Half The Missing Wings
12. Two hearts one love
Two young men who are seizing the heart of a girl, one of the young men has got the heart of the girl of his dreams, Satria, while the other young man still does not get the girl of his dreams, he was rejected, by the girl named Tanya, the young man named Bara, until now Bara still save the love, he hopes Tanya can he have, he said, Satria does not know all about Bara, Tanya has not told about Bara who fell in love with her, Tanya is afraid if Satria is jealous of her, but this girl must still tell about Bara, Bara, he doesn't want his relationship to start with a lie.
Satria, this young man was a little jealous when Tanya started telling me everything about the man who fell in love with her, indeed this conversation was not in person, she told him over the phone, he told her, if he was directly worried to see Satria jealous, even though Tanya knew that Satria was not a jealous young man, at least this girl had taken care of Satria's heart, they were indeed a couple who respected each other, and they were a couple, they always try to take care of the heart of each partner.
Several times Bara expressed her feelings to Tanya, Tanya still remains loyal to Satria, Tanya does not want her struggle so far run aground, because only one man continues to pursue her, Tanya, he tried to give understanding to Bara, if he already has someone in his heart, although like that Bara still fight for Tanya, however, Bara had wanted to forget Tanya, but the more he forgot, the more he forgot, the more difficult he can do it, the more he mengikhlaskan, his heart is not accepting, because the shadow of the girl continues to come to Bara.
Satria and Bara, a young man of different nature, the patient Satria is unselfish, also forgiving, while Bara is quite stubborn youth, he is difficult to let go of the person he loves, he is not, even though he had some way to let Tanya go, his heart still could not do that. If this happens, Tanya will take care of Bara so that she can accept all these facts, if love cannot be forced, the more she forces love to dock in her heart, then the more difficult it is also to accept all the facts later.
Satria had given him understanding, and Satria was not angry with him, now there was only one he had to take care of, namely Bara, maybe this was a little difficult for this girl to talk, he said, because all the women in the campus already know how the nature of Bara, although Bara has changed, but many do not know the nature of the other, this girl also ventured to meet Bara in the campus park, the two of them talked about all her feelings, Tanya slowly gave her understanding.
“Bar, please forgive me for the umpteenth time, I cannot accept your love, because my heart cannot force for love with you, nor do I want to hurt Satria nor you, anyway, I beg you, stop everything, stop chasing me, if you keep doing that, I get more uncomfortable when I meet you Bar. “ Tanya said.
“But Tan!! I can't forget you, the yellow fireplace has not been installed in front of your house, so I still deserve to get you. “ Bara said.
“Bara, I'm not telling you to forget, but I just want you to be able to get rid of that feeling, make it all because of God, God willing everything will be easier, I'm sure you can. “ said the girl .
“Alright, I will try to eliminate all my race to you Tan, but if that can't happen, please don't stop me from falling in love with you again. “Bara left Tanya just like that, after talking like this.
This girl was more confused, with her mellow state, one side of the Satria her future priest, on the one hand Bara was no one, if until Bara proved his talk, Tanya worried about disappointing both, and she was worried about disappointing both, the only way he now had was to slowly walk away from her. While on campus he will busy himself when he met Bara.
Retno who saw Tanya's behavior while on campus she felt that something was being avoided by the hooded girl, but Tanya did not tell anything, indeed Tanya rarely shared her story with her friends, because she shared her story more often with Allah, even though Retno urged Tanya, the girl would still silence her mouth, unless she could not silence her while in front of Kasa.
“Tan, you why the hell? Every time you see Bara, it must be so busy like that, is there something between you? “
“No ah, I am ordinary, that is your feeling for times. “ he replied, while writing in the park.
“Yakin!! You guys are nothing! “ said Retno, while staring at Tanya.
Suddenly one of the students called Tanya.
“Tan, you are called by Mr. Iwan. “ Mr. Iwan is Tanya's supervising lecturer, today Tanya is in the process of creating a thesis.
This girl also ran to see Mr. Iwan, and left Retno alone in the park, only took 5 minutes for him to run to the office of Mr. Iwan.
“Assalamu'alaikum Sir. “ he knocks on the door while greeting.
“Wa'alaikumsalam, please enter. “ Mr. Iwan told Tanya to come in.
Mr. Iwan called Tanya, because he wanted to discuss the thesis that this girl made, both of them also spoke seriously about the thesis that Tanya is doing at this time, even though only one Chapter he is working on, even though he is only working on, Mr. Iwan was already happy with the results, although there were some that had to be revised, even that was not much.
