“Dad, come sign, Doctor is waiting. “smiles believe Mr. Adam.

“Father need not feel guilty, Father must decide for himself, if Father does not sign this letter, then Father will lose Mother or me forever. “

With the forced of Mr. Adam, signed this letter, when he finished signing, he immediately went to see his wife, Tanya following his father.

“Dad, thank you, because Dad has taken a very hard decision to do, please forgive Tanya who has made Dad sad, Tanya sure someday Dad can accept all this reality, he said, maybe this is the destiny of Tanya that God wrote. “ he said while holding the shoulder of Mr. Adam.

“Then what about Satria?! with your wedding! “ his hopeful ask, his daughter can change her decision.

“Tanya already know, Dad will definitely ask this, Daddy take it easy I have mengikhlaskan everything, tomorrow I will go to Satria. “in fact this girl can not change everything.

The sun began to rise, showing its most beautiful light, this morning Tanya was getting ready to go to Satria's house, he carried a black box containing the letter and ring that Satria had given him during his application, but the request was the same, he told the young man to open it later, and then, he had written the date to open the box, where the date coincided with the time he donated his heart, not only Satria who had been told the date, Kasa, Irwan, he had told through a message, while the letter to Bara was entrusted to Kasa, he was asked to give it to Bara, after he found out what the letter contained.

“Sat, I want to apologize, if all this time I've been troublesome, if all this time I can not be the best for you , I hope you can forgive me.” He said, giving me the black box.

“Tan, you don't talk like that anymore yeah, I don't like. “dia scolded Tanya.

“Take it easy, this is the last word I said to you. “a little but marked ask.”Sat, I want you to keep this box well, until the date I have written arrives, you can just mengbumpennya. “ujar Tanya.

“Tan, you will never leave me . “

Tanya only smiled, she immediately left again, had all her tasks completed, everything she wanted to convey, had been in their respective hands.

Come, tense time for Mr. Adam, he was unable to see his daughter go into the operating room with his wife, this was like a dream that could never be repeated again, before Tanya entered the operating room, he had already prepared something for both of his parents to see.

“Dad, in this last time, Tanya wants to see Daddy smile, Dad don't cry, Daddy must be the strength of Mother to hold back her tears later, Tanya, will always miss Daddy the same Mother, Mother, and one more Tanya has prepared something for Daddy and Mommy, do not forget Daddy open the laptop Tanya.“With his wide smile as he entered the opration room.

Mr. Adam could not hold back his tears, when the surgery was done, all the letters Tanya love to her best friend, they had read it, they came to the hospital to stop Tanya, they also came to the hospital to stop Tanya, but they were already too late for the surgery to be done.

“Everything is too late, Tanya we are gone to leave us forever, for eternity. “ she gives a last hug to her beloved daughter.

Tears broke instantly, they could not stem it anymore , all friends, friends and employees Tanya, very lost the figure of Tanya is kind, now her favorite flowers and trees were uprooted, too, it was as if they were fused in Tanya's soul.

Now there's no freak like Tanya, now there's nothing to make laughter happen , Tanya is a good person, she's an inspiring woman, she's never bullied , he always embraces those who have no confidence, also embraces those who are out of the way of God.