Half The Missing Wings

4. To pick up the love of the divine

After the Maghrib Kasa prayer called Tanya, she invited Tanya to attend religious activities at her school, this girl also received an invitation from her, Ask to deepen religion, and she wanted to deepen religion, the reason she followed him was not because she wanted to find out about Satria again, Tanya would stop finding out about Satria, she followed this, she followed this,

because he wanted to be closer to God, he wanted to take his parents to God's paradise.

“Where Tan do you want to participate in religious activities at school? “

“Iya I want Sa, that way maybe I can deepen religion, also closer to God.

“Ok Tan, may this be the best way for us from God to be more active in worship."

They ended the call, today was a meaningful day for Tanya, she told Bombom everything.

“Bombs, today I am really happy, I am grateful to God who has given the most beautiful gift in my life, I used to think comfortably or not in this new place, but in fact I'm comfortable Bomb, it turns out that new things can give us new experiences, new atmosphere, new lessons, new friends, anyway all new. “

Tonight filled with blessings, Tanya poured her heart out to her parents, she asked for permission and her riddho to close the aurat, Tanya began to approach her parents who were sitting in the living room.

“Dad, Mother, good night.“ hug her with love.

“Goodnight is also the daughter of the same father Mother, your tumben has not slept. “ Said Mr. Adam.

“I haven't sleepy Well.” Said.

“You've been sitting here with Daddy and Mommy. “

Tanya, was confused where to start! do I have to get straight to the point? Or put it on first, but it will take a long time.

"Aaaarrrrrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. God help me. “ girl this is really a dilemma.

“With Bismillah, I decided I wanted to wear the hijab, Did Mother and Father allow me?" without a second thought, he had already left them shocked by his sudden decision. He can't if there's too much talk, good things must be done immediately.

“What dear? Be hijab? “ asked Bu Kinan while looking at his daughter.

“Iyah Bun, I want to take you into his paradise Allah let alone Give me my first love. I don't want Dad to go to hell because Tanya keeps telling Tanya, Well, Bun, Tanya please allow Tanya to wear the hijab. “ she holds the hands of her parents.

Tanya's heart kept pounding, she was afraid that they would not even allow her to wear the hijab completely messed up. Until he dared not look them in the face, until they decided.

“Tanya!! Are you sure of your decision? Then is there another reason that will make Mother the same father feel confident in your decision, hijab is not a toy that can close, open, hijab is an obligation that must be maintained.

" After all, have you made your decision? “

“InsyaAllah, Tanya has been steadfast with the decision Tanya made, Tanya wants to pick up the pleasure of God, pick up her love of God, there have been many sins Tanya has done so far.” he replied.

“MasayaAllah, son you have touched the heart of Father, God willing Father allows you with gratitude Father is the same God, now the daughter of the little Father has become a mature daughter. “ By the decision Mr. Adam gave, Tanya was very happy and grateful. The turn of Bu Kinan who had not decided, suddenly Bu Kinan moved from his seat and went to his room.

“Mother! “ call him sadly. “Dad, is it possible that Mother would not allow me to hijab?“ Tanya is afraid if Ms. Kinan, does not give her permission.

Not long before Bu Kinan came out of the room, while carrying something in the back kaper, Bu Kinan told Tanya to open and take the item in the kaperback, which was, then he picked up the item and it turned out that the contents of the caperback were blue veils, so this was the reason Bu Kinan had moved out of his seat for a moment, Ms. Kinan wanted to give her a gift that she would never forget.

“Mother, Is this hijab a sign that Mother approves my decision? “

Ms. Kinan blinked her eyes, a sign that she agreed, Tanya immediately hugged her parents and kissed her hands, then washed her feet.

“Son, be a sholeha child who can save Father and Mother from the heat of hell fire, keep your honor.“ They hugged and kissed this girl. Tears that had hatched from her eyes, made Tanya believe in the pleasure of Allah which was given to her through them.

“God, Well, Bun, Tanya will be a devoted child to the same Father Mother, as well as to God. “

For the first time this tomboyish girl wore a school hijab, all the friends were stunned when they saw the drastic change, including Kasa she was quite surprised. Kasa continued to pay attention to all his looks, he could not believe this strange girl could turn as fast as lightning by twirling her body while saying.

“MasyaAllah, is this really you asked my friend? My feeling, Ask it's a tomboyish child, now wear hijab really can ya, I still can't believe tau!!“

“iiiiihhhh.. Kasa stop turning my body, I'm dizzy to know. “

“I stop, but really I'm still like a dream you use hijab. “ said Kasa.

