Half The Missing Wings

10. Crying in the do'a

Cry if it calms you down..

Cry if it gives you a solution..

Make tears your prayer to God...

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Starting in the afternoon Tanya just returned from campus, after arriving at her house, her house looks lonely, she greeted no one to answer, Bu Kinan is not seen in his house, he said, Tanya thought that maybe they went out of town again, like last year, she went to the room without checking the whole house, when Mr. Adam got this girl's mind wrong, both of his parents did not leave town.

“Tanya!! are you home? Why is this house so quiet? “Shouted Mr. Adam.

Tanya, who heard her father's voice, immediately came down from the room, she thought that Bu Kinan had gone with Mr. Adam, because since this afternoon, her mother was not seen, in fact, Bu Kinan was not with her husband, she said, they panicked and called Bu Kinan, but the sound of Bu Kinan's cell phone was heard in this area of the House.

“Loh, I think the same Father Mother went out of town again, from earlier this house is quiet, continues Mother where Well? “

“Mother!! what do you mean? “ Ask back.

“Yes, same Mother Come on!! because since last afternoon until the evening Mother is not seen, I think Mother went again with Dad then I did not call. “

“Daddy does not go the same Mother, this morning you see Mother busy in the kitchen. “

“terus Mother where? try me on the phone. “

Tanya called Bu Kinan, but the voice was not far from the distance she was standing and from Bu Kinan's room the voice was heard,Tanya and her father continued to follow the source of the voice coming from Bu Kinan's room, after in front of the room door, Mr. Adam knocked on the door.

Tok..

“Honey!! are you inside? Please open the door! “ Still no answer, now it's Tanya's turn to knock.

“Mother, this is Tanya, please open the door!!“ Still no answer.

Tanya tried to open the door, but they were locked they were increasingly worried, afraid of something happening to Bu Kinan, because since yesterday she had been chatting with Bu Kinan, he felt strange when he saw the pale face of Bu Kinan, he wanted to ask but was afraid.

“Dad, the door is locked, Tanya is afraid something will happen to Mommy. “ He showed his tense face.

Mr. Adam finally, breaking down the door of the room with all his might, with his efforts the door was opened as well, they saw that Bu Kinan was already lying on the floor, with a pale face.

“Mother!! wake..“ Shouted the poor girl while hugging her mother.

Nimble they took Bu Kinan to the hospital, Tanya continued to cry, as well as Mr. Adam, who was very panicked, he was afraid something happened to his wife.

“Darling, what happened to you? You must be strong. “He carried his wife to the ward.

“Dad, I'm afraid Mother why-why? Is it possible that an accident in the last year caused Mother to get sick again Well? “ Thoughts Tanya has been everywhere.

“Tanya.. Ask you to calm down first, I'm sure Mommy must be okay, as soon as you pray do’ Mommy, let it quickly realize. “

The girl who was feeling this turmoil, went to the mushollah to pray.

“God, why do you always give that pain to Mother? Why not just me? I'm willing to change my health for Mother, I'm willing to feel that pain for Mother's sake. If something happens to Mother, maybe my heart still cannot accept it. Please heal Mother God, only you can heal. “The crying is in do'a.

When Tanya returned, the Mother was still unconscious and the Doctor was out of the hospital room, the Doctor told Bu Kinan's condition, which was getting worse and worse, he told her everything, including the disease that is being suffered by Bu Kinan is a heart disorder.

Bu Kinan had been suffering from this disease for a long time, but he never checked it with a doctor, until his condition worsened.

“It looks like your wife has experienced this heart disorder for a long time, but your wife never checked the condition further again, or even never taken seriously about the pain.“ Said Doctor.

“It's true Doc, my wife never said anything about the pain. “ He's getting panicked. “Why did you never say you were sick? “Teach.

Tanya who heard the conversation of the two, she immediately approached him slowly and spoke bitterly.

“A.. Dad, is it true what the doctor said that Mother is sick? *if the pain is severe, la... Then Mommy can recover Doc? Let's say Doctor, my father doesn't want to lose Mother. “ Those tears are almost wetting Tanya's cheeks.

Mr. Adam hugged Tanya while calming her down. “Tanya, you calm down dear, God willing Mother will definitely be healed. “

The atmosphere grew increasingly tense, as the nurse called the Doctor in a panic.

“Doctor!! the condition of the patient named Bu Kinan, the worse his heart rate is getting weaker. “

The doctor immediately ran over, and immediately took action until his heartbeat returned to normal again, everything calmed down again .

“How is my Mother Doc? “ Question.

“Alhamdulillah, everything has returned to normal, hopefully Bu Kinan will recover soon. “ Said Doctor.

Tanya entered the nursery, she recited some verses of the Qur'an in her Mother's ear. Not long ago the Mother realized, from her critical period, she was very grateful and happy because God had heard her do’a.

“Dad!!Mommy is aware. “ she immediately opened the door, and gave this good news, the Doctor immediately checked the situation of Bu Kinan.