“Father likes the results, most of which must be revised only a little, hopefully next can be much better. “
“InsyaAllah Sir, Tanya will strive . “
Tanya came out of the office, when Bara came out was in front of her, today Bara had a hearing, she asked Tanya to come to her graduation later, but the girl just kept quiet, did not say anything, she said anything, he immediately left not wanting any problems to occur between them.
“Tan, you came yes kewisuda me. “ when Tanya did not say a word, Bara could only see the brown hooded girl go.
This young man sighed, he should be able to sincerely release the girl.
“He's right! the more I force love to dock in the heart, the more it hurts my heart to accept it. “ it digests Tanya's words. “Gue, should be able to forget it.”
Gradually Bara can menikhlaskan, he has never disturbed Tanya again, he must focus on the preparation of his graduation, Bara took the same major as Tanya, namely Psychologist, he has to do, it's just that Bara first went to college.
Although Tanya knew that her attitude was too excessive to Bara, she should have answered Bara's words, not just gone.
“Bar, I'm sorry, I should have answered you earlier, but what was my dayak Bar.“ he said inwardly while reserved.
Looks like Tanya has to tell this to her best friend Kasa, she can't hold it anymore. They met at a regular cafe.
“Kasa, I miss. “ He hugged his best friend.
“I also miss, tumben you told me to meet impromptu kayak gini. “ said Kasa.
“Iya Sa, I'm confused, with that young man named Bara, he's my senior at college. “
This hooded girl told me everything about Bara, who loved herself until now, Tanya thought Bara could forget her, but her mind was wrong, it turned out that Bara was falling more and more in love, he also told about Bara's invitation to attend his graduation later, Kasa as a close friend gave advice, so that Tanya did not overdo it, if she behaved as she is now doing, Kasa said, then he's hurt his own feelings even more.
“Tan, in my opinion, your attitude is just as ember is too excessive, also inappropriate, we may avoid, but should avoid in a good way too, too, so that he can forget you in a good way anyway, and the matter of Bara's invitation, it's up to you, whether you want it or not? If you want to come then invite Satria too, so that nothing happens that is not desired, however, Satria will be your candidate for priest. “ said Kasa.
Tanya, finally finding a middle ground, she would decide for herself, she would talk about this matter to Satria as well. Tanya was very grateful, because Kasa all the confusion experienced by her became reduced.
“You are Sa, you are indeed the best friend I have ever known. “
She could not accompany Tanya too long, because there were still many tasks that she had to complete, as well as Tanya, she left the cafe with a face of sumringah .
At that time I once greeted the moon at night, the moon was very beautiful, the rest of your shadow in the moon was still clearly visible, immediately crossed my heart your name, how long I miss you.
“Tanya! " Tonight Satria was longing for her girl, she stared at the moon full of a big smile, she wanted to meet, but her meetings were too often afraid to be a slander to the world.
This longing made a shock for this young man, and as if nature was supporting him, the girl of his dreams called Satria.
“Hallo, Assalamu'alaikum China. “
They chatted over the phone, initially Tanya made small talk first, she asked him the news, asked how the trial would be, everything he asked, until he got to the top of the point, Tanya wanted to tell Satria, that he would go to Bara's graduation, after Tanya spoke like that, Satria was silent for a moment, she did not immediately agree to Tanya's request, until finally she allowed Tanya to leave, as long as it was with her.
Tanya, did not mind if Satria wanted to come with him, the most important thing is that the young man had allowed himself to go, Tanya chose to go to Bara's graduation, because she wanted to apologize for all her attitude towards him. The two end the call, not just here, which was once not jealous Satria, now he starts to become jealous, the conflict in their relationship, they try to ignore it, Satria does not want the relationship destroyed, Satria, because he was too jealous of Bara, which Tanya obviously did not like.
Satria had picked up Tanya at her home, to go to Bara's graduation today, right on March 08, 2020, at 08:00 wib, they arrived at the building, where Bara held her graduation.
Tanya brought flowers to give to Bara, he came without Bara's knowledge, the young man was very surprised to see Tanya who came, he thought Tanya came alone, after he looked back, Satria came, they met for the first time, and asked to introduce the two.
“Congratulations Bar, may you be a useful person. “ Tanya congratulates while giving flowers.
“Thank you, you've come, I don't think you're coming, ohiya who is he?”
“He's both Bar, know him Satria. “ He introduced Satria.
Eventually the two get to know each other, a brief encounter scratches Bara, the two fall in love, but only one must be chosen, because love cannot be divided into two, this girl did not forget her purpose to apologize to Bara.