“Siang bolong ko still this dream is real, I asked your strange friend. “ he pinched his best friend's cheeks tightly, let Kasa wake up from the dream sleep of his establishment.

“Tanyaaaaa... Sakitta.. “

The two girls continued to laugh, until finally in damaged their happiness by Lintang and Helma, the atmosphere became boring, very very crisp had to hear the unfortunate babble they did.

“Aduh, there are two cute girls who are happy like.”Latitude with cynicism.

“Alhamdulillah, we are happy without having to hurt each other, I can only suggest the same you, stop bullying immediately stop all that will damage your future later, I can only advise you, because everything you do will affect yourself, from now on mending do good things, let you both get good results in your life. “ Say Ask.

“It's..!! do not sosoan lecturein us deh lu on, alive we who live not you guys. “Lintang does not accept all the words Tanya or Kasa said and continues to berate them both. Rather than Tanya having to hear all of their hurtful words, she and Kasa would rather go to avoid debate.

“Basic so holy you on. “ Shouted Latitude .

On this journey of grief, Tanya believes there will be two things that will make her stronger, between the two things is, the surprise that God will give her, and the second is the patience to carry out all the new journey in the next life.

Patience will make your life stronger, even God will love you more, if God already loves you all the things in life will be easier.

If you love the creation God gave you,

So keep the creation itself with good, so that later you can get the good itself,

and if you want to get a meaningful ending, then,

Then you must continue to create happiness for others.

_Ask

This afternoon, Tanya and Kasa went to meet all the friends who participated in the event, they gathered at the school mosque to discuss the event to be held, with the theme“Creating a moral Young Generation. “ that's the theme this year, all the organizers in for the group, Ask one group with Satria and Kasa. The man he once admired and almost went mad because of him, because he thought about it all the time, but he had never known him.

“Satria, you are one group with our new members Tanya and Kasa. “ Ma'am Maryampun split the group, and fortunately he was one group with Kasa as well.

This is where the hooded girl can get to know Satria, maybe this is one of God's ways to get to know her more deeply, so that she does not get the wrong hope, he said, Tanya does not want to reduce her love for the owner of the heart. This girl was happy when Satria started seeing her, when Satria started talking to her, then taught her about religion. There was so much he could learn from this man about Islam.

The meeting was dissolved, all will be discussed again tomorrow, all will take a long time, especially later who filled the event itself Satria, he is truly an extraordinary man. Tanya went home early, she couldn't wait to meet Bombom.

“Assalamu'alaikum Mother, I'm home. “

“Wa'alaikumsalam.” Answer Ms. Kinan.

When entering the house the girl immediately ran to the room, because miss Bombom, Bu Kinan who saw Tanya running, he immediately called his daughter to quickly go down to eat.

“Iya Mother insyaAllah. “

Too engrossed in talking to Bombom, he forgot if Bu Kinan told him to come down immediately.

“Bombom, I live first yes, Mommy must have been waiting for me below later we talk again, the point is I am comfortable living here!!“

After Tanya went downstairs, her parents had already waited for quite a while.

“Tanya, why are you long? The same father Mother has been waiting for you since, see your father's face is pale because he is hungry. “ Said Bu Kinan.

“Iya sorry, Dad, Bun, I was too engrossed in talking to Bombom, next time I don't do it again. “

“yasalah, let's wait let alone let's eat my wife's delicious cuisine.“ This family always keep together, they try to make traditions, anyone who still has not eaten, he said, they had to wait so they could eat together, except among them there was a rush that was not possible to wait.

Today Tanya told me all the events in the school from grief to joy, Bu Kinan always gave her spirit when she was in a bad state, teaching about many things in dealing with people who like to reproach.

“Tanya, if there is someone who likes to insult you, only one you have to do, which is”Listen then stop. “

Tanya doesn't understand what Bu Kinan means, listen then stop? He asked for an explanation from Mrs Kinan.

“I mean Bun, Tanya has not understood. “

“Mother means just listen to what they say, who knows in the reproach there are words that will make us realize that will make us not to do the same. Stop means that we as human beings of faith immediately stop all that is not entitled to do by that person, before that person runs rampant denouncing all that they do not like, before many victims are hurt, he said, so one of us has to have someone dare to stop him. “

Tanya is very grateful, having a mother who always gives enlightenment from every problem she faces.

