Habits
Saturday
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At 5 a.m., Hana was awake. Hana usually wakes up at 4 on Sunday. But it's now the weekend, and usually the early time for Hana to wake up is 9 o'clock.
Doctor Evan will be here at 8. Hannah wishes she had breakfast here. That's why Hana woke up early, tidied up the room, even took a shower. Fight the laziness and cold of Saturday mornings.
At 6, Hana sat at the study table. Slightly puffy because his mood is good. He worked on the pr yesterday and filled the mood tracker.
Hana continues to pay attention to the development of color mood every day.
Light blue \= ↖(^^)↗
Young purple \= (⌒o⌒)
Dark blue \= (¬_¬)
Dark purple \= (✖╭╮✖)
After discovering the awkwardness, he was astonished. The girl is fizzing,
"Kok Saturday the colors are always old, huh?"
On Friday, Hana filled in dark blue. Because he fainted, he became tired and badmood yesterday.
"Hana, get down first."
Hana's room is located on the 2nd floor and the girl goes down the stairs in response to Mama's call. In the kitchen, Hana grabbed a glass and filled it with water. Drinking water in the morning is a routine thing that Hana did since childhood. Then, Hana approached Mama who was setting the dining table.
"Evan is in front of the complex. You're ready,"
"YEY! She's having breakfast here, dong?"
Mama nodded while putting together the side dishes on the table. Hana's morning was quite bright today. And hopefully this Saturday, the mood tracker is light in color. At least, light purple.
Hana returned to the room and tidied up. His hair he ponytail origin and shorter strands of hair on the sides of the head, he let it unravel. Hana also adjusted her clothes to make them look more polite.
Why is Hana so excited?
See Doctor Evan doang, really.
Doctor Evan is not like a doctor who is old or seen the fathers. She's only 24.
Mapan, handsome, mature. And if Mama says the same father; seeds, weights, bebetnya good.
Well, Hana's so embarrassed about talking about the scene.
Aye?
OUI. She likes Doctor Evan.
It is difficult to describe its visual characteristics. Just imagine a young doctor who is handsome, established, smart, senders and hugable. Plus meet Hana at least 4x a week.
How could Hannah not put her heart?
"HANA! DOCTOR EVAN DATENG!"
Oh, allah, wrestling! Long live.
Soon Hana checked her clothes again and left the room. Get down the stairs and go to the main door.
Up ahead, Evan's taking off his shoes. The man smiled as he saw Hana approaching.
"Hello, Hana."
The girl took a slow breath and neutralized her heartbeat that was starting to go wrong.
"Hello, Brother."
Evan's sister asked Hana to call him that. He said, consider it your own brother. Hana is an only child. Brother Evan also did not mind and instead felt happy.
"Why yesterday? He said he fainted again?"
Hana grabbed Kak Evan's coat to attach to the hanger.
"Do not know, brother. I don't usually do that either,"
"Remember that?"
Hmm, could be. The trauma may have recurred.
"But no one talks about that,"
"Continue, why?"
Brother Evan turned to stare softly and in Hana's bead eyes. Right into Hana's eyes. Just to Hana's eyes. And the man's smile managed to make Hana bewitched.
Don't ask how Hana's heart is now.
"Evan, let's eat first."
On the dining table, there are various kinds of side dishes that are very delicious. Mama cooks too many snacks for just 4 people.
Politely, Hana handed over a plate of warm white rice to Brother Evan. The man smiled and stroked the back of Hana's hand in thanks.
"How are you, son?"
Dad will be a firm and serious Dad if you talk to Brother Evan. Unless the topic is about the ball, badminton, chess, or cars because they will look much more relaxed.
Hana likes to talk and spend time with Evan. Maybe because Hana never saw that side of Dad to boys. He was always sweet and gentle with Hannah. Contrary to his attitude towards Evan.
"Good, Dad. I'm getting ready to go to college again,"
"Advanced plan S3?"
"Yes. That's what I want to take now actually, Ma."
The roar on Hana's face that had been plastered from waking up slowly faded.
Going to college S3?
Is that outside the city? Or abroad?
Most people plan to continue studying S3 abroad because education out there is more advanced.
Brother Evan is a very planned person and it is impossible to waste an opportunity. Not wanting to be too over-thinking, Hana immediately stormed with questions. Hope Evan answers the question with an answer that Hana expects.
"In indonesia, right? It's still West Java, right?"
The girl brushed aside all her bad thoughts all the way. However, Brother Evan's sad face brought back the hard-earned bad thoughts of Hana tepis.
"Sorry, Hana."
Hana's eyes warmed.
It's a dream, right? Hana also woke up early.
It's possible, right?
Damn, the dream was a nightmare. It's okay, all that matters is dreams.
"Sorry Ma, Dad, and Hana. I took the S3 in Aussie. My parents also turned out to have my target should continue S3 there,"
"Can't it be in Indonesia, Evan?"
"My lecturer also gave a referral to enter there. It's a sudden plan even though I have a goal. I don't even know if you're planning on doing the same thing as a lecturer,"
Hana's tears escaped. Evan's sister was still down unable to see the face of Hana and her parents.
This breakfast table provides a delicious breakfast for the Hana family. Evan really is part of this family.
"Hana, brother's sorry, huh?"
The girl didn't ponder on Evan's question. She was too shocked. He needs time to digest everything.
Why did that guy just say it now? Why all of a sudden?
Had Evan come from yesterday and talked about this early, Hana could have prepared her heart, counted the days, and made more memories with her.
From the way Evan said,
'I was getting ready to go to college,'
Hana can conclude, though, that the man is really going to leave soon. Because that sentence was the answer from wherever he had been.
Damn, his mind's everywhere. Hana hated to connect all the events and deduce her own theory, but indeed it was the bitterest thing that Hana probably had to experience.
"Hana?"
"Evan, abisin used to have breakfast."
Sis Evan's heavy breathing was clearly heard in Hana's ear. However, his mixed feelings oppose Hana to make things happen.
"I'm full. First of all,"
Hana just ate 7 mouthfuls. The girl quickly kept the dirty dishes and drank, then half ran up the stairs to the room. Actually, Hana didn't close the door too hard but sounded like the girl slammed the door.
Hana crying? Sure.
A tar? Ja.
Getting angry? No need to ask.
Hana doesn't know who all those feelings are for. He was too confused by everything that happened. Confused by God's plan which is always full of surprises and sudden.
And this Saturday, the mood tracker Hana will return to dark color.
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