“Alhamdulillah, Bu Kinan is now good, but Bu Kinan should not be sapped and must check often to the Doctor, because the disease is quite serious. “

“There is a sense of calm, there is a sense of worry about the conditions that occur to Mother, I think this fear will end after the accident , but the fear still continues until now, I think, under different conditions. “ He said in his heart.

“Iya Bun, Tanya sure Mommy must be healed. “ She kisses Mother's forehead.

This haru moment, made her husband Bu Kinan shed tears, after a few days in the care, finally Bu Kinan was allowed to go home on the condition given by the Doctor, The doctor told Ms. Kinan not to underestimate this disease.

Almost every morning Tanya always took the time to go to Bu Kinan's room to see his condition further and to give medicine, this hijab girl did not want her Mother to take medicine late.

“Good morning my beautiful Mother. “ Sweep while holding medicine and drinking water.

“Good morning too dear. “ Answer back.

Tanya also sat beside her Mother, telling her Mother to take medicine, Mr. Adam who watched near the door with a smile.

“Now Mother takes her medicine first yes. “

Mr. Adam, came to them with a warm embrace, and encouraged his wife, to stay strong.

“Honey, you must be strong yes, I promise anything I will do for your recovery. “

“Aahhh.. Don't be sad, Tanya so be sad again and Tanya also almost forgot, if now I have to go to the store.” He paid his parents a favor.

For several weeks did not greet the flowers, he did not come to the store, because of his busyness, because of the problems he had faced, these days Tanya cried more often, more often silent than smiling. Until his employees feel Tanya is not Tanya they used to know, he just came without saying, he just approached his favorite flower that is Love and Strength, this girl put the flowers in a special place, she said, a place no one else can enter, except him.

“i long for all that happiness, I would love to be like Love who always gives a fragrant aroma, who always gives a smile in the eyes of those who see her, and I also want such a strength, which always gives a smile in the eyes of those who see her, because you are able to live wherever you want, you are strong even though the wind is crashing, until the storm, but I cannot do it all, I am weak, I am weak. “ He cried under the flowers.

This girl was relieved when she poured her heart out on them, indeed they could not talk like us, but they were able to hide all our secrets, the old hobby that they had since childhood, and they were able to hide all our secrets, he has made her a strange person, but she enjoys doing all things that are full of imagination.

This girl, leaving her shop with puffy eyes, no matter how hard she hid it from the world, was still sad it would look, even when she met Satria at her college, she tried to hide it, she said, but Satria cannot be fooled.

“Tan, why are your eyes puffy? You're a crybaby! “

“Haa... I'm sorry I didn't hear, what are you talking about? “ He pretended not to hear it.

“Why are your eyes moist? “ Ask again Satria.

“Oh, it's that night I'm sleep deprived. “

“Yakin, I think you are lying, because your eyes are not only swollen, but there is something that you are holding from your eyes, you do not need to lie to me Tan. “ Say.

Finally, Tanya told Satria everything, This man also listened to the story well, so Satria also felt his sadness, although now still undergoing the ta'aruf period, Satria was very concerned with Tanya's family.

“Tan, why did you just tell me about the pain that your Mother suffered? “

“I'm sorry Sat, I don't want those who listen to my story to feel sorry for me, after all I don't like the same story too often. “ Answer.

Shackled by the silence that this young man was doing, he could not say anything more, he did not want to talk too much, causing unwanted things.

“Already, I go to college first yes, if anything happens please let me know. “ Satria go to his campus.

While in front of her parents, Tanya studied hard, learning not to cry, while outside she was now a lot of silence. Retno who saw her friend was silent, she asked.

“Tan, tumben you a lot of silence these days! Why anyway? “ Ask Retno.

“Nothing Ret, I'm just a little unwell. “ Answer.

“You sick? Yaseudah you do not need to follow this material first, let me later catetin, mending now you to UKS. “Retno told Tanya to rest in the UKS room.

“Not necessary, most soon also healed. “He refused.

Retno, unable to do anything else, although her friend did not seem focused when the material began, she often reprimanded Tanya in a soft voice, because Tanya occasionally daydreamed.

“Tan, you're fine! If you continue to daydream like gini, then there will be all the material left behind, let's Tan focus!“Retno.

The material is finished in the discussion, Tanya went to perform the Ashar prayer, she invited her friend Retno.

“Retno, we pray ashar first yuk. “Thusband.

The two of them, performing the Ashar prayer together, when entering the mosque Tanya saw Bara praying, she was grateful because Bara had completely changed, if not for the direction of God, she was grateful, maybe Bara is still doing something that is not good anymore.

When Tanya came out of the mosque, she met Bara, Bara greeted her with greetings.

“Assalamu'alaikum.” Then he left with a smile.

“Wa'alaikumsalam.”Answer Tanya quietly, then look towards Bara.“MasyaAllah, now he can keep his gaze as well. “ he admires Bara's change.

It is never too late for those who want to change..

There will be opportunities for those who want to change.

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