“InsyaAllah Mommy, now I understand everything that Mommy means, olong do’ Tanya so that you can kayak Mommy. “hug it tightly while whispering."Mother is more beautiful if hijab. “

Bu Kinan was surprised by what Tanya whispered, after everything was finished he returned to the room to continue all the tasks at school for the preparation of the event later that will be held one more week.

There's a new number calling Tanya, in the middle of the night she's a man.

“Assalamu'alaikum, sorry who is this with? “ ask by phone.

“Wa'alaikumsalam I am Satria, Do you still remember me? “ turns out the person behind this phone is Satria, Ask did not think he would call, even though just discussing the task, but he was happy.

“Satria!! Yes, I remember, if I may know what were the phone nights ?”

“Sorry to interrupt the time, I just want to ask about the task at school earlier, have you found an idea about the decor for the event that will be held later?”tanyakanya.

“Alhamdulillah already, how will we discuss tomorrow? Let it be clearer. “

“ Alright, we will discuss tomorrow again, again sorry to interrupt the time.” He said again in a friendly manner on the phone.

We ended the conversation on the phone, and Tanya's hands were still cold and trembling.

“AstagfiraAllah, God calm this heart that is not right, I must be able to withstand this feeling. “

“My eyes are drowsy, but difficult to close, walahh kunaha iyeu teh ko flavor can be kieu, what is iyeu anu called in love? (why does this feel like this, is this what it says to be in love?) “

Allahu akbar...Allahu akbar's....Allahu akbar...

The dawn prayer in I held, Tanya fell asleep for only an hour, sleepy still felt while at the dinner table she continued to yawn, so Bu Kinan continued to pay attention to her.

“Tanya, since Mother noticed you continue to yawn, did you not sleep? “

“Iya Bun, all I can't sleep for an hour I sleep, so this is how it turns out.“The answer.

“That's why next time you don't often stay up enough rest, I don't want you too busy and cape ya. “Dad advised him.

“Yes Dad, Tanya will try to divide Tanya's time with a break. “

Today Tanya went to school among Mr. Adam, because the driver could not deliver because it had stopped. After arriving at school Tanya still felt sleepy.

“If I keep kayak gini, I can fall asleep in class .”ia looking for a way to get rid of the drowsiness, by washing her face, but this is all just a moment.

After studying, Tanya had to go again to do the task given yesterday with Satria and Kasa, this task was done at Satria's house, she lived with her mother named Aisyah, who was a child, because his father Satria has died since he sat in the SD bench, since then also Bu Aisyah took care of Satria alone without the presence of a husband. He introduced his two best friends to his mother.

“Assalamu'alaikum, Umi introduce these friends Satria. “

Tanya, also Kasa they introduced themselves to his mother Satria, as well as his mother Satria introduced herself as well, Bu Aisyah her name is beautiful like her person, she is smiling cheaply, well, greeting these two girls warmly.

“Umi is happy to know you both, kirain Umi Satria has no friends, because she is her shy child. “ Said On Tanya also Kasa.

They just smiled and went straight into the house, as the chatter began to unknowingly Tanya fell asleep on the table, where the table was being used by them to study, they did not dare to wake her up, because it's not.

“YaAllah Tanya, you sleep!!“ Kasa.

“Have Sa not woken up, maybe he sapped.“ Satria did not allow Kasa to wake the girl until he woke up, because his phone was ringing.

“Dad phone!“ Mr. Adam, call his daughter.

"I forgot to tell you!! "

“Hallo, Assalamualaikum Dad.“

“Wa'alaikumsalam, Where are you asking? Why haven't you come home yet? “ asked Mr. Adam with worry.

“Sorry Well, I'm working on my friend's housework there is also Kasa ko Well, so I don't have to worry.“ replied Tanya.

The call ended, Tanya felt bad for them, because she had slept for a few minutes, then she apologized to them.

“Sorry yes, Sa, Sat, I overslept all this because of my sleeplessness. “

“Iya gapapa ko relax aja, ohiya all your ideas are good Tan, we like your idea in decorating the stage. “Taught Satria, he liked the idea Tanya gave when they just saw it from the picture just had not had time for this girl to explain. But they already understand the plan that will be carried out, they are indeed the best dehh.

“Alhamdulillah, I'm happy to hear, if you like my idea, sorry if there is less, you will be honest, let me fix it again. “

“InsyaAllah nothing less, everything is perfect deh. “ Kasa said.

*One of the joys of giving an opinion, is when the opinion itself has been appreciated and accepted with honesty not with lies .

_Requires*