“Bara, I'm sorry yes, I've over-acted with you, I should have been able to avoid you in a much better way, I swear I didn't mean to hurt you, it's just that I don't want anyone to be disappointed between you guys, so I did it all. “
“Iya Tan, I'm sorry you, and you don't have to do that anymore, I want you to be happy with the person you choose. “.
“God willing, you will find a much better woman than me. “ Smile.
Bara asks Satria so she can take good care of Tanya, she wants Satria never to make Tanya cry.
“Sat, I know you're a good person, I ask you to take care of Tanya, don't let her cry, I believe in you equally. “
“InsyaAllah, I will take care of Tanya, like where I take care of my parents. “ Satria said confidently.
Just one time they had met familiar, Tanya had thought of the commotion that occurred, in fact there was nothing, they were indeed adult men who could look after.
The more we grow up, the more we find a bright spot to behave, good thinking is done for those who are able to use their maturity well too, every problem must be solved with a cool head, he said, with a calm heart, if it is not done, then everything will be in vain, problems can not be done with the muscles, with anger 'cause it will cause the problem more complicated.
Satria drove Tanya home, and in a few days it was Satria's turn to hear, she told Tanya, she hoped Tanya could come to her court later.
“Tan, I hope you can come to my trial later yes. “ invite him.
“InsyaAllah, hopefully I do not have a show ya Sat, so later I can come deh. “ He said, while getting off the car.
Satria went straight home, she did not stop by Tanya's house, even though the girl had already offered her to stop by. I don't know what the young man was feeling, so he behaved like never before, when he returned from his graduation Bara, could Satria be jealous? If later Tanya can not come to his trial, while Tanya comes to his graduation Bara.
The day changes, the season changes, today the rainy season, it could be bright tomorrow, today sad, it could be happy tomorrow, today, a mixed day for Satria, he said, on March 14, 2020, he held a trial at his college, Satria, wearing a white shirt, black suit and black pants, plus a black tie, making himself look cooler, he asks Irwan, Kasa including Tanya to come to his trial today, but New Irwan and Kasa who have arrived at the campus, but Tanya is still not seen, he was getting nervous, when his name was called, but he hoped that before his name was called Tanya had arrived at his campus.
“Maybe, he won't come!“
Both of her friends, already know Tanya's plan, if she deliberately came late to Satria campus, she wanted to surprise her, not long Satria entered the room, not long Tanya arrived.
“Guys, Satria is not suspicious!”
“Not really, everything is safe, even Satria looks sad, surely she thought that you would not come. “
Satria asked with unsuspecting relief, the surprise started, when Satria came out of the courtroom, she saw Tanya already standing in front of her, she was getting happier .
“Tanya! I thought you were.. “
“You will never come, that's what you want to say, take it easy I will come, the time I can come to Bara's graduation, to his trial you can't, you can't, I was intentionally a little late, so I can see your sad expression. “
“You are naughty, I am anxious can not hug you, because, we are still not halal. “ said Satria.
“Udeh, halalin aja mas bro. “ continued Irwan, they laughed.
“Stop!! we forget to ask the result. “
They asked the results of the trial Satria.
“Sat, how did you approve the trial? “
“Alhamdulillah I graduated, and I also got the best grade. “
From far away, Satria had prepared a tweet to propose to Tanya, when she finished the trial, she had wanted to apply for Tanya when at her graduation, he said, but he couldn't wait any longer to express his feelings .
“Tan, I want to say something to you! “
“Something what do you want to say Sat? Don't make me wonder dong! “ says Tanya.
Satria took the ring from her shirt pocket.
“Will you marry me? “
“You are serious Sat. “ said the girl with teary eyes.
“I'm serious, I want you to be the mother of our children later, if you accept me, then take this ring and wear it on your ring finger. “
Tanya, take the ring and wear it on her ring finger, after this Satria will formalize the proposal by going to Tanya's house. He would ask his parents for permission, not in the least, Satria came so quickly, the next morning he proposed, the night he came to his parents' house, this moving meeting was carried out smoothly, he said, both of Tanya's parents accept Satria's proposal for her only daughter. They hope Satria can take good care of Tanya, if later it is legal to be husband and wife.
Because the longest worship is to get married, Bu Kinan asked, they to intend this marriage, because they want to be sadinah, mawadah, warohmah, if the intention is to be happy, if the intention is to be happy, feared it will not be long, but if the intention is because it wants to be sadinah, mawadah, warohmah, God willing they will find everything, including the happiness of the world and the hereafter.
